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-Lost_Cause-'s Journal
This Is... the story of a girl.
Close My Eyes... Let The Whole Thing Pass Me By.
There Is No Time To Waste Asking Why, I'll Run Away With You By My Side.
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Visit to the doctors.
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November 01, 2008, 03:43:pm
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So how about I went to the doctor's today. I still go to a children's doctor, and they questioned me, and researched me? Then said they couldn't find out the problem with my hips, (I have bad hips). So they made me go to the hospital, for x-rays and blood work. I hate needles... and I hate blood. x-x; First I got my blood work done, what a trip. The first nurse missed twice, and made me get really lightheaded. Then I started losing my hearing, how.. I don't know. Then I passed out. After I woke up, there was another nurse who was talking to me, as I gained consciousness. She asked me when the last time I ate was, and I told her yesturday morning. At this point she began freaking out about how I'm annorexic and how I need to eat. So she went off to get me orange juice, while I'm still too weak to lift my head from the table. o.O; So when I got my strength back, she took me to another room and made me lay down on some bed. This is where she tried again, after the fourth time all together of missing my veins, ect, they didn't even get a drop of blood. -.-' But on the 5th try, we got it. and now my arm is swelled like a balloon and is completely lack and blue... For my x - rays... they were alright regardless of the cold hard bed I had to lay on. x-x;;
Later today I was supposed to go to a Halloween party, but plans changed, and I'm going to stay the night at Dean's since my work gave me the day off, then just go to work in the morning. It's been a long day. =[
Mood: Exhausted.
Music: Don't Trust Me - 3oh!3
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Anniversary.
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October 28, 2008, 11:48:am
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3 Year Anniversary
Today is the day of my one year anniversary with my boyfriend Dean. I'm so excited! We're going out for dinner, then the movies, and I made him a scrapbook of us. ^_^ I can't wait to see him!
Mood: kjdgldsjg HAPPYYYYY. =DDDD
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Thursday's goodbye.
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October 16, 2008, 07:03:pm
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A single Thursday, the loneliest day of the week.
A single goodbye, the saddest time of the day.
A single heartbeat, sinking deep down within' the chest.
A single tear, flowing down the flesh of your cheek.
Fuck the hell hole I work in.
Fuck losing 2 of my closest friends I have as a family.
Fuck this feeling my heart beholds.
and fuck the tease I released to the world.
A new world has been born.
Let it be unleashed
Into the firey pits of this thing I thought I had a grip on
That we like to call "life."
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voice comments?
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October 15, 2008, 08:52:pm
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leave me a voice comment lovies!
and you should get one, so i can leave you one back! =]]
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I hate this...
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September 26, 2008, 06:45:pm
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I hate growing up.
I hate it.
I don't want to graduate.
I don't want to lose my friends.
I don't want to leave school.
I don't I don't I don't.
My best friend just got accepted into a college....
I don't know what to do.
I'm going to be here afterI graduate...
and she's not.
I'm never going to see her again after I graduate.
I can't bare with the thought,
of loosing the cloest friend I ever had in my life.
I feel like....
shit.
Like, I'm crying mad hard,
so if seem of,
please, please please....
don't take it personally...
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