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-kawaii_neko-'s Journal
thnx for payin attention.. :3
Try to say ur friends which u really LOVE as much as u can how much u love them.. Cuz once there will come the day when it's too late..
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Skateboard World Cup 08 in Berlin.♥ || not aboard. ]:
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November 28, 2008, 04:22:pm
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in love with concerts. ♥ // muscle ache. (: // unhappy. SkateboardWorldCup08 without me. :/
Mood: down
Music: Underoath
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Fake on myyearbook.com
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November 09, 2008, 12:31:pm
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hast anyone out there myyearbook??
pls delete this fake for me .____.
http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGUmdXNlcmlkPTEwMDc3MzY2&allofem=y
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wish me a miracle until saturday! Q_____Q
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June 10, 2008, 01:40:pm
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my last entry was last month.
now my hair is ok again XD maybe i just overacted in that HORRIBLE phase ...(xD)
well ..yeah i have new problems...
GOSH T_T°°
omg on saturday is a japan-day..but i must use the train and in 7 hours i'll arrive! for me thats ok because i have friends with who i can go.
and we planned everything already (time, tickets, place to oversleep etc.).
BUT
my parents WONT let me! O______________O''
WHAT THE FUCK THEY DONT LET ME GO TO THAT JAPAN-DAY WHICH IS JUST ONE TIME IN THE YEAR THEY CANT BE SERIOUS ABOUT THAT TO FORBID ME!!! DDx
i just thought: omg..thats not true..thats NOT true that they want me to stay at home! O_O'
but its true..its the damn fuckin truth ._.
aaaaaaaaaand i wont see my friends..almost ALL of my friedsn are going to go there but ME of course have to stay at HOME! Q_____________________________________Q
i feel nothing anymore T___T just emptyness..and im sad to death ...:/ only sad..nothing else..q_q
and my parents dont even notice how sad they make me.
i could be so happy...but im not. my parents "forbid" a lot not to make me smile :/ but its surely not their intention, i know^^ >_>
today my father's in a bad mood like yesterday too..so im afraid to ask him XDD haha
maybe tomorrow  i hope i can persuade them ... i really hope, but what i need now is a miracle.
but in my life miracles are stayin refuse to me...ok the most of them xD
"fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck~~~im getting confuse x.x everythings bad ._."
(ok not everything xD my music test was really good^^ although i thought it would be bad :O *_*...-miracle xD)
Mood: no feelings...ok SAD
Music: -myv-
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FUCK!!! now i HATE my hair!!!
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May 03, 2008, 02:31:pm
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im gonna kill the haircutter, my hair, my head, and myself!
NO JUST KIDDING! DX
but as u could see yesterday i dyed my hair. black-blue!
i was SO DAMN HAPPY and thought life could be so beautiful cuz i loveloveloved my hair!
now...today i was going to let my hair cut by a haircutter.
i only wanted my hair to be thin and A BIT shorter!
I WILL KILL HER!!!
she destroyd my haircut, now im lookin like...IDK!
there isnt a word for THIS FUCKING HAIRCUT!!!
i cant believe it cuz it looks SO SHITTY!!!!!!
aaaAAAAAHHHHH
i cried >_> yes i did but now im done with that ._.
im really desperated and i dont no what to do next.
at home i washed it again and straighted it. and i tried to do the best with THIS SHITTY HAIR!
but i failed. THIS haircut is NOT remediable anymore!!!
FUUUUUUUCK!!!
i dont wanna go out anymore..
dont wanna go to skool anymore..
and i dont wanna eat anything anymore.
yes...it sounds weird but my i loved my hair and now im gonna have BAD-HAIR-DAYS for the rest of the time until my hair grows out!!! i hope it will grow soon or i DIE! (no joke)
SHIT!!! dont ask me for my mood cuz evrything sucks right now!
i regret that i was going to cut my hair...
i will never go to any haircutter again!
i wanna stay in ym room for the rest of my ****** life!
GOSH and no one is able to help me...
Mood: DONT ASK ME!!!
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can u? ... CAN U???
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February 23, 2008, 01:40:pm
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i was only wondering if u could miss something
or someone that u've never had?! ... can U??? o__O'
it could be an emotion what u've neva felt before of course or someone u wish u had for
ur own but u cant take home this person easily xD
(example. if u dont understand what im meaning:
u could miss love?!
or a friend but u know that this person isnt missin u?! and ur missin his/her presence although u've never felt his/her presence once in ur life!?
ok enough..XD)
i mean...ur feelin empty.?!.
maybe lost. full of...idk pain?
([---> unimportant shit, just wanted to show ya how poetic i am XDD haha] and this empty pain is torturing ur soul, cut by broken glass of someone's heart...or of urs?
arent u hurting urself?
u do. u do if u'd hurt someone's feelings and the glass fragments are cutting urs.)
but the question stays:
can u miss someone/something that u've never had? can u...CAN U???
ok ill stop here. im thinkin too much, sry XDD
im sick...i caught a cold and have too much time to think bout the weird things @__@
on the one hand thats the result of boredom of me, on the other hand the ..truth?!
-kawaii_neko-, today ^x^
aww im askin too much XD LMAFO x.x
but those questions are running through my mind the whole time @__@ ahaha
Mood: insufferable
Music: simple plan- time to say goodbye
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