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March 20, 2013, 11:39:pm

I can swallow all I want,
But I will never find the bottom.
I keep finding all these scars,
But can't remember where I got them.

I don't call myself reckless,
I get called that by society.
If I can have my own world,
Then FUCK your world's sobriety.

Haven't you heard the story
About the grave us fuckups dig?
How we end up on the street,
And pay for our high by sucking dick?

Listen to that fairytale,
Then look me head to fucking toe.
Did your mommy fail to mention
Where the other fuckups go?

You think we have a playground?
We live in a camp, or fuckup zoo?
Turn around in 5th hour,
I sit RIGHT the fuck behind you.

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January 06, 2013, 07:21:am

In front of the mirror,
I fake a smile so well.
How long do I have to stare,
Before I can see myself?

You want a second chance?
Okay, well heres your last shot.
Look me in the eye,
And take your fuckin mask off.

Sometimes I just wish
All the monsters in my head
Would have their own body,
So I could face them in flesh.

I wanna wake the hell up,
But I just don't know how.
Every time I get close,
They push me further down.

They will never leave me,
And I will never see their face.
They said that they love me.
Wait..was it love, or hate?

If you show me the edge,
I promise I'll jump down.
Just uncover my eyes,
I wanna see them hit the ground.

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January 06, 2013, 07:02:am

You are my rose,
Though whither you may,
I see the beauty
In a face thats afraid.

Your eyes are raining,
Your stem cripples down,
I see the beauty
In your whimpering frown.

If I show you sunlight,
Do you promise to bloom?
Not to please myself,
But instead to please you.

Petals or wings,
They're a passionate flame.
You rise up from the earth,
You rise up from your pain.

Your immaculate face
Is turned to the sky,
I see the sunlight
Reflected in your eyes.

Love has me blinded,
But I have the best view.
For I've seen you whither,
And I've seen you bloom.

In you I see beauty,
In you I see pride.
If you look under your scars,
You'll find peace inside.

When your season has faded,
And winter has come,
I'll see the beauty
In whatever you become.

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January 06, 2013, 06:56:am

Give life to this body.
Give movement to this blood.
Give me handfuls of poison
So I can flood it with drugs.

Show me something thats out of reach,
Arouse my deepest desires.
If I can't touch it as I am,
I'll just get higher and higher.

The needles are dirty,
But not as much as the past.
The memories stay forever,
And the high never lasts.

"How you live is how you die",
Thats what I used to say.
But now I only live,
To die another day.

If I could go back,
I would never erase it.
Because the only time I'm useful,
Is when I'm getting wasted.

I could try to hide it,
The scars and the stains,
But would that make me beautiful?
Would that make me sane?

I've kept my eyes open,
Yet I've never seen the sun;
But I can see the stars
Down the barrel of this gun.

"How you live is how you die"
Thats what I used to say.
But now I only live,
To die another day.

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