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AngelsInFlight's Journal
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ffs.
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August 13, 2008, 08:48:pm
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Males/Boys/Guys/Dickheads,
It's true guys, You suck.
Okay well this journal is basically going to be the biggest rant I have ever, ranted? So far this probably doesn't make sense and I don't suppose it will at all because at the moment I'm so pissed off I can't even be arsed to check my spelling or grammer *shock horror* Well I actually don't know if I'm even pissed off, it's more of a hurt feeling which is slowly but surely turning into anger  . So as you can probably guess if you have read this far the cause of me feeling like this is a guy (what a suprise). I swear every guy I know, there is something I hate about them. There hasn't been one male that has yet proven to me that "Not all guys are bad". All the fucking time something goes wrong, I mean I am yet to find a guy who isn't obsessed with sex and doesn't think with his stupid little penis. I am also yet to find a guy who isn't scared to act the same with his friends as he does with me. Also, I'm going to make this subject pretty clear, I am no fucking bragging tool. I don't care if all your friends are "doing it" that don't mean I'm going to do it. I want someone who isn't going to sulk when they don't get what they want, I understand you feeling a bit down because you didn't get what you want, everyone is like that, But there is being down and then there is pushing your luck. Being blunt and bitchy ain't gonna get you what you want. I've never had a successful relationship (obviously or I wouldn't be single) and I'm not blaming it completely on the other guy but I have had very few relationships, and the few relationships I have had, have had 100% of my effort to try and make it work. Only one of those relationships ended completely with it all being my fault. But I'm no bitch, I am not a player, I don't cheat, I'm not violent, Nor am I a slut. Infact in relationships, I would describe myself as a doormatt. Yes a doormatt, the amount of guys I have allowed to walk all over me, I have lost count of. I have been played, cheated on, in violent relationships and lost guys to sluts. So why the hell am I still trying? -_- I don't know but my "Positive attitude" people claim that I have has just gone down the drain. 
I want someone who don't care what I look like, someone who isn't embarassed to be with me because I'd prefer to go watch "Kung-fu Panda" instead of something 'normal' teenage girls would watch. I want someone who doesn't need sex/nudes or anything like that as a proof that I love them. I want to be fucking cuddled and be told everything is gonna be alright when I'm sad. I wanna tell the person who can do all these things for me how much I love them, and hopefully I'll hear it back. You're probably thinking this is 'too much' to want but I don't think I'm asking for too much. And if that person is out there, I hope they hurry up and find me, because I really need them now. :/
Mood: Lost.
Music: Hero and Heroine - Boys like girls
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GhostTown
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August 05, 2008, 08:28:pm
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Join This, It's Fun 
Yeah so, I like this cult ^__^ It's cool, gives me something to do :]
Cool members and staff. And fun things to do.
I rarely join cults unless they are good so take my word and join.
Pwease?  If you don't I might beat you up.
Mood: Amused, Content.
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omg.
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July 11, 2008, 01:48:am
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It's a hamster O;
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Sorry, I'll grow up now. 
Mood: (:
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Ughh.
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July 01, 2008, 03:26:pm
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I hate you.
"Guys are stupid.
They are idiots.
You don't need them, just have some fun and walk away hurt free and in one piece.
You seriously don't need anyone else other than your friends anymore."
For a month now, thats what I have been been told every week. I was honestly starting to belive it, and get over him.
And then he comes back all 'I made a mistake baby, take me back. I'm sorry'
I mean, for fakes sake, is this some kinda joke?
I don't think he even realises how upset I was over him.
How much he hurt me, he goes and fucks one of my "best mates" while we were on a 'break'
and now he comes up to me is all over me like a rash and asks me that.
My head is all over the place.
What hurts even more that now I think I want him back when there is a 90% I don't.
I don't wanna get hurt again T_T but, blah.. whatever.
Mood: worried/confused.
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