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-StixSpaztic-'s Journal
The Only Way I Can Explain It
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10-29-09
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October 30, 2008, 11:01:pm
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So, after pouring out my feelings for him, getting accused of cheating, getting stressed out over a non-existent pregnancy, and being somewhat controlled, he broke up with me. Wow. Sucks right? Yeah, it does suck. But after that happened, he proceeded to text me for an hour and a half straight. I shit you not.
I would write down each and every text message he sent me after our last call, but then we'd be here all damn night, and I've had a long day.
Here's a recap:
I got awoken by a text message from Alex saying we needed to talk. I was in a bad mood the rest of the day. I do not like to be woken up when I don't have to be. I get up, get something to eat, do my whole morning routine and proceed to get online and talk to Daniela and Kayla. Daniela being my lovely psychologist and Kayla being my twin. I tell them how I was woken up etc etc and then I get another text from Alex. At this point, I'm annoyed, because it takes him literally 4 hours to tell me what he wanted to, finally he says (and I quote) After I tell you I just want you to know that I would've tried but truthfully you hurt me to much. What the fuck is that shit right? (Side note: He literally just texted me again) Anyway. So after the whole breaking up thing, which he says he did, he's trying to turn it around on me. Total. Fucking. Bullshit. He texts me from 3:00 until 4:45 non stop. At 4:30 I arrived at school. 5:00 he showed up. I was sitting at my table, where he usually sits with me, and today was no different, except for the fact that we had broken up and I'm not in a good mood at all. He sat down next to me, carefully as if I'm going to turn around and slice him to pieces, and he tried talking to me. He asked me if I got his text messages, and I just kinda look at him like "What the fuck no shit" and gather my things. "Yes, I got your text messages. I hope you're happy Alex." After I said that, I took my things and moved to another desk where he stared holes into my back for the rest of class. Then, I get home, and I have been texting Kayla all during class about (who else?) Tokio Hotel. Well I talk to her on the phone and proceeded (yet again) to talk to Daniela, Vera, Brian, Ellie, and Larissa. I get another text message, but I don't know the number, so I ask who it is. And guess what, it's one of Alex's friends. Trying to tell me to give him another chance etc etc. And now (at 11:44 pm) Alex is texting me, saying I'm just like his ex-girlfriend. Let me quote the text. "Your just like she was... you waited for my love and when you felt it was strong you leave without saying goodbye. That hurts me so much. Why?" Why? He left me, not the other way around, I have the text to prove it. I supposedly hurt him, but what about all the shit he put me through? Is it all about him? Is it about all my ex boyfriends? No, for once, I'm making this about me.
Mood: Annoyed
Music: Crushingly Close- Garbage & NIN
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THFN (Tokio Hotel Fans, Listen)
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October 04, 2008, 06:04:am
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I have a project going on right now and I need your help. Send a video to TokioHotelFanNation@gmail.com answering these four questions:
1.) Why you love Tokio Hotel
2.) How you heard about them
3.) How proud you are of Tokio Hotel
4.) Favorite band member and why.
They will all be edited together and made into one movie and sent to Tokio Hotel!
For more information go to www.tokiohotelfannation.tk
Submissions end October 20th!
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Detention Attraction (Ch. 5, 6, & 7)
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September 19, 2008, 03:46:pm
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Ch. 5
They stumbled up the stairs falling over quite a few times and laughing. The two fell into the door and onto the bed kissing playfully and biting each other. Tom scooted up next to the headboard and Taylor threw her shirt off, landing somewhere behind her. She jumped onto Tom and bit his lip, running her hands through his dreadlocks which resulted in his head accessories to be tossed off to the floor. He grabbed her shoulders and pushed her back onto the bed, letting his dreadlocks free and flowing and taking his shirt off. The skin on skin contact now being forced upon them sent Taylor's senses into overdrive as Tom kissed down her body to her stomach and back up again. This had to be a dream. No way would Taylor be letting Tom do all of this in reality, but yet again he was proved wrong when she grabbed a handful of his dreadlocks and pulled him down to her lips. He decided to go for it, and this was consensual after all... right?
"Come on Tom, don't you wanna fuck me?" Taylor asked, her voice breath filled and low.
"Yeah I do... but I can't."
"Why?!"
"Because we're both entirely wasted!" Tom said flailing his arms in the air for exaggeration.
"Fine! Maybe Bill or Crystina will fuck me then!"
She stormed off down the stairs to find both Crystina and Bill asleep on the two couches. What a bust, she was drunk, horny, and now that she realized, very very tired. She went back upstairs to the guest room and heard Tom puking in the bathroom.
Oh that's attractive. she thought as she went and crawled into bed, now entirely naked. The dark haired girl was asleep in minutes and Tom came out, more like crawled out, and got in the bed with her, also being naked, and passed out.
"Oh my god what happened last night?" was all Taylor could say as looking around the room and remembered where she was while holding her head. The previous night was kind of a blur to her hung over mind. Why was she naked? Why were there dreadlocks poking out from under the blankets? Oh shit...
"TOM! Tom get your ass up!" Taylor violently shook the boy. He jumped up frightened and one of his dreads hit her in the face. "Ouch, dick. What did we do last night?!"
"Nothing."
"THEN WHY AM I NAKED!?"
"You were the one who asked me to fuck you last night, then when I said no, you ran downstairs, and I'm guessing Crys and Bill were passed out already. I promise you nothing bad happened." Tom replied honestly, though the room was still spinning and his head was throbbing loudly. Taylor got out of bed and wrapped one of the sheets around her when she heard Tom calling her name.
"You can use my shirt instead of the sheet, it's fine."
"Yeah and what are Crystal and Bill going to think when I run down in your massive shirt?"
"Who cares? Better than walking down in the sheet."
"Fine..." Taylor ripped the shirt out of Tom's extended hand and threw it over her head. Since Tom was half a foot taller than her, the shirt fit like a dress, and Tom found it quite funny.
"What are you laughing at asshole?"
