The moon shown brightly through the blackened night sky. Lilac undid her ribbon dress and let it fall exposing her bare ivory skin. A sigh of wonderment escaped the duke's plump pink lips. He had never seen a woman so bold and beautiful. Her curvaceous body was drawing to say the least. The duke touched her long silk neck. "Lilac, you tempt me to much." She giggled in response and walked to the beach's edge. Her toes gracefully touched the water and in a quick fluid movement she danced in. Amazement over took the duke once more. Lilac nearly floated on the water. Each move she made was as if she was on a large stage preforming a grand ballet. A shiver ran up the duke's spin and he felt his pulse quicken. A fire spread throughout his body and a large strong sensation of lust took control of him. He removed his own coat and shirt from his tall muscular body. "I need you." He said under his breath. Lilac finished dancing and turned to face him, her deep set emerald eyes begged him to join her. Then her seductive lips parted. "Come." She said using her slender finger as a guide. The duke removed his boots and pants. He felt free and captured all in one moment. Want her? No. Love her? Never. Need her? Yes. All of this spun around in his head. He did need her all of her. From her flowing black hair to her large breast all the way down to her delicate feet. He needed to be buried inside of her, always. No one woman had ever intrigued him as she did but he knew for some odd reason he had to find out why she of all people did this to him. He had to have her.
I have a question if your boyfriend or girlfriend always calls if you don't text back or calls or texts other people if you don't call back and even listens to what is going on when you are on the phone like if the house phone rings they ask who it is or if you are on the house phone and your cell phone vibrates and they ask who you are text do you find that weird? Creepy even? Kinda stalkerish? Mood: almost done Music: my sister's voice
Ever think the saying if you love someone let them go and if it was meant to be they will come back is a load of crap. Maybe they want it to be too but somethings keep them from letting go and coming back to you. I mean really think long and hard about it. Most the time if you are following this saying you are thinking to yourself about yourself. Not about the other person. Maybe they are thinking the exact same thing. Maybe they are hoping you will come back and you never do. My point being you have no idea what the other person is going through and so dwell on how you feel. Broken, hurt, lost, hell maybe even completely destroyed. But just maybe they feel the same. Maybe they want to be with you but their kids, family, etc.. won't allow it to happen. I guess just smile and be happy that they love you so much even if things can't work out the way you hope. Mood: intrigued and exhausted Music: my cats purrs
Like a spider weaving its web how many lies have you sewn? How deep does your true you lay? Your Mind is in such a matted mess that you can no even tell. Each Breath you take turns into another and another self-indulgent feast occurs. So much you are lost in a deep tunnel that leads to nowhere. You are at your wits end. The pacifistic ways are leaving you in an entangled truth. What you were you can no longer be. Your heart is exiling itself from the doom that you are creating. NOTHING can bring the old you back. You relish the thoughts of your youth that has long been forgotten. Your chance at being one with the light has long passed you by. NOTHING can change who you have become, understand that now. Embrace who you are a liar, cheater, killer, something we all are on the inside. Others have just chosen to hide it. EMBRACE what others fear, themselves. You should be given a medal. I mean really, you are doing the world a favor by not hiding and being fake like all of the others. With their fake smiles, laughs, and facades of a lovely life. They should be unmasked like you but fear stops them cold. Be glad you are not like them! Be glad you are not sitting there crying every night because NO ONE knows that real you. EMBRACE IT! How many times must I tell you! You mustn’t dare hide in the unwary shadows. You are a beast as all are but attempt to hide. EMBRACE IT! You will never be able to obtain successes in being like them now, know the truth. DO NOT become an absent-minded imbecile like their kind. EMBRACE IT ALL OF IT! Mood: thinker Music: the sound of the orchestra of my mind going insane to it's own beat
