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just read them if u want to if u dont then stop looking at meh journal thingys oki bai bai now
my heart was broken today July 27, 2008, 05:13:am
oki so someone i really! liked some of my friends know him....
he finally gets online today and post a bulletin on myspace....
telling everyone that he has found the girl of his dreams after
reading his bulletin my heart was broken but all i could think
was im glad he found the girl who was perfect and right for him
like i was happy for him............ and knowing that one day hopefully i
can find that same person.......well idk.....

all i know is my heart was broken by someone very important to meh.....
i really dont know what to do now
i guess a 14 year old shouldn't fall inlove with someone 10 years older
than her huh?
well thats what i get for it.....

anyways thats all love u alll
-ashleigh
Mood: sad/depressed/happy/hyper
My Past Had Come Back To Find Me..... May 18, 2008, 04:47:am
i have spent all my life trying to forget
what has happend in the past with friends and family and things but now its all back to take me...... i don't even know why i have spent my whole life hiding form who i really am and not all i can do is cry....... i have not been hiding my life but i have been hiding from it........ i thought maybe just once in my life everything that happend would go away and never come back but i was wrong now i don't know what to do........ hiding again is just pointless but i don't wanna gave my fears right now..... for i am not strong enough to try...... IDK i just needed to type this to help me feel better and to tell people that if i am in a sad/emo type mood for a while im sorry u now know why
Mood: sad/emo
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