It's weird second proper relationship...and I love this guy to pieces I've never felt so chilled and relaxed about a relationship before. This is completely different to how me and my ex dated. This guy be it 5 and a bit years older than me act sully makes me feel wanted. I can be myself around him and he loves me for who I am I love going to sleep smiling and waking up smiling I always look forward to receiving a text from him. Yeah it's a kinda long distance relationship but we are coping with it far more than me And my ex did and he only lives 20minutes away.
This guy I'm seeing now is from wrestling he is just wonderful <3 Mood: <3
The truth is everyone is going to hurt you when you let your guard down. It's just a case of being stronger accepting and moving on. Keep smiling and doing the things you love until you find that one who won't hurt you as much and makes the pain worth suffering for. I'm used to it now being lead on is starting to get old. Mood: Meh.
Well turns out that girl I had fallen for is now back I contact with me yes via Facebook, but we are back in contact. =^.^= she makes me extremely happy and I am glad that I have no strings attached or feel as if I can't talk to her. I am being myself and happy within myself to feel safe enough and happy to talk to her.
She is beautiful and stunning lets see wht the future beholds for myself. <3 Mood: HAPPY