"Hey, I'm not an asshole, I just let you borrow my shirt, and besides, it comes down to your ankles and it's cute. That's why I'm laughing."
"Oh..." Just then Tom got out of bed forgetting he was naked. He stood up and Taylor's eyes shot down to his morning wood.
"Oh shit!" Tom gasped immediately jumping face down onto the bed but landing wrong on his cock. He rolled around in pain for about a minute while Taylor laughed. "It's not funny, that shit hurts," he said pouting.
"I'm not laughing at that, I'm laughing at the fact that you're naked."
"You were too ya know."
"But you obviously forgot." Tom rubbed his head and glanced between the floor and Taylor. It wasn't that he was ashamed of his dick, hell it was bigger than average, he was just embarrassed that Taylor saw it unexpectedly.
"Still. You do look really cute in my shirt, I'm not gonna lie. Is that blushing I see?"
"No." Taylor turned away from Tom's face. She had to admit, she had a really good time last night, even with Tom there, and he did let her borrow his shirt. "Snap out of it, you can't like him! Though he is really cute with his dreads down... and shirtless... and no pants... OK! ENOUGH!" Taylor shook her head and Tom gave her a look of confusion.
"What's on your mind?"
"Nothing nothing it's absolutely nothing."
"Has to be something."
"Drop it," she snapped as she walked over to sit on the bed. She couldn't like Tom, there was no way in hell! And he only wanted her for sex, so there were no romantic ties... or did he want more than just sex? Taylor was so confused, and still in pain from the alchohol. "Tom?"
"Yeah Taylor?"
"Look me in the eye... and tell me that nothing happened between us last night."
He looked straight into her eyes and told her.
"Ok... no lying there. Now look me in the eye and tell me you only want sex from me, and nothing more." He couldn't do it, no matter how hard he tried he just couldn't say that. He had known this girl for only a few days and now has more than a crush on her? This can't be right. "Oh my god... you like me don't you?"
"Yeah... I do..." An awkward silence filled the lavender guest room. Neither of them knew what to say, or what to do. Tom wanted to kiss her, but feared he would get slapped. Her head was down, and he had been slapped many times before, maybe just a kiss on the cheek and he wouldn't get slapped. It was worth a shot, so he leaned in and kissed her cheek lightly while jumping away quickly to avoid potential flying fists. To his surprise, nothing, just a simple look into his eyes.
"What was that for?"
"I don't know, I was going to go for your lips but..."
"But?"
"But I feared getting bitch slapped." Taylor laughed at the silly boyish look on his face and leaned over to him. The atmosphere shifted and the two were left staring each other in the eyes. Tom lifted her chin and met her mouth with his, kissing her lightly and begging her mouth for entrance. She granted it kissing him back deeply and laying down, pulling him back with her. The cold metal of his lip ring felt amazing on her lips and he thought the same about her tongue bar. They lay there, comfortably making out when he started feeling up the large shirt and she snapped back to reality.
"Tom we can't do this. I can't like you, it's not possible! I just... I can't." With that said she left the room with the dumbfounded boy sitting on the bed.
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"Oh no Taylor you fucked him?!" Bill said from his place at the table.
"No I didn't. I'm just wearing his shirt."
"Meaning you must have been naked."
"Meaning I was, now can we get off the subject? I would like to get my coffee." She finished walking into the kitchen and grabbed a cup from the cabinet, pouring her cup of chocolate truffle coffee into the mug with sugar and no cream.
"I'm going to go talk to my brother." The raven haired boy ran upstairs to the guest bedroom and knocked on the door. "Can I come in?"
"No Bill, I don't really want to talk right now." Was Tom crying? His Tom? The ten minute older boy who never showed any emotion what so ever when it came to girls? Something was up, and Bill was going to find out. He opened the door against his brother's command and walked in.
"Tom, seriously, what is up with you? Ever since you and Taylor got all lovey dovey last night you've been acting very strange."
"We didn't get lovey dovey."
"Cut the shit Tom, why are you crying? Pissed off because you didn't bang her?"
"No! I'm not even pissed off." Tom stalled the conversation while Bill just stood there, arms crossed and giving his twin an evil glare. "I like her Bill! Are you happy? I fucking like her. We were sitting here on the bed, we both woke up naked but I know for a fact we didn't do anything, I wouldn't allow it, so she got up and I gave her my shirt to wear. Then we sat on the bed and started talking and... well we kissed, Bill. We started getting into it and we laid back and then she said she couldn't do it and stormed off down stairs. I've been here since." Tom wiped his eyes in frustration. He had never been so sprung over a girl, especially one he just wanted to have sex with. But now it seemed it was more than just sex from Taylor that Tom wanted. Tom actually wanted Taylor for Taylor. Nothing more, nothing less.
"Wow Tomi. Well... maybe she's just scared? She did hate your guts and now that you two have kissed the feelings are changing and she's freaking out."
"Yeah maybe. Thanks Billa."
"You're welcome Tomi." Bill pressed a small kiss to the older twin's forehead and the two sat and talked for another hour. When they went back downstairs, Taylor was gone.
"Crystal? Where did Tay go?" Tom asked looking around the room.
"Her exact words were 'I'm going home Crys, I love you, and I don't want to be around Tom anymore. Bye' and then she ran out the door bag and all." The girl sipped her coffee and sat on the bar stool. Crystal had guessed that Tom was being a pig.
"Was she still wearing my shirt?"
"No. After she changed she took some bleach outside with her and threw your shirt on the lawn. It is now a lovely shade of ghost white, piss yellow, and puke green." Crystal laughed at her little comment. Taylor hadn't told her the details of anything that happened, so she automatically assumed that her best friend was in a fit of rage, when in reality, she was scared, confused, and needed to take her frustration out on something Tom owned.
"Oh perfect, absolutely fuckin' perfect. That was my favorite shirt!"
"Shouldn't have pissed her off then Tomi Boy."
"I didn't. I didn't do anything!"
"Yeah mhm sure, Bill, I'll see you in science tomorrow, Tom, drop dead. Good bye!" Crystal said pushing Tom out the door half naked with his car keys and giving Bill a hug. Tom had no idea how he was going to explain showing up at home, in his boxers, to his mother.
