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4everinc's Journal
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The Darkside
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May 27, 2008, 06:04:pm
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We've been talking about this release for a long time but now it's officially in the works you can see the cover on our VF page but the official release date is:
JULY 2ND 2008
If anything changes we'll let ya know...
Peace;
4EincOnline.com
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May 25th 2008 - 9:32pm **Updated**
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May 25, 2008, 03:42:pm
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Well right now things are uncertain what the future of 4E Inc is going to be since right now both Shane & Jessica aren't seeing eye to eye over a few things in regards to there relationship although it's clear that they both seem to still love each other to death...
Perhaps they've moved too fast in there relationship as even though it's been 2 years (3 in October) it's clear that they have been finishing each others sentances and knowing each others thoughts... At times it would get so bad that when Jessica comes home or Shane gets up the conversation goes similar to this:
"What do you want to do today ?"
"I don't know what do you want to do today ?"
No matter what the conversation is about it always seems to go that way as they never know what they want to do or when they want to do it, although even though at times you can't pull these two apart perhaps the relationship they're in has brought them forward too fast because with there relationship following in there parents footsteps so closely to the point of ending each others sentances and knowing each others thoughts (alot earlier than what there parents did) it has made them wonder at times if it was either:
A) A sign of finding the one true person for them
B) A hint that things have gone way too fast in such a short time
Even though at times they both tend to ponder where things have started and where things are constantly going in the ever-changing world that they seem to walk through even though they aren't married at this point in time there has been talks about them wanting to get married as many people have often though that they were married when they seem them since Shane would do things that normally a "boyfriend" wouldn't do and various times he's been called "husband" by total strangers who have made comments to Jessica over random acts of kindness that he's done or places that he's gone with her that people wouldn't normally think that a boyfriend would do.
However the way things look today as all this could very well be flushed away, if that does happen what will be happening with the actual company ?, chances are nothing as the company will be left alone... Perhaps Shane will open up another VF page for another company or perhaps he'll leave it who really knows what he's thinking... However it's always been clear that they both always post whats going on in there lives, as they never want to hide anything from the fans of what they do.
Well things got worked out, it was just a small little tiff that they had nothing serious even though it seemed that way, you can't keep good things apart..
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Hate On My Mind An A Pen In Hand...
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May 24, 2008, 11:15:pm
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I got hate on my mind an a pen in my hand.
This is how I live my life, I'm such a gruesome man.
I never gave a fuck bout what got said.
So do yourself the favor an stay outta my head.
That's the last place that you want to be.
As I'll use my pen to go on a murder spree.
Decapitate one slut, kill some asshole.
It don't matter what I gotta do as it's all written.
Catch you in my sight an you maybe the next target.
It won't be long but you best not forget.
- Shane -
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Self Inflicted
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May 24, 2008, 11:14:pm
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It started back in 9th grade when everyday I just wanted to take my life.
Never had anything going for myself never once thought about a wife.
I just had to leave this torment I just had to get the fuck out.
The stress an anger was buildin up just wanted to whip the gun out.
Slaughterin the victims who have continued to cause me the pain.
Showing the ones who truly was fucking insane.
It never stopped, I couldn't shake the past.
Now it's another sort of torment that I can't get away from.
Anger & Rage run through my system at full throttle.
Unlike many I don't consume from the bottle.
All this pain in life is how I live.
What the fuck do I have ta give.
You've realized that your life has been self inflicted.
Your actions towards me continue to remain negative.
Until the day that I become part of the earth.
From the moment that you have given birth.
It seems that I was the pain that was always brought forth by you.
You continue to run your mouth to family stating how you've always been proud of me.
When you look yourself in the mirror at night what do you see ?.
As the lies are now facin you an everything that you've built up.
No way in hell that you can ever run from this.
What the fuck are you going to do now that this pain is fully on you.
- Shane -
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Not The Life I Want...
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May 24, 2008, 11:14:pm
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Once havin big dreams that 4E's poetry would pay off.
Now having to put up with screams as I can't do any good.
Roaming out of the house to a shitty job.
Coming back at the bleak hours of the morning.
Not knowing where my life is going.
Wishing that I had a better life but feel that I'm at the high point.
I can't stand to see things continue.
Wondering if what I'm doing via pen is right.
Will I ever get a chance to be famous.
Or will it be 300+ years after I'm dead.
What's the next step for me, is it a step up or the final step down.
Loosin it all includin my life in a blink of an eye.
Not sure what life would bring after that.
Perhaps my life's highlight is to work the dead-end job.
To have to put up with shit no matter where I go.
Kayne an others talk bout the life of dreams.
Too bad it doesn't exist in my life of screams.
Tryin to make myself out bigger than possible.
Not sure if the dreams I have do exist.
Should I give up on them an look else where ?
Hopin one day somethin will pay off in a big way.
Not sure if I'll even be around for that.
I'm sick of loadin my dreams into funeral cars.
Watchin them as they amount to nothin but another grave plott in my head.
Swimmin with the dead.
As my mind is filled with broken dreams an empty thoughts.
Most of the time I just sit an stare blankly.
Not havin a whole lot to say.
Perhaps I truly am a shell of a broken man.
Not knowin where else my life will lead.
Just waitin for my palms to bleed.
Or my wrists or somethin to drain the last bit of life from me...
- Shane Diamond -
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