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No friends.... February 28, 2013, 09:31:pm
I havent been online here in over a month. Ive been fighting (& losing) with my depression.
My husband said, You always used to talk about vampirefreaks, why dont you log on, Im sure someone missed you.....nope, he was wrong 30+ friends and not one sent me a message to see if I was even still alive....
Mood: depressed,sad, alone
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Feel like Shit September 10, 2012, 05:36:am
So I just went off on Tony again... nothing new
I try so hard not to be a bitch to him, but I feel like nothing gets done unless Im a bitch about it.
Nothing gets done the first time I ask for anything. Hell, half the time it doesnt get done period.

I just dont know what to do anymore....
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Bella had Pupps September 07, 2012, 07:58:am
Bella, our Olde English Bulldogge had 11 puppies yesterday.

Sept 6th 2012

3:30 pm
*First puppy born-black male

4:15 pm
*2nd puppy- Chocolate female

5:56 pm
* 6 puppies so far ! ( chocolate with markings, black with markings, black & chocolate)

7:38 pm
*7 puppies! (black one)


8:11 pm
* 9 puppies!!!
- black with white markings male
-Chocolate male
-Chocolate femle
-black female
-chocolate with white markings male
-black male
-black male
-chocolate female (runt)
-black with markings male

9:00 pm
*black puppy (havent checked sex yet)

9:43
*Chocolate puppy (havent checked sex)

11 puppies

***Final Count***
*Chocolate female
*Black with white markings male
*Chocolate female
*Chocolate female
*Black male
*Black male
*black female
*Black female
*Chocolate female
*Chocolate with white markings male
*Black with white markings male

* 6 Males
* 5 Females


Mood: excited
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Close.. September 07, 2012, 07:54:am


So Im in this wonderful cult called Close, its amazing, I feel like I can be me there. Im not judged,etc.
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So now Im the bad guy.... :( September 06, 2012, 01:01:am
Ive been fostering 2 pitbulls for a rescue group for several months now.
Im suppose to have surgery on my arm and Im suppose to "take it easy" for a week.
Well since my husband isnt an animal love like me, I thought it would be best to spread the animals out for the week I wouldnt be able to care for them.
I found someone who claimed to have already foster for one of the harder groups to foster for. I didnt have a reason not to beleive her, so I passed her info on to someone in charge of thegroup of I was fostering for.
Well the girl sent me a message and said she was cleared to foster. They moved my sugery date up, so I thought everything was fallin into place.
We met sat to exchange the dogs. When I met her, she looked under 18, but her dad was with her, so I assumed he did the app or whatever.
I explained that even though I was fostering for the recue, I was paying out of pocket for the food,etc so I didnt have any to send with her. She sai that was fine.

Well yesterday I got lots of mesages asking why I dumped the dogs off on this girl with no food,etc.
The girl sent me ONE message saying the dogs werent working out. I was in the hospital so I couldnt go get the dogs. I gave them the number to the rescue and tat was the last I heard.
Turns out the girl dumped the dogs a boarding :-(


I know Im to blame fo NOT checking with the lady in charge, but I didnt think to email her myself. Usually te matter of fostering,etc is between the head of the rescue and the person wanting to foster.

Well now my name is being spread all over facebook saying all kind of crap.

This is the first year Ive ever fostered for a group and this is the last time. I never had this much problems when I did it on my own. I only started bcouse the group pulled a dog and the fosterer backed out, so they had no where to go with the dog, I stepped in and have been helping ever since.


Mood: depressed
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