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"Tom Kaulitz what the hell?"
"Long long long story mom, nothing bad, just long."
"I don't even wanna know," Simone said as she shook her head and walked back to the kitchen to finish preparing dinner. Her oldest son was growing more and more weird by the minute. "Go wash up, dinner is ready."
"What are we having?" said Bill as he washed his hands at the sink.
"Spaghetti."
"YES! We haven't had spaghetti in ages!" Tom yelled as he was running back down stairs now fully dressed and washing his hands. He loved spaghetti and was excited to eat it, but the strange feeling in the pit of his stomach just wouldn't allow him to finish the italian dish.
"What's wrong Tom? Are you feeling well?" Simone asked. It wasn't that he felt sick, something was just off with him.
"Not really," he half lied, "I think I'm just going to go to bed. I'm tired."
"Ok sweety, we'll see how you feel in the morning." The dread head walked up stairs and stripped himself of his clothing before climbing into bed.
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"So Taylor, you never told me what happened last night and this morning." Crystal spoke into the reciever.
"You were right Crys, I like him. But I can't! I can't like someone like Tom. It's just not possible!"
"So why did you ruin his shirt?"
"We kissed this morning. But I couldn't do it, I just couldn't. I was confused and frustrated so I murdered his shirt in bleach." Crystal laughed at the way her best friend sounded. Granted Taylor was crying, but the sound in her voice made her seem like a 5 year old that had just gotten candy taken away from her.
"Well you are going to school tomorrow right?"
"Yeah I have to, detention remember? I'm going to fake sleeping in there, that way Tom will just leave me alone, I want nothing to do with him, I can't like him," she sniffed, "I'm just going to act like I despise him until I really do, and these feelings go away."
"That's not how it works Taylor, you can't really help who you like."
"Yeah well I can't like him. I'm going to be in control of this and I refuse to like him." Taylor was all about control, and when she didn't have it, she went nuts. She controlled her body, her thoughts, and she was now going to contol her feelings towards Tom Kaulitz if it killed her.
"Okay Tay, but I promise you it won't work."
"It will work damn it! Ugh, I'm going to bed. I'll see you tomorrow." Taylor hit the loudspeaker button instead of the intended 'end call' and slammed the phone shut.
"Hey dip, wrong button!" Crystal laughed when she heard the loud snap of the phone. Taylor made sure the phone was properly ended the call and threw the phone on the floor. She needed sleep if she was going to get through tomorrow.
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Ch. 6
"Taylor, Tay, wake up kiddo. It's Monday." Taylor groaned and pulled the blanket over her head. Dustin shook his little sister and the blanket went flying as she sat up and glared at him.
"Listen Dustin, I'm not in the mood. Fuck off." The red haired boy backed up at the sight of Taylor's death stare, but she had to get to school.
"Look, are you walking, am I driving you, or are one of your friends coming to pick you up?"
Taylor looked down at the phone by her side. New text message from an unknown number. She looked at the message and SURPRISE! It was was from Tom.
Tay, its Tom. Ill b @ ur place @ 7 2 pick u up 4 skool. We need 2 talk about the other day.
"Apparently Tom is picking me up, so if you'd be so kind to leave and let me get dressed, I have about half an hour to get ready." Dustin took the hint and left the room to leave for work.
Taylor showered quickly, got dressed, and grabbed her things to walk out the door. Tom was just pulling up as she stepped on the side walk.
"Morning," he said as she crawled in.
"Yeah, morning. So let's get this over with, what about the other night did we have to talk about?"
"Listen Taylor," Tom began, "The other night, we were drunk."
"Obviously."
"But the next day, we kissed, sober, and... I don't know if you felt something there... but I did."
"What are you trying to say Kaulitz?" Taylor was staring out the window when they pulled into the parking lot of the school and Tom touched her hand as he parked. Taylor looked into his golden honey eyes and pulled her hand back.
"Sorry... but..." he reached for her hand again and this time she didn't take it away. When he noticed this, he kissed her cheek and a look of confusion came across her face. "I want you to be mine Taylor Germaine. I want to be able to call you my girl, I don't do this often. I can't help it, there's something about you that has me going crazy everytime you're gone."
Taylor pulled her hand back again, grabbed her bag, and pushed herself out the car. She couldn't date Tom Kaulitz, no matter how much he asked. It wouldn't work between them. They were two entirely different people from two completely different worlds. "I can't, it's not possible and besides, I don't like you Kaulitz. You know that. Look, I was drunk, that's it, and that kiss was a mistake. Let me go." It hurt her to say that, but it was a must. She walked away and Tom couldn't move. He felt like he'd been beaten to death by twenty Taylors. He put the car in drive and drove off. He wasn't going to school, he wasn't going home... he didn't know where he was going. Just away from here.
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"Taylor where have you been?! Bill's looking all over for you and he's going nutzo!" Crystina ran up to Taylor in the courtyard during lunch. She noticed Bill was kind of fidgety during English and that Tom wasn't there. She just assumed Tom had found a good hiding spot to stay away from Big Boy.
"I was working on my music for choir. Why is Bill looking for me?"
"I don't know, follow me he really needs to talk to you. He's crying his eyes out!" These Kaulitz twins were going to be the death of Taylor. Crystina yanked Taylor from her spot on the steps so hard her arm popped. She was dragged to the main hall where Bill was slumped against his locker hugging his knees.
"Bill! Bill what's going on what's wrong?!" Taylor said as she ran up to the crying boy.
"It's Tom! I don't know where he is. All I know is that he brought you to school and that's it. I checked the parking lot, his car isn't there! I called home, there's no sign of him. None of his friends have seen him. I'm scared Taylor. He's my twin! I need him!" Taylor brought Bill up into a tight hug and let him sob into her shirt. His black hair was a mess and not done in the usual lion's mane. The black eyeliner he usually wore was smeared all down his cheeks. Taylor felt bad for him. She had never seen him so upset over something or someone.
