Today, the first best friend I ever have went off to basic.
We grew up together while I lived in Kentucky and often saw one another
when I went back in the summer. Since I was 12 though that stopped and I haven't seen him since.
I just found him last year on facebook and started talking to him again.
We aren't as close as we were before, nowhere near.
Hell, it was rare to talk to him, but I still love this kid with everything I have.
Just knowing he's gone somewhere else now is enough to make me reel.
He's gone, grown up. I feel oddly left behind and have been since
I stopped being able to see him.
I want to get his address to the Basic but somehow I feel
almost as if I don't have a right...that makes me feel
even more odd.
I don't know how to explain it :/
All I know is that I keep trying to stop myself from crying...
I don't even know why I am.
It's weird...I hate it.
