So big news in my little world of fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome!!
Today I went to see my doctor and one of the many (and I mean many) things we talked about was pain killers.
I explained how I used weed as a pain killer because my body has rejected all subscription pain killers I've ever taken and over-the-counter stuff at boots wasn't strong enough so I became dependent on them.
I didn't want to be smoking weed but I live with constant pain.
I don't complain about it but fuck - it is exhausting, painful and if I a honest I fucking hate it.
So I smoke weed so I can actually function and do a few more normal things.
Like being able to use a fork and knife.
Or have a three hour night out instead of a one hour.
Really, it is the little things in life
So she went through the list of pain killers they have subscribed to me at different times and...
THERE IS A NEW ONE I AM GOING TO BE TRYING!!!
I am going to start with one tablet a day for one week.
Then two a day for a week.
Before going on to a dose of one pill three times a day.
I'm really nervous because I just don't know what my body is going to do but also really excited.
If this works I won't have to do anything illegal to cope with the pain, and you know - LESS PAIN!
I don't even know what to say. This was a hate crime on so many levels, and a young man was killed but the only jail sentence you hear about is three years? Three years? It doesn't say anything about the others who were involved, yes one man held the lighter but there were others joining in. I genuinely feel sick to my stomach over this.
A fucking shit load of textures!
Ahhh they are all so pretty too!
Over the summer I plan to start making graphics again.
I can't do it while I'm at uni - I just don't have the time.
I will have CS6 come April/May.
So in summer I shall be going icon mad!!!
I enjoyed doing it and wanna get better (:
I love planning things!
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Okay, it might not be fast but at least it is normal speed again.
Prepare for me to spam everything in the following few weeks...
...But for now sleep, after 12 hours of traveling via coach today.
Exhausted, and watching Project Runway in my bed!