"Have you called his cell?"
"Yeah, he won't answer! What did you do to him Taylor?! WHAT DID YOU DO!!!"
"Nothing!" Taylor yelled. Bill had now run to Crystina for comfort and he stared at Taylor.
"Tay, what happened this morning?" she asked calmly.
"Well, I woke up to Dustin shaking me, checked my texts, Tom picked me up and dropped me off here. That's the last I saw of him."
"Did you two talk?" Bill murmered.
"Yeah..."
"About what Taylor?" Crystina said.
"The other night... and then he asked me out... and I said no."
Taylor had to jump back at the sudden attack that Bill had landed on her. He didn't care if she was female or not, he was livid for hurting Tom like she did, but she didn't know she had hurt him that much.
"Bill, calm down!" Crystina yelled as she pulled the boy away.
"Look I didn't know I had hurt him okay? Let's just go search for him he's got to be around here somewhere." Taylor said calmly. God could she use a smoke right now.
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Crystina led them out to the parking lot where her shiny blue beetle was and everyone hopped in. Taylor reached in her bag and pulled out three squares, one for Crystina, one for Bill, but a possible two for Taylor if Bill refused. The boy in the middle grabbed at it as if it were some rare gem he had just stumbled upon and inhaled the acidic smoke deeply as he tilted his head back and calmed down slightly.
"I think we should scope out places he would usually hang out. Bill?"
"Yeah... um... the mall... let's start there, and then the diner on 48th, and then, though it's hopefully not going to go that far, the bar on 83rd." Crystina nodded as she pulled out of the school parking lot and drove off towards the mall.
They searched every possible store he would go to, the food court, even a few places around the mall, and there was no sight of the dreadlocked boy anywhere. Bill's cell phone rang and a spring of hope jutted his heart when his mom called. Hopefully Tom was home and safe.
"Hunny, have you heard anything from him yet?"
"No not yet, we're out looking now."
"Okay, I'll call you if I hear anything or if he comes home."
"Thanks." Bill ended the call and hung his head. Still no sign of his twin brother. He crouched down outside against the wall and Crystina and Taylor sat on either side of him trying to comfort the sullen boy.
"Come on Bill, the day isn't over yet. It's five p.m, he can't be that far." Crystina smiled at Bill and they all got up to drive to 48th street.
Tom wasn't in the diner, he wasn't at the bar on 83rd he was no where to be found, and it was getting late. Taylor and Crystina had finally convinced Bill around 1 am to walk back to the car to go home for the night. As they were walking back though, they heard someone moaning in the alley.
"That sounds familiar," Bill said as he started sprinting toward the alleyway. Crystina and Taylor exchanged looks of confusion before they followed after Bill's quick feet. Turning into the alley they couldn't see anything, no Bill, no nothing. They could barely see the ground it was so dark. Taylor turned her head when the moaning became louder and she heard the shuffle of the younger twins' boots on the pavement. The two girls walked carefully down the deserted alley until they could see a small flickering street lamp. It was dimly lit, but at least they could see now.
"I hate it down here, it gives me the creeps," Crystina said grabbing Taylor's jacket.
"I know, but it's fine. Hey look, Bill's over there let's go."
Bill was peering around the corner of the alley when Crystina put a hand on his shoulder.
"AHHH! WHAT THE FUCK CRYSTINA! Don't sneak up on me like that!" Crystina and Taylor laughed and soon after Bill joined in. The three turned the corner of the alley and stopped when they saw the faint outline of a boy. They silently stepped closer and could make out dreadlocks and a cap. He was moaning and Taylor was the only one who dared to walk even closer until she saw the facial expressions and his hands running over a blonde's head.
"So this is what you've been doing all day Tom?" Taylor started and the boy looked up in surprise but the blonde on her knees did nothing and kept bobbing her head up and down on the boy's cock. Taylor crossed her arms, "You've had Bill, your mother, Crystina, and I worried sick, and THIS is what you've been doing? Getting head from random fucking hookers?" The blonde stopped what she was doing and got up to her feet and walked over to Taylor with a finger in her face.
"For your information, I'm not a hooker, I'm his ex. Tom's been with me all day." Tom walked over to the corner and stood there leaning against it, arms crossed. Crystina and Bill stood wide-eyed and didn't know if they should move, or just stand still. "What's it to you anyway little girl? Pissed off because he denied you?" This blonde girl was getting testy, and really starting to piss Taylor off.
"He's the one who wanted me thank you. And I may look little, but I can beat your botox ass to the ground in a heart beat."
"Ha, little miss skin-and-bones wants to fight? How cute, but hun, really, you don't want to mess with me. I do pilates," the blonde said and flipped her hair. By this point Taylor's face was red with anger, and Tom was still standing there, only now he had a smirk on his face. Crystina had her face hidden in her hand and all Bill could do was sit there and gawk at Tom for not trying to stop it.
Taylor rolled her eyes. "Pilates my ass, look, if we're done here, I have to get Tomi-boy here home before his mother has a fit." The blonde didn't like that answer, and as Taylor turned around she was yanked back by her hair and shoved into the wall, only a brief moment of shock went over Taylor as her face went from annoyed, to ultimately pissed off, and sent her fist flying into the blonde girl's nose. The girl stumbled back and Tom, Bill, and Crystina's hands flew up to their mouths. None of them had never seen Taylor fight, really fight.
"If you want to fight people, don't pull a bitch move like that princess," Taylor said as the blonde got up and tried to grab Taylor's neck, only to miss and have a punch to her stomach and be tackled to the ground. The thin brunette girl was pounding into the blonde's face not even feeling the nails in her skin.
"Tom! Fucking do something you idiot don't just fucking stand there!!!" Bill yelled as he pushed his twin. Tom just laughed.
"Why do anything? This is interesting." Bill couldn't believe his brother was being such a moron right now. Crystina and Bill ran over to pull Taylor off this girl. It was a struggle, but it eventually happened and Tom ran over to the blonde girl on the ground, helping her up and carrying her over to the wall to sit her down. He kissed her cheek softly and brushed the hair out of her face.
