Holy shinanigans VF, I haven't made a journal entry in one long time.. Things have changed. I've changed. Life is so different now. My perspectives and ideas have either changed, or matured a lot more than before. Not really sure I want to keep my vf anymore.. I barely use it and it seems like, I've outgrown my phase of vf, and the identity I once used to be when I used it a lot. Life is better. Life is getting better. I am a lot more happier. No more pain just happiness and reaching for my goals and aspirations. Things are so different. Whether people choose to read this or not, cool. Doesn't really matter I suppose. I've lost weight in the past year, and it's boosted my self-image by a landslide. I feel a lot better with myself; much more comfortable in my own skin than before. I love dubstep. It is my new found love and it's more than just music.. Also my other new found love is astrology. Improvement. There has been a lot of that, and people really should have more peace, love and unity in their lives. I'm almost seventeen years old now. I'm finding myself, I'm finding out and creating who I am supposed to be even if it's only day by day. I will learn new things about myself each and everyday. I'm not sure anymore- the point of this journal entry. Is it to update about my life? The "new" me (if I can say that) I don't know. Maybe I just feel like sharing because I haven't in a long time. I used to be a lot more angry. So much anger and hate towards the world and the people in it, it's unhealthy.. Although I'm clearly still a human being, I will get angry from time to time, but I don't think as bad as before, maybe it depends on the situation. haha , this is long.. Well, I'm stoked about life, and my future that lies ahead of me.