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Window in Pandors Box

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February 28, 2013, 08:37:am

Today I sent out a message in a bottle
Just floating in cyberspace
I have no idea if anyone will reply to it but who knows

My passion for having a adversary
fills my mind so much laterly I want to be thrilled
I want to be so captivated I can think of nothing else
I want to be challenge by someone who find me just
As challengeing

I hope someone reads me message & finds me
Mood: Hoping
Music: come into my dreams

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b3d weird little rant

February 24, 2013, 12:33:pm

never been a jernoal person but well its been a weird mouth good and bad so far iv made afew new friends which is awesome got a new laptop which rocks
made plans to go MCM expo (cant wait) need to decide if im complying got even more silent hill goodys yay silent hill is my verison of chocolate lol
bad stuff almost lost my cat im lucky he seems to be getting better, getting back into uni been tuff tho,

one of my new friends is breath taking i cant bleave wer friends they are on a hole other level not many people can make me light up like this me being me will probably upset them & make them regret it they are quite tho & must find me a chatter box, & annoying but i find my self looking for excuses to talk to them,so they must be beyond awesome and sick of me
i hope i get to meet them before they relies im compleately nutter & runs for the hills lol

kurt & me are going to start my ardunio soon building im mega excited i love robtics and im actchly going to be making something robot like.....beyond cool...he got like 1000 awesome pouits for helping me (big mega cuddle) (hun your brilent)
iv got to decide what im going to do after uni so huge cross roads in my life i like the idea of doing a masters degree all depends on my grades plz plz let me get good marks so iv got the choice to do a masters otherwise it be freelacing or panicing that too lol

i need to go out more i get so bord stuck at home i want a challege i need one, i want to be stimulated my brain is rotting
il end up a zombie at this rate oooo and i need a excuse to go to the pictures to see warm bodys or hansel and gretle

so weird lttle rant over

Mood: weird and little

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Life and stuff

February 09, 2013, 08:00:am

so yeah the last weeks have been abit better tho i still dont feel well
i got the most awesome silent hill item ever thanks to kurt (much love)
im very pissed of he spent his loan on it > :-)

silent hill 2 james jacket go me im still not feeling great about my best friend tho i need to stop leting it upset me it really really dose i need to stop careing about people and start seeing it as its not imporent
but i am so happy iv met some new people 1 of which is a silent hil fan so thats instant awesomeness and im going Chinese new year tomorrow hopeful and get to see some of my mates (much love) then its back to the grid stone mmm i wish it would get lighter soon its so cold waiting outside the college for a taxi and it be nice to be able to get the bus again its weird my lifes upside down now
iv got to make so many choices for what happons after may not to mention
go out more im going to start loosening weigh and make more effort i think

Mood: thinking

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Going to hospetal

January 31, 2013, 01:04:pm

Ok so 4 days ago I was melting plastic
And soldering and I breathed some of it in
I started not feeling well and my noise started bleeding every day for 3 days
My noise has been bleeding my stomic has been really up
Set and I'v felt and drowsy I panic last night calling nhs direct
they put me thorght to a nurce and the nurce put me thorght to a
Doctor this morning who told me to go to a.e As plastic is toxic
And is seriously dangerous so I won't lie it's really scary

Mood: Worried

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Looking for new friends

January 28, 2013, 03:51:am

I don't normally make jeronal entry's about
My self but this is something I feel i need to write about

I'm actively looking for new friends
And hopefully a best friend I know it's not as easy
As just say oh I want a knew best friend
it's just the guy I thorght was my best friend
hurt me and moved on with his life without me
In it I never wronged him it wasn't my fort yet
When he messed up and I was hurting he just abanded me
He never called to see if I was ok or really thorght about my
Feeling sadly he never really thorght about how I felt only how
He felt I never really let anyone close to me cos I'v always been hurt I really want a best friend who cares when they've hurt me not about them self but about how I feel
I want a best friend who won't just cast me aside and move on
I guess I found out just how important I really was
So if you want to make a friend and get to know someone who's always got your back who will be there when you cry and are sad And laugh with you when you happy
Send me a message get to know me we mite hit it off

Mood: Sad

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