"Are you okay?" Tom asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine hun," the blonde replied. Bill walked up and yanked the elder twin away from the bimbo he was caressing and took him a little ways down the alley before speaking.
"What the fuck Tom? What. The. Fuck?! You have me worried sick all day, you don't answer your phone, you're getting head in a dirty alley from your EX, you let Taylor and whats-her-face fight?! What the hell is up with you?!"
"Nothing is. I'm perfectly FUCKING fine! Taylor doesn't want me, so I went back to my ex! And her name is Amanda, Bill!"
"I don't give a fuck what her name is! She cheated on you if you don't remember that, Tom. Remember how much it hurt?! Why go back to that skank?!" Bill said as he shoved Tom's shoulder. "And not only that, you let her talk to Taylor like that?! I know damn well you still fucking like Taylor!"
Tom took bill by his shirt and got close to his face. Bill could see the anger in the identical eyes but he refused to back down, he knew Tom was in the wrong. "I do still like her, Bill, but she fucking HATES me. You wanna know what I did today after I left Billa? First I went to go find the old drug dealer dad used to hang out with, and I got high as shit, did I forget about Taylor then? No. Then I went to the gym and punched the punching bag so much and so fast I almost passed out. I took my anger out on that fucking bag, but did I forget? No. Then I called up Amanda, and we've been fucking around since four o'clock. We fucked at her house, went to get some drinks, then when we were walking back to the car, we started fucking around back here, and even then I STILL couldn't fucking get Taylor off my mind. Are you happy Bill? Is that what you wanted to hear?!" Tom's voice was dangerously low and so full of wrath that it honestly scared Bill a little bit. He'd never seen his twin this crazy before and it was horrifying the younger twin.
"No Tom, it doesn't make me happy," Bill shook out of his brother's grasp, "You're fucking acting like a lunatic. And not only did you possibly fuck up a good friendship with Taylor, but you've had mom worried, AND to top it all off, you broke your promise to me... you said no more Tomi... you said no more drugs!"
Meanwhile about two hundred yards away, Crystina was trying to keep Taylor and Amanda off of each other. Taylor didn't even know why she hated this blonde girl so much. All she knew is that she wanted to beat the living shit out of her.
"Guys! A little help here!" Crystina yelled over to the oblivious twins. They saw the blonde and the brunette keep lunging for each other and Crystina was doing her best to switch back and forth between them to keep them apart. Once Tom got over there, things seemed to get worse.
"You asked her out?! And then came running to me?!?! You're fucking low Kaulitz! I thought you actually wanted me back!" Amanda said as she shoved Tom.
"Amanda! Calm down, babe, I do want you back," he said taking the bimbo in his arms, "She doesn't matter to me, only you, all I wanted to do was fuck her anyway, come on, let's go to your place." Amanda smiled a mile wide and hugged the elder twin, kissing his neck. Tom looked back at Taylor who was staring at him with wide eyes and an open mouth. She went to say something, anything, but decided against it as she shook her head, crossed her arms, and walked away.
"Wow Tom... what an asshole move, even I thought you were better than that," Crystina said as she jogged to catch up to Taylor who was now crying silently. Bill didn't even want to look at his twin, he was so disgusted with him at this point and didn't even bother to give him the satisfaction of cutting edge words. Instead, he turned around and walked away with Crystina and Taylor, comforting Taylor along the way.
~+~+~
"We're going to my house, Crystina, call Dustin and let him know Taylor is staying with you and I tonight and let your parents know too."
"Okay, it's only Dustin we gotta worry about, parents are out of town still."
Taylor was so quiet in the little blue beetle. She just sat and stared out the window, watching the blurry visions of cars and lights go by. Crystina and Bill were both worried but had no idea what to do.
"Bill! Your house is flippin' HUGE!" Crystina yelled as she pulled up in the drive way.
"Yeah, thanks to Gordon mostly, he's not home much anymore but that's fine, we do well on our own."
Bill took the keys out of his pocket and unlocked the door, Simone was sitting on the couch watching TV waiting for both of her sons to come home, but instead saw only one, and the two girls.
"We found him mom, so no worries there, but I'm positive he's staying at Amanda's house tonight." Bill said to his mother as he walked into the living room. Simone said it was ok that Crystina and Taylor slept over, since the small brunette was an emotional wreck right now. Simone shook her head at the thought of her son being with that whore, Amanda, again. She never really liked the plastic surgery addicted bitch.
Bill took three pints of vanilla ice cream from the freezer along with three spoons and ran upstairs to his bedroom where Crystina and Taylor were sitting on the king sized bed.
"So, who wants to drown their thoughts in sugary artificially flavored goodness?" Bill asked. Taylor was distant and didn't even hear the question. She was to busy battleing the thoughts in her head about Tom. Did she like him like that? And why the fuck did she get so upset over the fact that all he wanted to do was have sex with her? She was sure that's what he wanted the entire time. But it's not like it mattered now, he had the bimbo back. "Taylor?"
"Yeah Bill?" the brunette replied shaking her head. He held out the vanilla concoction and she accepted it gratefully, plopping back on the bed and devouring it by the spoonful. Then she suddenly realized exactly who's house she was in. "BILL!"
Bill jumped up and looked at Taylor with a weird shocked look. "What?"
"I'm in your house!"
"Yeah..." He didn't know what Taylor was thinking.
"Where's your brothers room?" she smiled evily. Bill figured it wouldn't hurt to tell her since he didn't care for Tom right now either. None of them really did.
"Two doors down on the right," Bill smiled and followed Taylor to see what would become of his room. The brunette walked in and her eyes immediately fell upon the Gibson that lay carefully against the wall. By this time Crystina was standing in the door way with Bill, and refused to let anything happen, knowing the consequences would be worse.
"Taylor, Taylor no, come on we have ice cream to finish and school tomorrow. Let's go to bed." Crystina said as she pushed passed Bill and grabbed her best friend's arm to drag her away from the guitar.
