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-rainbow_whore-'s icon lettin off some steam >.
dumb ass guys >. July 27, 2008, 04:15:pm
i can never find a good guy any where around me.. and it totally sux!! and if i do find one.. they dont live any where near me , i dunno maybe i should stop lookin and make them look for me ?!

im just confuckingfused! im tired of all these guy that think [[ im the one]] when im clearly not. i dont want to be some gurl to a guy.. i want to be his everythig.. and the only gurl he calls baby.

but i aint gettin it anytime soon i guess.

if anyone had advice.. or anything.. go ahead and feel free to give it
Mood: confused
Music: Buckcherry - Everything
friggin people !!!!!!! July 22, 2008, 05:56:pm
oki .. so thiis is gonna be prett much just me speakin my thoughts so bear with me . im tired of meeting people that i fall for. becasue they either live way far the fuck away or.. they dont feel the same way about me. and it is driving me absolutly nuts! cuz there are a few guys that i would so love to date.. [[ they know who they are]] but because of those two small factors.. i cant >.< amd then....... then there is the part of me wanting to be single but also wanting some one. it just doesnt work. meeting these guys kinda hurts becasue i cant do anything about it. sure they think im cute , sweet, nice , or what ever they think. that doesnt mean thats enough.

i just cant do this any more,..... meeting people and either not living near them or they just dont have the same feelings for me.

they can live friggin 5 minutes away. and id still have no luck.. i guess this is all just me wanting to have a [[someone]] there but it kinda depends on who it is i guess. i mean they really gotta get my attention. but also let me be me. there is no way in hell i am gonna date some one that is controlling and a asshole ever again.. i stayed in that for to long and i should have listened to all of my friends and family. but i was stupid..

and no this isnt one of those [[ if you think we could work, message me ]] things.. so dont try to do that but i guess im ll done.. so yeah bye


Mood: played and hurt
Music: avril lavigne - i will be

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