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you know i wonder...

July 09, 2012, 11:58:pm

i wonder how many people that know me know that ive been living with depression. i wonder how many people know that ive witnessed one of my good friends shoot himself. i wonder how many of those people know i tried to kill myself that same day. i bet you dont know that for the past 6 months ive thought about killing myself EVERY DAY. and i know people are gonna tell me that "killing yourself is selfish" or "thats not the answer" well you know what.. yeah its selfish. i can see that point. but as for its not the answer.. since when was suicide a question?? when it comes to depression suicide has and always be just an option. it may not be the best one.. but it is one. as im writing this im trying to fight back the tears. im trying to fight back the urge to pick up a razor and cut. i wonder how many people know i used to cut.
Mood: depressed
Music: Marianas Trench - Alibis

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