"Yeah, Tom will blow a fuse if you touch that guitar. Come on, you guys can wear some of my clothes tomorrow." Bill offered kindly. Bill was the more feminine twin, so his clothing would be perfect for the two girls.
Taylor changed into one of Bill's shirts and a pair of his boxers and crawled into bed between Crystina and Bill. They didn't dare let her on the edges and risk having her smash the Gibson to pieces. Taylor fell asleep within minutes followed by Crystina and then Bill. Today had been a long, hard day.
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Ch. 7
Tom seemed to be having a good time at Amanda's house. Her mother was away for the week, her dad lived in a different city, so no worries about them barging in at anytime. Yeah, he still really wanted Taylor, that he couldn't deny, but she didn't like him, not like that anyway. So he ran to his cheating whore of an ex. And as he fucked her that night, he was just imagining it was Taylor hopping up and down on his length instead of Amanda. This got him in trouble.
"Tom, I've missed this so... so... MUCH!" Amanda moaned as she rode him.
"I'm so close... God you're so tight!"
"Oh Tom! Mmm... Tom!"
"Taylor! Taylor! Oh my god UNGH!"
"What the fuck did you just call me?" Amanda stopped moving and let go of the taller boy's dreads as she got off of him.
"I said Amanda. Come back over here. What? Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Because you didn't say MY name. You said Taylor! Get the fuck out my house you sorry ass."
"Whatever Amanda, you're still a slut anyway! Bye!" With that said Tom got his clothes on and grabbed the keys off the counter and went home.
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Taylor woke up multiple times that night, mostly because she had either Bill or Crystina elbowing her in the head or ribs. She was more calm now, still upset, but calm, and snuck carefully out of the bed to go sleep in Tom's room.
He won't be home tonight, so it's okay right? she thought. She was still contemplating fucking up that Gibson, but decided against it knowing she would regret it later. She trudged to the older twin's room and crawled under his covers. She found herself able to fall asleep within minutes under the thick blankets that smelled of laundry and Tom.
Tom parked the black Escalade and quietly unlocked the door, stepping inside as quietly as possible as to not wake anyone up. He tip-toed up the stairs and peeked in Bill's room to see him and Crystina sleeping, arms wrapped around each other, most likely by accident. Tom walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on, thankful that it wasn't loud, and got undressed. After washing his body and ridding the smell of ex-whore, he decided to finish himself off, since she so abruptly kicked him out. He wrapped a caloused hand around his hard, wet cock and begin slowly stroking it. He knew it was going to be a quicky as soon as he started fisting his cock harder, and within minutes he was covered in come and water. He washed his body once more and got out the shower, walking to his room in nothing but a towel. The dread locked boy silently walked to his dresser, pulled out a pair of clean blue boxers, and slipped them on. He wasn't that tired, so he turned on the small lamp on his desk and got his guitar from the wall. He sat down in the chair and began strumming random tunes when he heard something move on his bed. Tom had been completely oblivious to the fact someone else was in his room.
"Who's in my bed?" he asked getting up from the chair and walking to the bed, guitar still in hand. He set the guitar down and sat on the bed, recognizing the dyed black hair immediately as she turned over to look at the boy and jumped up surprised.
"Tom?! What are you doing here?!"
"Last time I checked, this was my house Taylor. Question is what the hell are you doing in my bed?"
"Oh... I was asleep in Bill's bed with him and Crystina, but they kept hitting me in their sleep so I came in here." Tom just looked at her, he didn't know what to say or do, but he noticed a small cut just below her ear where Amanda had scratched her hours before. She looked down and got out of bed, ready to go back to Bill's room and put up with the two friends nudging her accidentally.
"Sit..." Tom said softly. She gave him a confused look and sat in the chair at his desk. "No Taylor... come sit by me. We have to talk." The blonde patted the bed next to him and she got up again and sat on the bed.
"What you said really hurt Kaulitz. It really fucking hurt." Taylor's head was resting on her hands and she was looking at anything but Tom.
"I know. But you hurt me too Germaine... I tried telling you how much I liked you, but you never believe me!"
"Why should I? Especially after going back to that plastic surgery slut. How can I even think you wa-" Tom cut her off.
"I went back to her to try and forget you Taylor! Don't you see that?" he said taking the girl's face away from her hands, only to place them in his own, "But I couldn't, the whole time I was with her... I could only think of you! I know you don't want to hear this, but when I left with her, I had sex with her too at her house, but I could only think of you. And you know what else? Instead of saying her name... I said yours. Then she kicked me out, and I came back here."
They stared at each other, lost in each other's eyes and their own thoughts.
"Maybe... maybe we can work this out? Over the next few weeks?" Taylor said. She couldn't comprehend why she wanted this tall arrogant boy, but she did. "And also... I'm sorry I turned you down. I just... I just don't know if it would work between us. We're so different Tom. So so different."
"Haven't you ever heard opposites attract?"
"We are beyond opposite Tom Kaulitz. We're more like lions and antelopes... we kill each other and are never made to get along."
"Maybe it's time that changed. At least give it a shot?" Taylor fell back on the bed and huffed out a sigh. Her head was saying go for it, her heart was saying wait. As the battle between mind and heart was going on, she felt a warm salty tear fall down her cheek, followed by another, and another.
"Tay... Taylor, don't cry. It's okay don't cry. Shhh." Tom whispered as he lifted the girl up into a gentle hug.
"But Tom! I can't! I'm so scared of doing things when I don't know what's going to happen. I have to be in control of it. If I'm not... I go crazy."
"That's half the fun, not knowing what's going to happen. And you're going to have me here. I won't let anything happen. Please Taylor?" Tom gave her a pleading look. He didn't know why he wanted her so bad either. He wanted to protect her, comfort her, be everything she wanted him to be and more.
She thought about it, and looked into his deep chocolate brown eyes. "I'll do it... but I swear to God Tom if I get hurt by this your dead." Tom let out a small laugh and looked at Taylor.
