Where fears are confronted, challenged, and overcome.
Another season's end
April 13, 2013, 04:23:am
Woefully the water lilies sigh, petals drifting in the cold sharpening water.
The moon takes one last look at its splendorous night before crawling beneath the mountain, yearning for the next night that the dreary waters will glisten with life.
In trails amidst the leaves in Ruska, I will meet her.
[Alright everyone so my new job has offered me a job as a tester in [Pennsylvania.
[Realistically I wanted to stay here until [I was more secure and my finances weren't so [lackluster but they said they will be paying for housing as well as transportation until I get up on my [feet.
Seeing as everything that has happened [over the last few months has destroyed my savings accounts I think I am [obligated to take them up on their offer.
The part that has be a bit frantic and panicked is the date that they want me to go.
I will be shipping out on May 1st.
I asked if there were any [later dates available but they want me on board as soon as possible.
[So I won't have time to see most of you before I ship out and I'm not sure how long I'm going to be gone but I should still be without contacts range so keep in touch
Now that I have everyone's attention I want you to go through this again.
Take note of every letter with a bracket ( [ )next to it and spell it out.
There can be sanctuary found outside of your self imprisonment.
March 15, 2013, 05:58:am
You build walls around your heart, laced with pillows and clouds to keep it from getting broken. Before long, it's too late to see that the heartbreak that you so avidly protected yourself from, will be brought on by your own walls crumbling around you.
You have to understand that the heart is like any other muscle. It can be strained, it can be torn, and most importantly it can be underestimated but, like any other muscle, you must use it for it to become strong. You will get hurt along the road, people will be expecting more or expecting far less, but they are not the ones who control each beat, you are.
If you, yourself, are not willing to let your heart grow, it will soon not be strong enough to beat.
If you, yourself, cannot see your own worth, how can you hope for others to find it?
If you, yourself, continue hiding in the dark...Eventually, people will stop looking for you and you will have but a single person to blame.
Find it, in yourself, to become more.
More than anyone could have possibly expected.
The days that understanding was dismissed are the same days we gave up everything to enjoy life.
Naivety swept over our minds as we succumbed to willful ignorance, in hopes of finding something new.
