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Avaeon's Journal
My Mind... you have been warned
This is me, simple as you want to know me without asking, read, look and listen
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Too Quiet...
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October 23, 2008, 08:55:pm
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Things have been a little off lately, its too quiet
as a pagan its a little unusual
its never as calm as this, normaly theres somthing going on but even trinity is quiet, nothing out of the ordenery has hapened for months, and its a little unnerving
i dont like it
Mood: confused
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board
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September 17, 2008, 07:55:pm
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if god is all mighty, and has the power to do anything
can he create a rock, that he canot lift?
Mood: random
Music: msi
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its clear now
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September 17, 2008, 07:50:pm
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ok as mad as this may sound to some iv worked out some things about nura'il, and these dreams
others may be sencing/dreaming of simmalar things, i know some people are
somthings coming, i dont know what, i dont know when, i dont know why
a big change of some sort, good or bad, i cant say, but my instinct tells me bad
a short time ago i was atacked by somthing, defenetly wasent human, but it was powerfull, my guess is it was some form of psycic vampire, and it took alot to fight it off
it could be that that was a warning of things to come, or it could be compleatly unrelated, i dont know
but to all of my friends hear on VF, be carefull, and be aware
Mood: in thought
Music: none
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I need help
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July 29, 2008, 09:28:pm
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ok im posting this at risk of apering insane, but im out of options
i have no ansers
no ideas
or no clues of where to go from hear
this is a long story, and it is true, dont mock and dont judge, im only posting this in hopes of geting some ansers
hear gose nothing
it all started about 6 years ago, my cousen botched a ritual, he tryed to rid a sword of a imbued spirit (note this was a traditional katana) for a friend of his, he thought that hed sucseded but hte spirit was loose, and it followed him
he met up with me later that day and i noticed the spirit, and it started to folow me, at first it was only a mild anoyence but then some weard stuff started happening, dogs cept barking at me, i started to see spirits, and i started to get these dreams
the first dream was kind of strange i was in bed, in my room, in my house, but i couldent get up, i could move my arms and legs, but that was it, and after a while a started geting draged off of my bed, this was unsetling for 4 reasons
1 there was nothing there to drag me
2 there was a strange feel to it, almost as if my energys and my soul were being draged out of me, but my body was still in place
3 i couldent wake up (i can wake my self up from dreams)
4 this DIDENT feel like a dream, it felt real
i put ALOT of protection on my room the next day and consulted other pagans in the eria, they came to the conclushion that this spirit was to blame for the dream, i had about 5 more of these dreams after, even with the protection id put up
after a while the one pagan that i dident want to get involved said that he could get rid of it, so i let him ( i wont name him, lets just call him john doe for now, and hes a former deamonologist)
for about a year things went cinda back to normal, though the experence opend my eyes a bit more to say the least, then things started to go strange agane, i had another weard dream, but this one was a little different
i was meeting my friends one by one, each time one turned up thay would ask
have you met seraphim?
do you know seraphim?
then i woke up, i thought, went to go down steres and there was a figure behind me, translusent but visable, and carying my sword
and he asked the same things
have you met seraphim?
do you know seraphim?
THEN i woke up
i'll post the reast soon need to sleep for work in the morning, but it'll give you a chanse to read this far at lest
Mood: lost
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???
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July 24, 2008, 09:34:pm
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theres somthing bothering me, well a few thing actualy
first theres this hole Nura'il business, things are just geting more and more confusing, it dosent help that im lost as to where to go with the info i have, i know near all i can find out about him from a mythological point, but i still dont know what i need this info for, it just dosent make sence, there must be something i'v missed or things wouldent keep pushing me, i wouldent still be having these dreams
then theres life in genral
on the one hand i couldent be happyer, i have kelly back, and there couldent be anything that could make me happyer... even if i found out that there was a mass merdering psyco travling the world wiping out the chav population of the world it still would ent come close
and im going to see the best band ever in 2 days time
but somthing just dosent seem right
on the one hand im glad that my life is pulling together agane, but its like a dream, last month was hell, i was in counsling, one of my friends died, and i felt like crap, and now things couldent be beter... well... mabe if the mass merders started, but it seems...
i dont know, maybe its just me
its just to go from one extreme to the other in sutch a short time, it just dosent feel right, its like im in a coma, and im dreeming the perfect life
but coma or not, i hope things stay like this, without a catch
thing just seem to good to be true
Mood: confused
Music: children of bodem, blood drunk
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