im in a better mood now, mainly because, i have thinked about the stuff, i have talked with some freinds, today, and i have decided to be more aktive in antifa, and i want to spend alot of time and money, in this, cuz i think its a big untalked issue, but what the heck can i else do, nazism and raceism is a big problem in Denmark, and there will be stronger border controls, WTF happends, fort europa is really happening right now, got fuck its insane.
i want to see the country i lives in, to be a country where every body can be here, i hate it, if nothing happends, i leave the country for goods, Mood: better then yesterday Music: los fastidios - antifa hooligans
this is a war, a war that will keep going, with no ends, how to solve this? i dont know, what do i do with my kids when they grove up, and see how it really is, what side will they pick, or do they wanna pick a side, and what if they pick the side i dont support, how to handle that, i fucking sucks, how shall i tell, what i have been trough, i really dont know, should i raise them, with my political ideas, or make them tkae the step by them self, i dont know....
anyhow, there most be and end at this war in some how, but how to find it, and how to solve it, i really want to find out, but i cant handle it alone, and i dont know where to find the right person to help me.
would i be fucked as them if i fight this battle with the fist, rather with words, i really dont know, i need to find my self, and i need to find the why i wanna solve this, i really dont know how to handle it.
should i walk in the frontline with a club in my hand and a chain in the other, or should i sit down and try to talk, with my enemy, help me, to help my self. cuz i cant do this alone.... Mood: wondering Music: looptroop
im so pissed, why him, and why now, hmm one of my freinds got jumped by some nazis, yesterday, the operation of his arm took 7 hour and 15 min. he got 60 stiches 7 big screws and a metal plate in his arm,, it will take at least 3 years to make his arm get full strength... what the fuck happens in this world.... damn im angry... Mood: angry Music: folk metal
