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Angel_of_Chaotix's Journal
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Light the fire
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October 04, 2008, 07:15:pm
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Jonathan you lying scumbag/motherfucker this ones for you
this one came to me in school while in science check this out
I gave it all away
appeasing to your kind
slowly and so ignorant
Now cross your fingers
sew my eyes shut
deceiving everyone one that you know
turn your back away
finding some god to praise
Now i gave it all away
making your dreams come true
all you did was walk away
Turning your back bringing disarray
no longer do i
buy into your words
feed no more bullshit
lying while you breathe
see the lies in your eyes
never call my name
dont point your finger
slinging every goddamn blame
I'll show you fucking lies
i'm giving it all away
making your dreams come true
all you did was walk away
turning your back bringing disarray
profit while you speak
heed your own advice
shut your goddamn mouth
and look me in the eyes
cover the bullshit that you preach
sell yourself out for fame
and nothing but a whore
Enough of this goddamn game
these lyrics were encouraged do to my friend after finding out all the facts and him amputating part of my soul
Mood: Disgusted, Pissed, Fucking Hostile
Music: Death,Pantera,Megadeth,Alice in chains, soundgarden
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Character's Back
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August 01, 2008, 12:32:am
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Ok character's off his haitus with writing songs went through some tough times got more fucking fuel to make 5 new songs here is one right now
bound to walls in a cell
where i cant breathe or even see
shadows come close
i smile at my insanity
Having a psycho Breakdownn
bow to your majesty
grab what you can take
repent for your punishment
for stealing life away
crawling on my knees
holding my head up high
never cry again
Decieve all your friends
Never smile again
as you swim through oceans of pity
take your dreams to fairy land
where you are is no kiddie game
Pray to your highness
Taking what you want
repenting for your sins
stealing lives away
stole your life
steal there lives
all you own is misery
By James cocorikis
tell me what you think
Mood: Disgusted/Amped
Music: Black rose Immortal, and Ghost of Perdition by opeth
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wow
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June 03, 2008, 07:38:pm
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I guess sometimes i should heed my own words the person i didnt trust apologized for what happend she didnt mean for it to happen she was just showing my talent and the guidence counciler took it the wrong way
here is the song for all you people to see what i had written
We won't Be Beaten
Slave to my father
Gaze at eyes of deceit
Molested each single night
Watch my tongue or beaten
struck down by fear
A victim to Rape
So was my mother
In a world of horror
it's filled with terror
watching my mother cry
means father's gonna die
No one's gonna help me
Everyone sat and laughed
accused as a joke
makes me snort some coke
tied to the bed
Confined restrained can't resist
being touched all over
the very next night
Held the pistol Tight
that sound going off in my head
In a world of horror
it's filled with terror
watching my mother cry
means father's gonna die
Walking to his room
Kicked down the fucking door
Curses and screams filled the air
Blown his brains against the wall
Hearing loud wails echo
The sirens draw Closer in
That sound still plays
Red And blue lights flash over his face
Beginning to cry again
By James cocorikis
Please leave an opinion of what you think
Mood: Well sorry kinda of but hatred as well
Music: Sanctuary By Cavalera Conspiracy
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A False Accusation
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June 02, 2008, 05:55:pm
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Made by my school from one of my lyrics the song was about a kid who was beaten and molested by his father raped. Eventually killing him for his crimes of what he did to him and his mother and going to jail. I was hauled off to the guidence counciler and asked James have you been molested. I say no well this song is the kid was molested and said I was the kid I said NO because theres No way it could have been me its a song. I used a creation of the mind to explain whats going on in this world its fucking disgusting and horrible that people do that and thats what i think of it. It pisses me the fuck off this is MY Way to speak back against that shit and Your GONNA FUCKING SENSOR ME AND ACCUSE ME OF being molested Get the fuck out of my face READ MY LIPS I WAS NOT MOLESTED. Oh yeah none of this leaves the ROOM BULLSHIT fuck someone I trusted showed the lyrics thats what really got under my skin. I mean what was the satisfaction of that when you could have JUST ASKED ME goddamn it did you really have to go that fucking far. So my dad gets a call asking if i had been molested and he was joking with me laughing I started laughing too explaining what the new song was about he said the guidence counciler read the first verse and said man your good and told me he explained to her that i liked to write death metal. If they thought THAT WAS Bad they should have seen my Cannibal Corpse Songs those were worse =] But honestly cut me some fucking SLACK AND DONT ASSUME WHAT YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW.
Mood: PISSED THE FUCK OFF
Music: Break Down the Gates,Acheron,Murder Hymn, Deceit, and Heretic
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