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-blindeye-'s Journal
MAIN.
Little angel go away,
Come again some other day,
The devil has my ear today
And I wont hear a word you say.
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A Night Out.
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November 28, 2008, 08:35:pm
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So lately I haven't really been getting on with my mother.
As I busted my ass to finish my project in web design I also go talking with my teacher about the situation. I told him that she even said herself that she doesn't have a reason not to trust me. He said that I'm becoming my own person and that she needs to let me grow up.
So yeah.
It's all Big D's fault that I think my mothers wrong now lol.
But I'm sick of her 21 questions.
Even when I go to work she tells me that I have to come straight home 3 times in 10 fucking minutes.
It's driving me insane.
I don't remember if I put this in the previous entry but my mum is making my dad and her go to a parenting course.
I mean I'm already 17. Don't you think that you're a bit late.
So anyway.
Last night both me and my sisters shifts were cut at work. So we decided to go out for a bit. So we went home and got changed and stuff and told mum we were going out. She starts 21 questions.
"Where are you going?
Who are you going with?
What are you doing?
When will you be home?
Text me when you know when you'll be home
I dont want you out too late."
So after that we went and grabbed something to eat.
Then we texted Alex and Shanna to see if they wanted to come and play pool. So we went and picked them up then we went down to pool. We played 2 games. I missed the 8 ball in both games so me and Alex lost them both.
Then we played laser strike. Brigitta and I won both games. They gave us the print out of the scores and stuff. I was the best player and the most accurate for both games.
Shanna likened me to Rambo when we were talking about it.
So by the time we finished up there it was about 11.00.
So we went to the supermarket and got something to drink and then Brigitta and Shanna went and got pizza.
We took it down to the beach and hung out there until about half past 1 in the morning. Alex tried to push me in the water and I broke my jandal 
So we had just dropped Alex home and we were dropping Shanna off when I get a call from my mum. She's like "Where are you?"
I said "On my way home"
Then she hung up on me.
How fucking rude.
So we came home and I went to bed.
I woke up this morning and lay in be for about 2 hours because I didn't want to get up and face her.
She said one thing to me the whole day.
Brigitta isn't out of bed yet and it's 2:30 in the afternoon.
I assume she's avoiding mum.
Having said all that I had a great night out and I think, despite my mother, I will do it again.
No doubt Brigitta will too.
Mum's just going to have to get used to it.
</rant>
Mood: ...pissed off.
Music: None.
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A run in with mummy dearest.
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November 24, 2008, 02:14:am
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So today I went and watched a movie with my mates.
I got home, watched the start of a movie and got bored.
So I jumped on the computer.
Mum came downstairs.
There was not a peep out of her.
Then she says "Jessica. I don't want you on the internet as much as you are. I've told you this 3 or 4 times. And if you don't listen to me this time I will be canceling broadband".
FUCK YOU.
IF THERE WAS SOMETHING FUCKING INTERESTING TO DO THEN MAYBE I WOULDN'T FUCKING BE ON HERE SO FUCKING MUCH. I DON'T GO TO BED AT 6.00 LIKE YOU DO. I GET BORED. I DON'T LIKE READING AS MUCH AS YOU DO. I DON'T LIKE TV. I'M NOT INTO PLAYSTATIONS AND SHIT. AND YES, I DO SPEND A LOT OF TIME ON HERE. AND NO, IT'S NOT THE INTERNETS FAULT THAT I'M FAILING/ DON'T LIKE SCHOOL.
Mood: TOTALLY FUCKING FUCKED OFF.
Music: None.
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Yahoo can go fuck itself.
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November 22, 2008, 10:39:pm
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Mkay.
So.
I now am a proud owner of a yahoo account 
wearedesensitized@yahoo.com
Coz Jessica Collins is pretty fuckin boring.
So yeah.
I have it now.
So add me.
I look like a retard with no friends.
Tehe.
See you guys lateeeeeeer.
Mood: Fucked off.
Music: Something angry. I don't remember the name of it.
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A trip to my grandparents.
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November 20, 2008, 07:51:pm
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So I'm on a bit of a downer at the moment.
I went to visit my grandmother and grandfather today.
I love them to pieces.
They were the ones that looked after me for the first 13 years of my life while my mother and father were full time workers so they could support us.
Today I went around there with my sister.
First of all my grandfather called my grandmother a "mean cunt" when she didn't get him any lunch.
I was totally fucked off by this.
How could he call someone I love so dearly a cunt.
My grandmother is convinced that I've lost a lot of weight.
And while I don't think it's true it's rather flattering.
So we were about to leave.
And my grandmother had just fixed my tartan skirt because it was too big for me.
And she asked me how it felt.
And then my grandfather asked "Are you pregnant?"
...We left pretty quick after that.
And just now on Dr. Phil a girl was raped by a guy she met of the internet.
And she's like "Jessica, you have to watch this instead of talking to guys on the internet!"
I mean...not to be mean or anything, but the girl seemed a few cents short of a dollar. I mean. Come on. I have heard of shit like that happening and I wouldn't meet someone off the internet by myself in case something like that does happen.
I'm not silly.
UGH.
Mood: Fucked off.
Music: ...Dr. fucking Phil.
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November 19, 2008, 08:28:pm
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So.
I don't really have anything to update in here.
Except I've pretty much finished school for the year and I'm bored out of my mind.
So yeah, chuck me a message sometime.
Alphabet of me.
Stolen of my sister.
Alphabet of me..
[A is for age:] 17.
[B is for alcoholic beverage of choice:] Corona.
[C is for career:] N/A Haha.
[D is for your dog's name:] Frodo Kong.
[E is for essential item you use everyday:] Cellphone.
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] Mr. Boombastic by Shaggy.
[G is for favorite games:] ...the drinking type.
[H is for Home town]: Auckland, unfortunately.
[I is for instruments you play:] Triangle.
[J is for favorite juice?:] Jesus Juice.
[K is for kids?] Hah. No.
[L is for last hug]: Uhmmmmm. Do you mean IRL? I don't remember either way.
[M is for marriage]: Once again, no
[N is for name of your siblings]: No. Hah. Just kidding. Brigitta.
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] Yes. When I was a hobbit.
[P is for phobias:] Clowns. Heights. Brigitta.
[Q is for quote:] "A man who has not found something to die for doesn't deserve to live" By someone famous.
[R is for biggest regret:] Having regrets in the first place.
[S is for status]: Appear Offline.
[T is for time you wake up]: Like...half past 7 on week days. At the moment its about 10. 30.
[U is for underwear:] ...Yeah.
[V is for vegetable you love:] TARO!
[W is for worst habit:] Being an asshole.
[X is for x-rays you've had:] My arm.
[Y is for yummy food you make:] ...I can heat up a can of spaghetti.
[Z is for zodiac sign:] Scorpio biaaatch.
Mood: Content.
Music: My Sharona - The Knack.
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