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A-Stranger-Of-Today's Journal
My Wonderful Journal
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The End
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August 05, 2008, 06:15:pm
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Sam came home from work that day
With only one thought in his head
He was going to make everything ok
He was going to be dead.
So he entered into his empty house
The usual silence filled the room
Nothing heard, not even a mouse
He is ready to face his doom.
Sits down for one last meal
Watches his favourite TV show
Asks himself if this world is even real
Pictures his life in slow.
He makes his way up to his space
Takes the rope from under his bed
Looks in the mirror at his ugly face
And smashes the mirror instead.
Picks up a pen and writes a note
Sees a picture of his dad on the wall
'I hate you dad' Sam wrote
And left the note by the hall.
All the stuff you put me through
I will never let your hurt me again
Everything i said to you, its all true
Im ashamed of being your son then
Sam looked up to the lights
Tied the rope around the top
Kissed a pic of his mum and said 'goodnight'
Then took a step off the chair and dropped.
Finally sam was safe and free
He can now rest in peace
Remember sam and make him proud, agree?
Dont be sad, be happy, he has been released =]
The End
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Why isnt my life perfect like everyone elses?
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July 12, 2008, 07:08:pm
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ARGHHHHH!!! IM IN SOO MUCH SHIT =[ HELP PLEASE
god sake =[ its like im in a big hole and cant get out
what do i do? =[
im in soo much trouble and none of it is even my fault
i want my life to be perfect but it never will be
i want to give up but something always stops me
Im sorry, time is running out
Sam x
p.s. private your comments because there for my eyes only
Mood: Couldnt give a shit
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I miss you mum =[
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March 28, 2008, 11:25:am
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I need you soo badly =[
my bday was 5 days ago and i was in the house on my own.
dad was down the pub
sister is living in a flat with her boyfriend
you always use to make me a cake
i had a go at making a cake myself but i failed
i really needed you mum =[
i thought it would cheer me up to look at pictures of you but it just made me start crying
i have no one left mum =[
ive ruined my life mum and i think ive ruined other peoples lives aswell
help me mum because no one else wants to help me =[
Sam x
Mood: Sad
Music: Christina aguilera - hurt
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Let me set a few things straight?
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January 12, 2008, 08:37:am
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to the pricks that think they know all about me.
Only my close friends know all about me and they know who they are =)
Ok to start off with...
yes i might not have the best life possible, i lost my mum at an early age and living with my dad isnt easy.
My dad is an alcoholic and i hate it, plus people have started saying that i will become like him, i can tell you now that i will NEVER become like him. If i ever do then im shooting myself lol.
And yes my dad might not be the nicest person in the world, i know he treats me like shit but i still love him because of one reason, he is my dad and we are related by blood.
whatever he does to me whether it leaves a mark or not i always remember it, i will admit hes put me in hospital once but thats all im saying.
You still think you know all about me?
Im still trying to understand what ive become, my sexuality is still undecided and i dont care what you lot think about that. If you think im a typical emo boy then your expecting me to wear tight trousers, converse's and black eye make-up. Well dont ever judge me on what i wear, i hardly ever wear make-up, i only own one pair of tight trousers which again i hardly ever wear and i own a fucking pair of platform boots people lol, are you going to call me a goth now? i dont care.
You still think you know all about me?
Im a nervous wreck alot of the time so dont force me to do anything i dont want to. Im a shy person aswell so it might take time to come out of my shell to you. Everyone has phobia's and stuff there scared of, the only things im scared of are being alone for the whole of my life and being rejected.
You still think you know all about me?
I know that im not the best looking person, infact im far from it. All you lot see is my appearence but you dont see the real me inside. I hate my body because of reasons i dont want to say =( So dont think that im soo vain and im stuck up my own ass because im not. I think i am one of the sweetest people ever but thats for you to find out.
Well i hope this helps you pricks who think you know all about me.
Ask me anything and i will tell you the truth.
Sam x
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