"Everything will be okay. I promise." With that, he grabbed her hand, and with his free hand, softly wiped away her remaining tears. He kissed her silk like lips tamely and they laid down together, his arm around her waste as he suffused them in the giant blankets, and drifted off to sleep; if only for a few hours.
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Bill was the first one up that morning. He looked over and noticed he was inches away from Crystina's face. His cheeks went pink and he shook her lightly to get her up from school.
"Good morning, Bill," Crystina groaned tiredly.
"Morning," he laughed. "Hey. Where did Taylor go? Wasn't she in here with us?"
"Yeah. Maybe she's downstairs? Or... THE GUITAR!" They both jumped out of bed and ran to Tom's room, only to find the two of them snuggled tightly against one another.
"Aww," they said in unison.
"Tom, Taylor, get up. It's time to get dressed," Crystina said. Bill pulled Crystina over to him.
"There's only one sure way to wake them up."
"How's that?"
"Jump on them of course!" Bill gave a cheeky grin and looked over at the bed ready to charge. "3..."
"2..."
"1!" The last number was said in unison, and the two ran as fast as they could and jumped on the two sleeping teenagers. Bill landing on Taylor, and Crystina plopping on Tom.
The half naked dread locked boy was screaming profanities and the green eyed girl was trying to push Bill off of her, yelling all the while. Once they got off, Bill and Crystina collapsed on the floor in laughter and the other two could only look at them like they had gone mental.
"That was the worst wake up call ever," Taylor whined as she sat up against the headboard.
"I've had worse," Tom said, "Thanks to my little brother here."
Bill gave another cheeky smile and Crystina looked over at Tom. "You two are twins? How are you the older one?" Crystina was oblivious to things like this.
"I was born 10 minutes before he was," the blonde boy said.
"Yeah, I take more time because I'm precious," Bill said in a little voice that made the other three teens giggle.
"Mhm, you're precious Bill, but come on we have to get dressed," said Crystina and she pulled Bill into his own room.
Tom flopped back down on the bed and stole a glance at Taylor. Her hair was messy, her eyes were a bit puffy from sleep, but to Tom, she still looked adorable.
"Good morning," he whispered and raised himself up.
"If you call being pulled from sleep by your brother's body attacking me then yeah, good morning."
They both laughed and got out of bed. Tom stole a kiss on her cheek and she ran off to shower. Crystina had placed one of Bill's shirts and a pair of his jeans in there and she got dressed. She didn't bother messing with her hair, just threw it in the clip she usually wore and walked out.
Twenty minutes later, everyone was ready for school. It would have been longer, but Tom convinced Bill not to do the lion's mane today or they would all be late. Taylor sat up front with Tom while Bill and Crystina were stuck in the back seat, whispering to each other over the blare of hip hop music about why the other two weren't fighting. Instead, they were holding hands.
"I don't know. I didn't even hear Tom come home last night," Bill whispered.
"Maybe he came home and they talked it out?"
"No idea. Tom's been really weird lately because of her, I wonder if she finally agreed?"
"Dunno, I guess we'll see today right?"
"Yeah."
"Okay, everyone out," Tom said parking the car and shutting off the ignition. The backseat occupants jumped out followed by Taylor and Tom. Tom was playing the gentleman roll today, helping Taylor get her backpack, arm around the waist, etc, etc. For once Taylor didn't mind it. She didn't mind the stares she was getting from everyone in school. They were all just curious she assumed. Tom actually went to class today, well, the ones he had with Taylor. This shocked Mr. Crawford as the two walked in class hand in hand and sat next to each other. Tom didn't even make a wise crack when Mr. Crawford asked him why he decided to come.
"It's time for a change is all," the thug boy said and he smiled to Taylor who was taking notes and blushing every time Tom looked at her.
Tom was changing, not only for Taylor, but for himself. She was just the extra kick in the ass he needed to get started.
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Let's make things better?
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September 19, 2008, 03:42:pm
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So as some of you know, I now have my own place away from my parents and anything else distracting though they still live close by.
I have every thing moved in and I am now getting a job and going back to school.
Today I called my aunt to give her updates, and she cried tears of joy at my accomplishments at the tender age of 17.
Her tears caused a few to leak from my own eyes due to the fact that I never realized how many people I had standing behind me in my pursuits.
Those that don't stand behind me can pack their shit and walk out of my life.
I realized I have more potential then I initially thought.
I came to this conclusion:
Don't ever let anyone tell you that you are worthless, scum, never going to amount to anything, etc.
Never let them say you will never do something.
If they do say something along those lines, prove them wrong.
Amount to everything you wanna be and break through every barrier standing in your way.
One day I will be on a stage in a stadium full of millions of people, and I'm going to look back at every person that said I couldn't do it, and I'm going to smile.
I have a strong outlook and so much potential that no one will ever take away from me.
Zerlegen wir diese Wände zusammen
Mood: Motivated
Music: Monsun o Koete- Tokio Hotel
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Ellen and I come up with odd things.
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September 12, 2008, 03:18:am
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[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
And farting baby dinosaurs. *Glares at the Raptor*
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-looks at raptor oddly- well hiiii... mr... raptor? O_O
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
dont eat me O_O
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
*Smacks it on the nose and tells it to behave*
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-feeds it cookie-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
CAN WE NAME HIM REGGIE?!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
*Thinks about this* Yes...Reggie is a good name.
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
reggie the raptor. it works
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
Aye that it does. *Kicks the smiling fetus behind a rock and looks innocent* Uh...that one was...an experiment.
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-burps up bunny- BUGS! THERE YOU ARE! ... you look a bit deformed now though...
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Stares at it, then gives it the remainder of the defiled baby octopus- Here...a present.
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-watches him devour it-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
A carnivorous bunny. Well...I never thought that would happen.
