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Blood_Drop_Lette's Journal
The life of Krymson.....
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I'm Sorry...
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November 28, 2008, 07:14:pm
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Even though you say ur fine,I still wanna say I'm sorry.Ashlette,I do love you dearly and,like I said before,I wanna keep you in my life.I have to explain something else aswell....and why I never thought about it hard enough until recently,I dont know.
But...I want kids.My own blood related children.Which is why I cant be with that other person either(you know who I'm talking about).Before I guess I was just like "whatever" about it.Like I still wasnt COMPLETLY sure I wanted kids.I seriously thought I would be a horrible mother cuz of the way that I am.But,the more I'm around kids,the more I start to realize how well I'm gunna do.I can now honestly say,I will be a great mother whenever me and whoever I may be with decide to have one.
I'm coming close to being 18 years old...and I need to make sure I have things figured out for myself.Its hittin me hard how fast I grew up...seriously...wow.It feels like just yesturday that I was 11 years old,just moved to Lincoln,and just starting middle school(scared SHITLESS,I might add!).Now...I'm 3 monthes away from being an adult.
~Krymson~
"Time Of Your Life"-Green Day
Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind.
Hang them on a shelf
In good health and good times
Tattoos and memories
and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth,
it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
Mood: Wow...
Music: "Time Of Your Life"-Green Day
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SONG OF THE WEEK-Undead-
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November 11, 2008, 10:44:pm
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"Undead"-Hollywood Undead
Undead!
Undead!
Undead!
Undead!
Undead!
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
(Undead!)
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
Now I see that motherfucker writin' on the wall
When you see, J-3-T,
Thirty D bra,
Fuck those haters I see,
Cause I hate that you breathe,
I see you duck,
You little punk,
You little fucking disease,
I got H.U. tatted on the front of my arm,
Boulevard,
Brass knuckles in the back of the car,
Cause we drunk drive Cadillacs- we never go far,
And when you see us motherfuckers,
better know who we are.
I got one thing to say to punk asses who hate,
Motherfuckers who don't know what,
You better watch what you say.
From these industry fucks,
To these faggot ass punks,
You don't know what it takes,
To get this motherfucking truck.
I'm already loud maybe,
It?s a little too late,
Johny's taking hands up, with all the faggots who hate,
Cause I am good motherfucker and there's a price to pay,
Yeah, I am a good motherfucker and its judgment day!
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
(Undead!)
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
I'm getting used to this nuisance,
And all the fags who bad mouth this music,
It's fuckin stupid and foolish of you to think you can do this,
You cowards can't, never will, don't even try to pursue it.
I took the chance, I played the pill, I nearly died for this music.
You make me wanna run around, pulling my guns out and shit,
Your tempting me to run my mouth, and call you out on this bitch,
I heard the reason you got to beater to believe any of this,
You need to slit your wrist, get pissed and go jump off a bridge,
What? You can't see the sarcasm in the verses I spit?
What? You think I just got lucky and didn't work for this shit?
Bitch. I've been working at this ever since I was a kid,
I played a million empty shows to only family and friends.
What kind of person gets disembanded and deserves to get big?
I hate to be that person when my verse comes out of the kid's lips.
That shits as worse as it gets.
This verse is over, I quit.
Signed Charlie Scene on your girlfriend's tits.
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
(Undead!)
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
White boys with tattoos,
We are pointing right at you,
We are breaking everything, r-rowdy like a classroom,
Pack of wolves,
'Cause we don't follow the rules,
And when you're running your mouth,
Our razor blades come out,
Because its nothing in my mouth except my dick and what I spit,
So my dick is in my hand when I respond to faggots talking shit,
Speaking of fags, already wrap with the drag,
We killed him and then we stuffed his body in the Cadillac.
Why you always pressin?
You know I'm never stressing,
With fucking DMS,
J-Johny to my left,
Got Phantom and the rest,
Who are down there at the west,
A grew up by drive-by's and L.A gangsta's,
So what the fuck do you know about being a gangsta?
What the fuck do you know about being in danger?
You ain't doing this, so you know you're just talking shit.
Mad at all the boys because every song is a fucking hit.
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
(Undead!)
(Undead!)
You better get up out the way,
Tomorrow we'll rise so we fight today,
And no, I don't give a fuck what you think and say,
'Cause we are gonna rock this whole place anyway.
Motherfucking time to ride, (ride,) (Undead!)
See you drop when we drive by, (by) (Undead!)
Motherfucking time to ride, (ride,) (Undead!)
Watch you fucker's just die, (die) (Undead!)
Mood: Alive/Awake!
