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BellaDonnaBloodCrave's Journal
BellaDonna's Journal
† R.I.P Kimi †
You Won't Be Forgotten We All Love You Very Much
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R.I.P BUPA
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September 27, 2008, 03:56:pm
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Well you know in my last blog about Bupa I said he had Pancris Cancer...well Last Night around 10:55 pm he passed on.....I've already got to say goodbye to him and tell him I loved him even though he couldn't respond, but I knew that the hearing is the last thing to go before you die. So I got to sit alone with him for a few hours and hold his hand, and told him if he can't hang on any longer that we would all understand and I promised him I would Take care of Amma for him and then he squeezed my hand for 10 seconds. Which made me relived because then I knew he had heard me. So I sat and talked with him laughing at the good times we had together and how I would miss his beer gut and ask him when he was due lol. But before I left I told him many times over that I loved him and to say Hi to Aunt And Uncle Gertie for me.
IN LOVEING MEMORY OF AN AMERICAN HERO
I love you Bupa, and I will miss you
Mood: Depressed
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When You Can Live Forever....What Do You Live For?
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September 08, 2008, 12:01:pm
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OMG THE TWILIGHT MOVIE IS GOING TO BE OUT ON NOV. 11TH!!!
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† R.I.P. Billy †
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August 05, 2008, 12:14:pm
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Well I got word on the 3rd of this month.... that a really close friend to my sister, mom, and me had passed away at the age of 34. We are not quite sure what happened to him, but they say he had a massive heart attack.
He's had chest pains all weekend and didn't go to get it checked out.......then later on yesterday Billy and Timmy were watching tv and Billy went to his room, and then called Timmy to call 911, and that he couldn't breathe.....Timmy called 911 but by the time they arrived Billy had already passed out and wasn't breatheing, they tried to revive him....but he didn't come back.....
WTF IS GOING ON!!! Theres been way to much shit happening too close together, I really can't stand it!!
So for warning...I'm going to really stressed and deppressed so DO NOT PUSH IT WITH ME
I'm really close to fucking snapping! I Really can't handle people I know and love soo dearly dieing.....there deaths being soo close to eachother.
†R.I.P. Billy†
I Will Never Forget You
And I also got word not that long ago that my Grandpa, whome some of you may know as Buppa has Cancer.
So I just want to appoligize if I've been alittle short tempered towards any of you, I don't mean to, or try to. I guess I'm fet up with all this shit happening in my family.
I know my family isn't the only one with these kinds of problems so don't think I'm just being a lil emo girl. I don't know I already had to other family members get cancer, first my aunt and then my Grandma Merrie, and now Buppa. I'm just sick of all this bullshit. Well I'm gonna stop before this thing goes on and on about crap.
This is My Buppa, Amma, and me
Mood: Really Fucking Stressed and Depressed
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Kimya Dawson
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July 21, 2008, 02:20:pm
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I Love Kimya Dawson
For all who don't know her,
Look her up. She is amazing
Loose lips might sink ships but loose gooses take trips
to San Francisco, double dutch disco,
tech. TV hottie, do it for scottie
do it for the living and do it for the dead
do it for the monsters under your bed
do it for the teenagers and do it for your mom
broken hearts hurt but they make us strong and
[we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened X2]
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
how's it gonna be?
I'll drop kick Russell Stover, move into the starting over house
and know Matt Rouse and Jest are watching me achieve my dreams
and we'll pray, all damn day, every day,
that all this shit our president has got us in will go away
while we strive to figure out a way we can survive
these trying times without losing our minds
so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I love you
if you wanna cut yourself remember that I love you
if you wanna kill yourself remember that I love you
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, I'll be your friend
shysters live from scheme to scheme and my 4th quarter pipe dreams
are seeming more and more worth fighting for
so I'll curate some situations, make my job a big vacation
and I'll say fuck Bush and fuck this war
my war paint is Sharpie ink and I'll show you how much my shit stinks
and ask you what you think because your thoughts and words are powerful
they think we're disposable, while both my thumbs opposable,
spelled out on a double word and triple letter score and
[we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened X4]
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
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Bitter Farewell
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March 07, 2008, 06:01:pm
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I just got home from school not that long ago, and my mom was just hanging up the phone and I asked her what was up and she told me that it was my Sister and that Marley, her dog, has gotten really sick, and they can't affored the medical trement needed for her and they have to put her next Tuesday. I wish I could give her the money for the trement, but I don't have anything. I'm soo upset that they have to put her down, I am desperetly seeking comfort here, also I'm in a great amount of pain now and then, my stomach and head is bothering the fuck out of me and seeing as how my Boyfriend, whose shoulder I would like to just want to bury my face into right now, is going off with his friends, even though yesterday he said to see If I could go over, but well maybe he forgot. My mom is trying her best to cheer me up which is just makeing me feel worse, I mean Marley isn't even my dog and I'm this upset, but I was her Auntie.
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