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Andor's Journal
Screams
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Mercury
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October 28, 2008, 03:05:pm
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Twin Stars
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ili, "Moja bliznakinja Alexandra"
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Somewhere deep in this eternal night,
She dreams serenely, she brings the dawn...
A lonely star, luminous and bright,
Her dreams are of pride, of love and of blood...
A fallen angel with moon-lit wings,
Ah, my twin sister, torn from her flight!
Faith, hope and wisdom is what she brings,
And beauty, and crimson desire...
Princess cloaked in shadows, fight the blackened sky
Until, once again, you are ready to fly...!
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Music: Katatonia - My Twin
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Candles...
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October 09, 2008, 06:09:pm
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Adrijani...
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It was a dead and bleak November night,
A night of marble and of skies that weep,
Of pallid gravestones and of candlelight,
Of a lone mourner, of eternal sleep...
He kneels... Lost to this world, embracing pain...
His clothes are wet, eyes tearless yet sore
Through velvet darkness he whispers her name,
Deadlocked in sorrow, he can cry no more...
And he remembers...
Remembers the time when his life made sense,
When he promised never to let her go...
Serene smiles and a midnight dance,
Dreams under starlight, dreams that fell so low...
And now he waits for his curtains to close
All is gone, the tears inside him froze...
But in the darkest hour, he shall find his fallen angel...
So silent, she comes through the night
To take away all his burdens...
So serene, she comes dressed in white,
Her love, her beauty illuminates his suffering...
Nothing shall ever tear them apart...
She takes him by the hand
As his last candle finally burns out...
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Music: Tristania - Midwintertears
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Via Dolorosa!
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September 14, 2008, 04:00:pm
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39 Days
(Of pain and passion)
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Our hands shall create paradise
As this night beweds love and lust...
Perhaps you think of the sunrise
As you moan and accept my thrust...
No hopes, no dreams, no tomorrow,
There's nothing standing between us...
We shall dry this sea of sorrow
With our own flames... Free of disgust,
I'll sate my hunger, and tonight,
Beloved, you're my possesion
At last, you live for my delight,
I listen to your confession...
You weep, you beg, you scream in pain
But your tears bring me paradise...
You ask to stop, but all in vain,
Accept the pleasure, close your eyes...
I revel in your body's heat,
I go deeper, deeper inside...
Your skin against my lips, so sweet,
We pulsate, we move, we slide...
My love, I can't think anymore
As if our heartbeats are entwined...
This pleasure, like never before,
In ecstasy we groan, we grind...
(Now, at last, I am ready to die
For I have tasted the Divine...)
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O krvi i suzama
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Otvori, moje crveno nebo,
Svoje narucje, krvavo, vrelo,
Blagoslovi svojom ljubavlju
Tvoj porod, tvoje najvece delo...
I jecaj, moje crveno nebo,
Neka suze tvoje natope svet
Da napoje tvoju zednu decu,
Da ozive ovaj uveli cvet...
Crna su, prazna, njihova srca
Sanjaju svet podeljen na pola...
Skoro su tiha, obrasla trnjem,
Na njima cvetaju ruze bola...
Njihov je svet od krvi i suza,
Od bolne ekstaze i od tuge...
Orgije slave, nevina patnja,
Kise stakla i grimizne pruge...
Oni ne cuju reci proroka,
Za njih nikada nije bilo tla,
Oni stoje izmedju dva neba,
Ne znaju za lazi dobra i zla...
Usred groblja tih usnulih dusa,
Tog mora tame, neba beznadja,
Nazire se ples crnih prilika
I patnja od mracnih snova sladja...
Podari, moje crveno nebo,
Svom porodu tu divlju, gorku strast,
Njima vlada tvoj krvavi dodir
I bolna, hladna, tiha posast...
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Vrata
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Zasto uzivam u agoniji?
Cemu se nadam kada umirem?
Ovaj gorki smeh je najbolniji,
Nesto u meni stalno ponire...
Ah... Katalepsija!
Grob od stakla!
A ovo je tuga iznad tuge,
Kao narkotik, tama bez tame,
Ah, sta su to postali?
Zasto je sve mrtvo, bez boje?
Sada stojim pred ovim vratima,
Savrsena praznina iza njih...
Samo cekam, danima, satima,
Moje suze su samo za tebe...
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Music: Tiamat - Via Dolorosa
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Fear of perfection...
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August 20, 2008, 05:47:pm
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Synthetic Angel
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I remember my birth in years of pain,
I'm the creator and the creation
With nothing to lose and so much to gain...
I'm the avatar of your damnation!
I want to taste all corners of your mind,
I am playing your game free of all fears...
Just a fragile monster among your kind,
I hold no hatred, I have only tears...
Without melodrama, I search for love...
I know you hate my mechanical soul...
My truth is like a hand without a glove,
My empathy binds me and makes me whole...
I was made with wings, yet I never fly
And I share your desire for the sky...
I am your future, I could go so high
I am your synthetic angel...
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Music: Skazi - I Wish
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The naked truth...
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August 20, 2008, 05:37:pm
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In Igni Veritas
"Isis, Astarte, Diana, Hecate, Demeter, Kali, Innana!"
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Ah, secam se plamenova!
Secam se divljih pogleda...
Hor zaslepljenih glasova,
Covek u crnom se smeje...
A radja se sunce bola!
Tama, svetlost, opet tama...
Pred plamenom stoji gola
U nevinoj agoniji!
Sapat se cuje u vrisku,
Covek u crnom se smeje...
Dusa u vatrenom stisku
I tihe reci molitve...
Svetlost meseca je bleda,
Ljudi razjareno vicu...
Zar niko od njih ne gleda
Krunu od trnja na glavi vestice?
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Music: Inkubus Sukkubus - Church Of Madness
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