So for a few months now I was saving up for a trip to nova scotia to visit a friend who i liked and she liked me back we even planned to have a date when i was down there but today she says she doesnt like me doesnt want me in her life and doesnt want me to visit her so heres my question. What should I spend the money i saved up for the trip on?
So 13 years ago now I moved to the shit hole I currently live in, at the time I was 10 just starting grade 5 and i lost all the friends I had from my old school I guess that was the first crack. I had a hard time making friends but I made 2 for a time. Two years later I get held back I think thats when I finally broke it caused me to lose my only two friends in school and I started to get bullied a lot. At home, my life wasnt much better I got blamed for everything and when my parents separated it just got worse. A few years after that my mom says "I can't handle you." and kicks me out to live with my dad. In my grade 12 year I met a girl I thought she was the one, I was so happy with her but turns out she was cheating on me. After that I truged through the worst girls I could find. After highschool I was hoping it would get better I could live my dream of joining the army and get away from all this, but my family had other plans they guilted me out of it and my mom had me start on some bullshit internet college for computer graphic design, and they screwed me over so I quit it. Now 13 years later no friends except a scant few online, no self esteem or self worth, and unable to find a girl who can "handle" me. So if you've read this far I guess thats it, those are my thoughts on Jan/15/13 and now you know some more about me. Aaron Royce Unruh (Demon_Fox).
So I'm thinking of making a Khorne lord armour set cosplay but I know I'm going to need help because I'll want every detail perfect or close to perfect so does anyone nearby think they could help I need someone who can sew someone who can do moulding I can paint it myself and i could pay a bit for your help so if anyone can help i would really appreciate it. Mood: creative Music: none
Why is it whenever I need someone to talk to no one is there to talk to but when people i know need someone to talk to they expect me to be there for them even thought they are never there for me? Mood: blah