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
he's a... special... bunny... O.O
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
*Vomits blood and rotting mars carcasses on the bunnies feet*
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
woops
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-pokes bunny's missing eye- dunno how he lost that... reggie?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
where did he go?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-stares at tail inside bunny's mouth- oh... i think reggie has been eaten
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks wide eyed at the bunny- oh dear... -picks up the bamboo stick and beats the bunny- You spit out Reggie!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-watches Reggie pop out of the tiny bunny wide eyed- I sometimes have feelings that this bunny is part snake. -thumps bunny on nose-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Glares at the bunny- Rude bunny... -Pats Reggie on the head and feeds him a chicken fetus-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Yes, he's very rude. I think that's why I ate him. -eats bunny again-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Laughs and points at your tummy- I see the bunnys foot poking out your belly button! -Throws a jam donut and the escaping chicken fetus- Oh sheeeeet....-Sniffs- I smell something not nice...
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-looks around- Possibly from that giant elephant over there in the corner?
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-blinks at the elephant- oh my! when did he get there -ducks under the large possum egg and hides-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
I have noooo idea... but I think him and Reggie are friends! Look at how they're... no... wait... nevermind... -stares at dismembered elephant-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-pokes the elephant with a toe- Y'know..I might be imagining things...but I think that elephant is dead.
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-grabs chopstick and pokes the elephant's chest- Yeah, I think so.
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
Lol good idea. -Takes a chopstick and stabs the elephants eyes, then slingshots them at the rabbit foot sticking out your tummy- stupid bunny.
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Hey, that was my belly! -looks down at rabbit foot outside of belly and points at it- You're going to have to come out of there sooner or later... -gags and pukes- Oh there you are. It's off to the zoo with your deranged ass.
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
More like the asylum. -Watches men in white jackets roll up-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-waves idiotically- BYE BUGS BUNNY!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks bored and decides to roll in the elephant leftovers-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-stares at you with a raised eyebrow- now you smell like blood and dung
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-sniffs herself- oh yeah...didnt think of that. -picks up the elephants trunk and puts a hose in and uses it to shower-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-shrugs shoulders- it happens. -joins Ellen under trunk shower-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-trips and falls as a baby elephant comes out the shower-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-thumps baby elephant on the nose- BAD BABY! You made Ellen fall! -helps Ellen up-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Thanks Brandy- Wow what a nasty little elephant! -looks around for something to beat it with-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
You're welcome Ellen. -finds water gun on the wall and gets it down- Will this work?
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Looks at it- Maybe...if we put something other then water in it...maybe radioactive acid?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Yes, radioactive acid will do nicely... and jam... jam must be shoved in his eyes.
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks bored and decides to roll in the elephant leftovers-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-stares at you with a raised eyebrow- now you smell like blood and dung
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-sniffs herself- oh yeah...didnt think of that. -picks up the elephants trunk and puts a hose in and uses it to shower-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-shrugs shoulders- it happens. -joins Ellen under trunk shower-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-trips and falls as a baby elephant comes out the shower-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-thumps baby elephant on the nose- BAD BABY! You made Ellen fall! -helps Ellen up-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Thanks Brandy- Wow what a nasty little elephant! -looks around for something to beat it with-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
You're welcome Ellen. -finds water gun on the wall and gets it down- Will this work?
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Looks at it- Maybe...if we put something other then water in it...maybe radioactive acid?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Yes, radioactive acid will do nicely... and jam... jam must be shoved in his eyes.
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Shifty eyes- Blueberry jam?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-Thinks- Mhm
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-Pours radioactive acid in to the gun- Hope the plastic can handle it!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Me too! -watches carefully- Maybe you should have worn gloves, aye?
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-drops the gun and runs away- ITS GUNNA BLOOOOOOW!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-runs for cover under Reggie-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-hides behind the possum egg again-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-watches explosion-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
*Coughs up a sperm whale*
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-points and laughs- LOOK! IT'S WIGGLING! HAHA!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-kicks it towards the possum egg- IMPREGNATE!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
I don't think it's gonna work Ellen
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
IT WILL DAMNIT
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Let's see -sits down on alligator and waits-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-sits with you and watches-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
This may take awhile -sighs and juggles platypuses-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-glares- that ones a duck -points at platypus
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Is it? -looks- oh, it looked like a platypus. -tosses them aside and pulls out 4 ducks and a goose- Let's play duck duck goose. We can ironically select a duck to be the goose.
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-cackles insanely and puts them in a circle-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-giggles- I'll go first -walks around circle- duck... duck... duck... duck... duck... -thumps you on the head- GOOSE!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks stunned and then stands up, trips over a duck, beheads the goose and throws it at you-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-gawks at bloody goose head and giggles- Well, here's dinner. Hey look at the possum egg, its moving!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-spins around and stares at it- holy sheeet it worked!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-looks amazing- I wonder what it will look like! Half possum half whale... LET'S CRACK IT OPEN AND SEE! -grabs two ducks- We can use these!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-splints a duck so its neck is dead straight and hold it up like a golf club-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-tears off duck's head and uses its beak like a hammer and starts beating egg-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks stunned- its like a super egg
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Yeah, we're going to need something stronger than feeble ducks. -looks around- Hmm... Jack hammer? Or chainsaw?
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
.... chainsaw!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
Okay, I'll take the jack hammer!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-starts up and starts breaking egg-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks around-...hey...where did the sperm whale go...and where is reggie?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-looks around the room- ...I'm not sure...
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-walks around the egg- uh oh they are gone
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-peeks around egg- maybe they went for rapter/whale sex?
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-looks uber scared, and starts up a chainsaw again- there will be no rapthales in this place!
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-cackles loudly- rapthales? RAPTHALES?! BAHAHAHA!
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
-tilts head to one side- yes...rapthales...or...whaltors....
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
rapthales, for sure. -looks over shoulder at egg- maybe we should get back to that? -points-
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
yes.... -returns to hacking at the egg, keeping an eye out for the rapthales.-burps and watches a sparrow fly away from her mouth-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
-laughs at random sparrow-
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
i want to name him Jack
[♥] Ellie Faggotory [♥] - I never believed the Devil was real. But God couldn't make some one as filthy as you. says:
can i put a bandanna on him?
Stix Spaztic [[Shun the non-believer. SHUNNNN!!!!]] says:
yes!
Mood: Deranged
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