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Adriyana's Journal
Journal from Adriyana
Hello Folks and welcome in the "Journal from Adriyana". Here you can read all the things about me, day by day. If you wanna read it, than go ahead and if not, well than not..
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Lithium - Evanescense Beautifull songtekst!
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December 03, 2008, 04:26:am
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This is a very nice song and that is why I wanted to show to you all.
It's called Lithium from Evanescense.
ENJOY
English
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but god I want to let it go
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow
I don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside
lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium, I want to stay in love with me
Oh I'm gonna let it go
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Dutch
Lithium, ik wil me niet opsluiten in mezelf
lithium, ik wil niet vergeten hoe het voelt zonder
lithium, ik wil verliefd blijven op mijn verdriet
Oh maar god ik wil het laten gaan
Kom in bed, laat me niet alleen slapen
Ik kon de leegte niet verbergen die je liet zien
Ik wilde nooit dat het zo koud was
Net niet dronken genoeg om te zeggen dat jij van me houdt
Ik kan mezelf niet vasthouden
Ik vraag me af wat er fout met me is
Lithium, ik wil me niet opsluiten in mezelf
lithium, ik wil niet vergeten hoe het voelt zonder
lithium, ik wil verliefd blijven op mijn verdriet
Ik wil het me niet onderuit laten halen deze keer
Verdrink mijn wil om te vliegen
Hier in het donker ken ik mezelf
Ik kan niet ontsnappen als ik het niet los laat
Laat me los
Lieveling, ik vergeef je alsnog
Alles is beter dan alleen zijn
En op het einde denk ik dat ik moest vallen
Altijd mijn plek vinden tussen het as
Ik kan mezelf niet vasthouden
Ik vraag me af wat er fout met me is
Lithium, ik wil me niet opsluiten in mezelf
lithium, ik wil niet vergeten hoe het voelt zonder
lithium, ik wil verliefd blijven op mijn verdriet
Oh, ik zal het laten gaan
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CLIP
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What A Wonderfull Weekend. ^^
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December 02, 2008, 04:04:am
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Konnichiwa ^^
Yes the larp was very awsome and it was to bad, that it's all over again. :$
I've really enjoyed myself, did met nice new people but also some one who I don't wish to see any more....
It all started on friday, but at first on Wednesday, I packed my stuff and went to my ex, who is also a friend of mine. On Friday it was time to take the bus to the trainstation and later we went to Central Tilburg. There some one from the larp organisation did picked us up and drove us to the place where the larp was held on.
First I had to say that I've arrieved and the organisation could see that I've payed and such and later it was time for me, to dress myself and some one did moved make up on my face, so that I looked like a real maiko.
It was really fun to play with the new organisation and had a great time...
Exept...
There was a girl who really was enoying... She complained about every thing, about that she was ugly, that no male would like to have a relationship with her.... BLA bla bla...bla...bla bla...blah. It was good for her that I could hold my self, or I really would had smacked her very hard on her cheek and that it's enough and that she must stop whinning (or such).. ARGH!!!!!
But well, at least I had a great time, did met other people who I did not botherd to know them and I really had a great larp. ^^
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Whiee *doing the happy happy joy joy dance* almost larp time
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November 25, 2008, 09:50:am
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Yeah 3 nights to go and than finaly it's larp time for me and than I can play my Japanese char called Hotaru (that means firefly).
Well Japanese? In the larpworld it is called a lokal from Arjah, but you can compare it with a lokal from Japan.
The Big Boss from the larp organization, who is really bussy with arrange things for the weekend, did had some time for me and bought me a beautifull fan and some Chinese or Japanese shoes. Ok not for free, cause on friday when I would see him I would pay it back, but still it's nice that he had some time for me and did get the fan and shoes. ^^
Luckely I'm free on Friday, so I would have the time by checking my stuff before I have to travel where the larp is. By train I must go to trainstation Tilburg and there some one would pick me up by car and drive to the area where the larp would be held.
Again luckely I would not travel alone, cause a real good friend who lives near is also going to the larp and there I also would see an ex from me, who also is a larper. So for real I know two people there and the big boss, who I also had spoke to by msn.
I wished it was Friday allready, cause I really feel impatient, I surly do wanna play my char called Hotaru and even when they don't have the real stuff for the teaceremony (only a teabag and such), I really want to do that and affcourse the fandance.
I even watched youtube for the fandance and the teaceremony, so I would not make any mistakes ( I hope). :P
I also hope that they would make pictures from me and would film the fandance and perhaps the teaceremony, so I could place them here and you all could see it. ^^
Well 3 nights to go and than it's time for me whieeee *do the happy happy joy joy dance*
Mood: Impatient
Music: Happy Happy Joy Joy by Ren & Stimpy
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Oh Holly Crap, I Think I'm Going To Be SCREWED
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November 11, 2008, 07:15:am
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Ok Why did I give that as a subject, you would think?!
Well let me explain. 
Ok 28 till 30 this month, it's larping time again and I do not know, how long my char would survive it and with this reason...
But before I would explain it all, just let me explain something about this larp and such.
The main event is going to be held in the world called Arjah and it's an Eastern land (just see it as China and Japan).
It's a low fantasy larp and that means no other races than only human, so no orcs, elves, goblins or what so ever and.... No Magic...
What can you expect on the larp than?
Murder, Intriges, politic, rape and so on and so on and because of those things, it's a 18+ larp.
Ok I've told before that the world where it all would happen, is called Arjah and it's ruled by a emperor. He believes that the soul of his first son, would come back into a boy and that he would be the only one who would rule the land and may be the only one who would sit on the trone.
He is an emperor, who rules with his strong hand and... If he has a female slave, maiko or something, that poor female would not survive it long and must be happy, if it would survive for a year and that's why, I gived it the subject Oh Holly Crap, I Think I'm Going To Be SCREWED!
Cause now a story about the char, that I would play.
I'm going to become a maiko (you can see it as an geisha from japan), who first would work in a teahouse and on Saturday midday, people could buy me and I would be there servant.
The larporganisation also does have a site and there you also can see on a topic, the people who offers money for the maiko called Hotaru (me).
The payment there is Jade and it's something like gold, so it realy cost plenty and the bidding was started for 50 jade, by the teahouse and now..... The Emperor from Arjah... he offered 400 Jade for me and if you read it all from the start what I just wrote.... I'm not sure that my roleplay char poor Hotaru would survive it that long, or else who would be brushed and such.... *gulps*
But well, it would give me a good roleplay and I'm a mix between the Memories of a Geisha and Mulan...
He for the people who are realy into Japan and such. Don't forget it's a roleplay and because I did not wanted to play a servent all the time, I've choose also to become a warrior, who belives that the soul is in the sword... yes I know, also a kind of sumarai thing. But again, IT'S A ROLEPLAY.
If you wanna see the server, from the larp where I would play on, all could visit www.thecallofheroes.nl And Oh, it's all in Dutch, so...
But well, can't wait till it would be larp time for me. whiiiii
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A Nice Poet
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November 11, 2008, 02:50:am
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A Gothic Romance
There Is Love In The Deepest Darkness,
There Is Passion In Every Soul,
There Is A Destiny For Every One,
Every Angel Has To Find Someone,
To Love And To Care For,
And We Can Dream, We Can Dream,
But One Day, Our Most Loved Dream Will Come True,
And We Shall Embrace It With Our Hearts,
We Will Take Hold And Pray It Will Last Forever,
And If Our Faith, Our Love Is Strong Enough,
We Shall Be In Heaven For Eternity,
And All Our Problems, Sorrows And Fears Will Fade Away,
And We Will Be Entwine Forever.
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