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Andreis-Reaper's Journal
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doin this for the hell of it
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December 04, 2008, 01:05:pm
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This is called Vampirefreaks Marriage!
The first person to message you saying "I do".
Will be your Vampirefreaks Husband/Wife.
Now,this is just for fun.
You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.
Repost this or your marriage will be plagued with bad luck!
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Curtosy Of Lee Byrne
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November 23, 2008, 03:56:pm
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http://leebyrne.deviantart.com/art/ANDY-FUCKING-DORAN-104364018
Mood: mortified
Music: Schelmish
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The song for my Birthday - Mother fucker of the Year
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November 10, 2008, 03:49:pm
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I'm just a thorn in your side
The disrespect in your eye
I can't control myself
I'm like a snake in your drain
I'm takin' over your brain
'Cause I can't help myself
Everytime I turn my head
I can hear everything that's said
I know they wish I'd go away
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
I'm the mutherf**ker of the year
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
I'm the mutherf**ker of the year
Call me the jackyl in heat
The blackest cat on the street
You better watch yourself
A hand grenade with no pin
A Razor blade goin' in
I'm goin' straight to hell
Everytime I turn my head
I can hear everything that's said
I know they wish I'd go away
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
I'm the mutherf**ker of the year
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
I'm the mutherf**ker of the year
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
I'm the mutherf**ker of the year
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
I'm the mutherf**ker of the year
Here... I am... again.
Hey now, hey now
Mood: Drunk
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20 years Dead and Alive
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November 04, 2008, 09:39:pm
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well my Birthday is 8 days away and I will be 20 years old.
Now to some this isnt the big deal, 21 is the big deal, but in my case its 20. it marks the end of my teenage years and this leaves me in a very strange place I must say, because ive never really felt like a teenager, well if theres a certain way to feel like as a teenager I never really had that feeling considering I had to had to grow up fairly fast. Granted I suffered puberty and conflicting emotions and all that other crap that mainstream music sings alot about (guys in their mid 30s singing about the prom ect, stupid much?). But on top of everything well there is this feeling of accomplishment that comes from things that were said to me along my life.
Example
Couple weeks ago was at the pub same as usual and I bumbed into one of my former class mates and he took one look at me me and his jaw droped and he said, 'Andy....... fuckin hell man, no one in our year thought youd live this long', now i took offence to this and iasked him why and his reply was something like this.
I was the crazy guy, scary smart, quiet one minute loud as hell the next, makin teachers cry, showin up to class hung over and so forth. but heres the thing, Id have thought people would have that this kinda thing about the guys gttin stoned in the toilet during class or havin fist fights out in the yard but this is as we all know normal school behaviour, apparently my behaviour was something a lil bit more wild. So thats what I was pegged as, The wild boy.
Granted after school ended i started taking things to that next extreme.
My school was a school of many bands but the one that everybody remembers was 21 demands cause they were on national tv here in ireland 2 years ago. Ste the singer was a ponce then and a ponce now, now my band at the time never enjoyed that success cause i surrounded myself with some of the filthiest lookin guys and played pantera and annhilator, 21 demands enjoyed their staus but me I was a nikki sixx in school, not exactly a junkie but a guy who was living on rockstar excess or as much rockstar excess as you can achieve in a garage band.
Now this image of a freak i had picked up led people to believe that i was going to Od on drugs or drink myself to death, or the most likely one, bite off more then i can chew and get beaten to death.
Now i was offended when my former class mate said this to me but later on i got this good feelin about it, Go me I proved the fuckers wrong lol, but nothing that petty really, But well alot of that stuff that was said about me was kinda right on the money, and the more i thought of it I realised wow I am alive, wow I did even surprised myself.
Now lookin back at alot of the key moments in my life it makes me think of a few things. One being a best of jackass clip show and a few zombie movies thrown in.
Ive lived a life of excess and lived so far, Im not even famous and im Not rich, and yet i still live like this.
Im not saying Im a rebel or something, I mean fuck i didnt even realise I was living like this till someone pointed it out.
Now the last 20 years, Ive lived, ive died, ive partied, Ive mourned, Ive worked my fuckin ass off, Ive lived, ive loved, Ive lost, Ive won, Ive played, Ive traveled, Ive been druged out, wasted and sexed the fuck up, ive been hurt and i have hurt, Ive fought, Ive had my fuckin head kicked in and I have kicked a head in or 2, But the main thing I am so damn fucking proud of and no one can ever take this away from me, I did it all proudly as myself and i never tried to be anything im not.
And this is only the first 20 years, I cant fucken wait for the next 20.
Mood: Proud
Music: Sepultura
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Women and Drugs
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October 21, 2008, 06:37:pm
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The comparison for me between the 2 isnt that they are great or anything. its that i wake up in the morning thinking to myself
Why the fuck do I do this to myself.
Ah im fed up
Mood: Pissed off, Drunk and whiny as hell
Music: Father Ted
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