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on vacation, missing my vf-ers July 11, 2008, 04:25:pm
Hey, for all you who actually read these, my thanks.

I'm in NYC right now and loving it, I haven't been on because of this trip and won't be back on until I get back.

I love you all and miss you tons!!!

Remember, BiBi loves you!!!
Mood: nostalgic
Music: My bf playing the piano-he's so talented
A poemish March 19, 2008, 02:43:am
Glass Ball
By me

As she walks she holds the glass ball
Cupped tenderly between two palms
Fingers intertwined
Creating a net of protection to preserve its fragile state

As she walks she must tread carefully
Placing her foot steps with caution
One foot before the other
One slip means devastation

Should the glass ball fall from its careful perch
Its transparent complexity would shatter into a thousand pieces
And be scattered beyond recognition

She fears this

So she must walk carefully
Mustn’t slip
Mustn’t slip
All is focused on keeping the glass ball together
There is room for nothing else

This focus takes up all her vision
All her strength
All her thought
It is all she is
All she can be
All is focused on preserving the ball
Keeping it together

She feels the stress pile upon her
She wishes to be free of its burden
Rid of its constant domination

What would happen if she were to drop it?
Let it smash against the tiles
Let it splinter into fragments of freedom

She feels the pressure rising
This glass orb is her All…her curse
All is in it and all IS it
So much contained within

Too much!
Too long has she tread carefully
Protecting the orb contained in her grasp
She longs to be rid of it!
No longer does she wish to carry the heavy burden it holds within

She lets it drop
Dropping with it the
Worry
Fear
Imprisonment
Oppression

It shatters into glittering slivers of knives
Knives that cut her bonds
Free her from this walk
This trial

She is free
Free from the responsibility of living.

Mood: Reflective
Music: Jack off Jill-Strawberry Gashes
Musiks February 28, 2008, 01:22:am
So I'm always on the lookout for new shit, I love discovering new bands and I've been going to shows since I was a wee thing (thanks to my parents being part of Vancouver's punk scene).

So if you know of any good shit send it my way.
Mood: Demented
Music: Video Kid-The Birthday Massacre

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