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I'll probably be put to death May 17, 2012, 04:42:am
If you are being attacked by inner demons your mind is powerless. It is your spirit's fight (if you believe) how can you find a way to get the strength to over come? Is it "God"? I am not talking about religion or man's perverted views of who "God" is but if you feel empty and lost maybe it is as simple as this...at least believe in a higher power. It is the only power that can give you inner peace.
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Questions (draft) May 11, 2012, 05:44:am
What if in your life
You were tempted
By everything that made you weak
Just a thing labeled "sin"
Resist and never give in
And if a stumble occurred
Ask for forgiveness given redemption
and have your soul spared

Why do these questions run through my mind?
What is it I seek to find?
Why does this life seem so simple yet complex?

If you believed and were faithful
How would you feel if when you died
everything just stopped?
No thought, no after-life
no 16 virgins, no heaven, no hell.
Would you regret
not giving in
to every temptation
that came your way?
Would you be glad you stayed pure?

You wouldn't know cause you'd be Dead
No soul, no spirit
No God, or devil.
Just a corpse
just a shell
Maybe you should've given in
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rx ramble (draft) May 05, 2012, 10:15:pm
This round one has me
Acting all delirious
It’s pretty serious
I had a thought but fell
Into a daze lost track
Of my identity started
Blasting out obscenities
Cheese and rice
Hock almighty
dang namb it
Stupid mother trucker
dirty pig fucker (ha ha ha)


The frequency of my ability
to do this shit wrong
is only going
To worsen damn
I’m really thirsty
Orange kool-aid?
Brush my teeth
I’ll sort it in the morning
6 hours snoring
Toss and turn counting horses
And pink whorish sheep

Pick a word from the book and
Write another hook
Look look! this one rhymes
Oh wait no it don’t
What happened to my fills
My grammar and lyrical skills?
Maybe Out the window surrounded
By these asses always cutting classes
Wait I’m guilty too
What’s your excuse?

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33 Years Of Neglect (Draft) May 05, 2012, 01:17:pm
neglected
what have I learned?
I know I could easily fall back
Into the hell
I used to be
comfortable in

How can you be comfortable
In that Hell? (That Place)
How could you want that Pain?
(No one knows just how this groundwork came to be)

a well sucking silt
drink the bitterness down
pacify it’s all I get
I only float through this endeavor
Let the beast take me
back into the darkness
that is this life
propped up legs
barely standing
nearly dead

How can you be comfortable
In that Hell? (That Place)
How could you want that Pain?
(No one knows just how this groundwork came to be)

I heard a voice say
“Why would you want that back?”
"Why desire an overpowering force"
"Why not take control, stand your ground?"

Because I am already gone
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The American Dream January 11, 2012, 04:44:am
Would cutting the throat of this perfectly normal life be so bad? We worked so hard to achieve this American Dream only to find it is in fact the routine that is slowly killing us. If our foundation was a tree our roots would show us being dried out, broken and void of any new growth or life. We are lost in a world of digital noise. It is this deafening sound that separates us more and more personally each day. We are drowning in a sea of bills and are slaves to the making the payment. Yet, this is exactly what we wanted this is what we hoped. The American Dream
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