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-Mutilation-'s Journal
wow today was worse then i ever would have imagined
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random thoughts
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November 27, 2008, 02:17:am
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Plastic Memories
You Walk Into a Room
You Fall Straight Into my Arms
Like a Fallen angel from Heaven
I Am Blessed while you are around...
Lifted Up From Hell and Heaven Becomes my Home..
Inside your Arms I Rest..and Everything Is Perfect..
But When you Walk Away...
I Shed my Wings and My Body Starts to Burn
As I Fall back down to Hell...and all I have is Memories..
This Pain I feel is like no other..
As If my Heart was Shattered
And the Peices have Dissolved..
I Hope for Your Return
A Second Chance to Claim My Wings
And Float Above to where I feel Safe
Floating in your Arms
My Heaven.
But I do not Deserve you..
My Wings are Fake, But you make them seem so real..
I cannot Stop to think how you make me feel at Home..
But Inside I know you are Perfect
And these Wings Will Never be Real...
But Love Gets in the Way..and My Horns Burn Away
My Wings Sprout and I find my Home in your Arms again
And I Realise...That My Hell is Just Plastic Memories
Locked up in my Plastic Heart.
Just Memories of How Life Used to Be...
Mood: thoughtful
Music: lord abortion- cradle of filth
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quizzle kids
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November 27, 2008, 01:19:am
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes: The
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Mood: odd
Music: none
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rant??
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November 26, 2008, 10:17:am
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well its 1am,
im grumpy,
feeling crap...
also feeling slighty ignored,
waiting for sunday to hurry up and get here so i can get the fuck outta here.
kinda dreading going back but this need to be sorted and im the only one that can do it.
so here i come perth kiddies...look out.
Mood: depressed
Music: none
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ultrasound pics
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October 18, 2008, 05:08:am
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my alien kiddie  
Mood: eh
Music: none
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who the fuck are half of you to judge me?
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October 14, 2008, 04:16:am
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right you know what im sick of all the shit talk being thrown around behind my fucking back.
if you have a problem with me or the choices i make seriously fucking say so dont go round saying it behind my back its fucking low and down right pathetic.
grow up, yes im 18 and pregnant and if i didnt think i would be able to look after or handle a baby i wouldnt be having it or i would have another adopt it.
seriously and there is a few people that seems to think that jake isnt the dad and have been saying that behind my back too seriously im not low enough to fucking lie to a person about something as big as this and if you stillhave doubts hey throw a DNA test my way i'll fucking prove its his i have nothing to hide.
the point of this rant is to get most of you the fuck off my back seriously this shit is getting old grow up and toy with your own life not mine cos mine is already fucked enough.
Mood: fucking pissed the fuck off
Music: none
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