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Astre_De_Nuit's Journal
Barette
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S day.
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November 24, 2008, 11:44:am
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This day sucked.
Last night. School (this is why I skipped today). The 3 coffees I drank. The fucking waiter. The TOO cold weather. My high heels. The book I started reading (francmasonic BULLSHIT!)
What a fucking cocksucking random Romanian Monday.
Mood: Fucked up.
Music: Sucker silence.
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Autumn
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November 04, 2008, 08:34:am
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This season has never been so sad.
Awkward...things you love most are the most painful.
It hurts to see the golden sunset, leaves falling, smelling the decadence.
I don't miss anything, yet I crave for the past. Stupid, unreliable human mind. Stupid me.
Crying won't help, never does and this is why I refuse to moan. Is this moaning or pathetic whining, after all? Uh uh.
The one who betrayed me, the one and only wild child - how can I love someone like him, after the hell he fried my arse in? My beating thingy's not as brilliant as my mind. That's just too bad.
The one I thought I cared less, the one I betrayed and I'm not ashamed of this - how can I miss you so much? I'm happy for you but I owe you revenge. Maybe you already got it, now it's time for my malicious actions to settle down.
It's definetely a fdp season.
P.S.: 10th of January will never be a random day.
Mood: Damaged
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September 19, 2008, 04:42:pm
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This is my last hour as a minor. Legally.
I'll be 18, so smoking, drinking and many other kinky things won't bring me so much pleasure and satisfaction 
Responsabilities come with the passing of time. Soon, college.
But I'll always be the same wild child. No matter what.
Mood: Pensive.
Music: W.A.S.P - Wild Child
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September 10, 2008, 02:29:pm
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I woke up really sad.
I've been feeling down all day long.
I don't want to talk.
Because I have nothing logical to say.
I don't know. Or care. Do I?
Nothing is wrong. Nothing has changed. But this might be the problem.
Lifeless shit. Nature is dying.
I feel the same way, every Autumn.
I shouldn't had read "Veronika decides to die" last night.
Damn books, they always make me think. Too much.
I wish I was stupid.
I should stop listening to The Frozen Autumn.
It's like a drug.
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Mood: Blank
Music: Winter by TFA
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August 16, 2008, 01:46:pm
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I don't fuckin' get people who come up with the (overused) sentences: "You don't want to know me", "You'd better not know me", "Fuck off, I'm better than you" or just...blank profile pages with a dirty word on it.
Mhm. They want to seem interesting? Dark? Bad?
Idiots ! If they bothered to make a profile, why do they expose only their inaccessible side?
Mood: I don't know. Pissed off. Yeah.
Music: The LoveCrave - My Soul
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