Music: "Undead"-Hollywood Undead
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Updated:Random Facts About Miss Hollows!
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November 11, 2008, 10:02:pm
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1)I am bipolar,so dont trip if I have sudden mood changes...it happens!
(Some people know about my 2 sides...."Lollipop" is the cute and cuddley side of me...and "Cyanide"...well,shes the bitch you wanna run from,muahahahah!)
2)I LOVE neon colors!(Specificly,neon pink and green...but I love them all!!hehe.)
3)I am bisexual..and I have been attracted to girls ever since I can remember...my first female crush was when I was about 5 years old.
4)I freakin love cotton candy!..Get ur mind outta the gutter,I mean the CANDY!!!(giggles)
5)I dye my hair nearly every month...sometimes I give it a max of 3 monthes though.
6)I lost my virginity when I was 15...yay me?? lol
7)I have 5 piercings.Both ears,nose,tongue,and left side of my lip.
8)I go crazy over baby animals!!!!!!They're my weakness!..besides Jack's gorgeous blue eyes,hehehehehe!
9)I love cooking and baking!
10)I draw on my eyebrows
11)I shave my legs every 2 days...aswell as other parts of me too..*looks down*...hehe...
12)Marilyn Manson is my IDOL!(I have been listening to him for 10 and a half years!)
13)I am a mutha fuckin HATCHET RYDER!!..WHOOP WHOOP!Been down since I was 10 years old.
14)I trust very few people...if you got my trust...bitch,ur lucky!!
15)I have a song for my every mood
16)I also pick a song of the week every week,hehe.
17)I prefur watching movies over regular TV
18)My favorite type of makeup is Urban Decay
19)I text too friggin much!!!!
20)I wanna be a cosmetologist and a part time piercing artist
21)I like painting my nails and toe nails more then one color,but black is always one of the 3 colors I use
22)I have seen N*SYNC,Samantha Mumba,Dante Thomas(also met him),Dream,Lifehouse,Everclear,Matchbox 20,Avenged Sevenfold,Coheed and Cambria,Head Automatica,Behemoth,Lordi,Lamb of God,Static-X,and Ozzy Osbourne in concert(Zakk Wylde was also playing guitar for Ozzy that night...hell yeah!)
23)My hair has been dyed every color under the sun!
24)I've been watching wrestling(WWF/WWE)since I was 6 years old.
25)I write poetry
26)I can sing
27)I used to do hip hop dancing...then I got fat and said forget it,lol.One day,I'll pick it back up though!
28)I wanna learn lead guitar,piano,violen,and flute
29)I think femme lesbians are soooo sexy
30)I'm obsessed with HORROR MOVIES!
31)I like to read
32)I love Arizona Ice Teas(Peach and Raspberry are yummmmmy!)
33)I love to swim!!!!(and I love hot tubbing)
34)I like to trace pictures(cuz I suck at drawing free handed)
35)I LOVE MULTI COLORED SHARPIES!!!!!
36)I do watch porn on occasion,lol.
37)I use random words like "MEEP" and "RAWR" when I talk to people.
38)I love kids,no matter how bratty they can be(lol)
39)My longest relationship with a guy was a year and some odd days.My longest with a girl was about 2 years.
40)Guys and Girls with light colored eyes turn me on(Blue,Green,or Hazel...YELLOW eyes make me go crazy!!And yes,there are people with yellow eyes.Mine are green AND YELLOW.)
41)Vampire movies make me horny
I'll add more when I think of them,lol!!
Mood: Content
Music: "Put It In Your Mouth"-Nickelback
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Can't get my foot out the damn door...
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November 09, 2008, 02:14:am
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Fuck,I am so SICK and TIRED of arguing and fighting with my mom.Its an every fuckin day thing and it drives me INSANE....but I cant leave.My 9 year old little brother told me he cant live in this house without me here.So,I'm stuck.....but I know how he feels.I've had to deal with her longer then he has.She drinks too much and takes things to seriously when she drinks.Like only the jokes SHES makes are funny.Heaven forbid anyone else tell one!She has no fuckin brain when she drinks and I am soooo DONE with it.Same with one of our room mates.My uncle....alchoholic out the ass!Its no wonder I dont drink hard alchohol anymore.I see what it does to people and I dont wanna end up like that.I'm thinking about quiting altogether.Ughhhhh,fuck it all.I hate this house and I wanna knock everyone the fuck out!!!!
This year is being hard enough on me...can I have a break yet?
~CYANIDE~
Mood: Mentally tired.....
Music: "FUCK THE WORLD"-Dope
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