|
..
|
December 09, 2011, 01:44:am
|
|
I can't help but wonder why I can do everything for everyone else, but I can do nothing for me. Recently I've realized just that. I do everything for everyone, which leaves no time for what I need to do. I've been shutting down, depressed because I can't do what I need. It's taken a toll on what I do, because I don't do anything for me, and I'm starting to limit what I do for others.
My family sees nothing wrong with me, but I know I'm not right inside. I put on a brave face when others are around, because I don't want them to feel my pain too.
|
|
|
Hell, I don't know.
|
December 04, 2011, 06:40:pm
|
|
I spend too much time hating everything about me to enjoy life.
I have to be occupied with something, or I get depressed, and when I'm done doing my task, I get depressed.
I realized how alone I am, and that my life is going no where.
Mood: Depressed
Music: Psyclon Nine- Suicide Letter Lullaby
|
|
