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Anita Thinks... November 28, 2008, 02:21:pm
You should text her.

440 263 7119.

do it.
:-D
Life. March 28, 2008, 09:04:pm
No rewinds,
No second trys...
you fooled me once.


that's right, i fell for your stupid lies.


what is it that you get out of hurting someone?..
faking everything and saying things you dont mean..
life is confuzing, and sometimes hard to live.


the fake you taught me everything i know.


you gave me a better understanding of
who i wanted to be, and where i wanted
to go with my life. you saved me.


Now it's all over..you told me it was all a lie.


I feel broken, yet relieved at the same time.


you showed me that love does exist...
and that not everyone has their
happy ending...
It's crazy how confuzing life can be,
and when i look back, i regret nothing...
i actually want to thank you for opening
my eyes to the real world.



Love is like the ocean.


It's beautiful, and calming.


It also changes... it gets stronger.


But every tide has it's breaking point.


It makes you weak.



The world is a beautiful masterpiece,
never take it for granted.


it's always changing.


Accept it, and live your life
the way you want to,
and don't let others bring you down.
Mood: dcjghfxg
Music: fdhd
Just Another Hit of Lust March 28, 2008, 09:01:pm
That's it baby
pop another pill,
take another sip.


Iv'e tried to change you..
all that shit you do doesn't
change the fact that life is
precious, i guess you enjoy
wasting your time in your
room, never coming out.


taking it day by day just
waiting it out. You never come out...
Not even for me. Take another hit.


You'll never know when your life can
take a turn for the wourst.


I hope that one day you realize you
fucked up big time...

A month later, i recieved a letter.


It read:
You were all i ever wanted,
even through all the fights and
punches i through at you.


You were always there for me.


I don't deserve you.


I started rehab.


I'm sober now...
Thanks to you.


i looked back on all the
precious moments we had.


And i wish i could go back
to when times were good.


I miss you and love you.


I understand if you've moved on.


I'm a jerk.

But baby,
there's one thing i can
promise you, and that
is that my love is true.


Mood: okay
Music: Silverstein

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