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confused September 12, 2008, 09:37:am
I'm just so confused right now. i'm just confused..

is it weird to feel selfish when i'm crying over him? becouse i do.

And why does he keep lying?! I thought he knew me. I told him things i've never told anyone before. It seems like he doesn't know me at all. Like he doesn't know how much he really hurted me.

And now he is together with the girl he cheated with. He told me he didn't "love" her.

I'm not even mad at him. I don't even hate him.
I can't even yell at him and tell him what i think.

What is wrong with me! Why do i care about everyone so much, even strangers. I care more about others then myself.
I can't even get mad, at anyone!

I'm just confused and i hate this situation
Mood: confused
New layout May 30, 2008, 06:06:am
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not completely done yet.. but i have to go back to school now
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