I like to have my own space,I dont like to be alone but at the same time I dont wanna always be around ppl. No matter how many ppl you cram into your lives you can still feel empty,like its missing something..or in my case annoyed...im very easily annoyed.

And I like when I dont feel the need to question things,or when I do actually find the answers.I spend too much time over analyzing things to just take them for what they are.Its a nice feeling to sometimes be in so much awe asking why doesnt even come into it...to finally be certain of something and stop wondering what if...for some one whose mind is forever poluted with unanswerable questions I think its one of the greatest feelings in the world ...shame nothing lasts forever.

But mostly I like to feel Im needed,that I have a purpose...I wanna know that I can make at least one person happy...then maybe my life wouldnt have been a complete waste of efforts when the time to say goodbye arrives

Well there are many....
I hate how the male of the species always have to try making a relationship sexual... ok girls can too but in my life all the people I considered friends have turned into such perverts over this last year and its annoying as hell.
I hate people who cheat on their partners...I've done it for all the wrong reasons and I felt like complete shit...I dont see how it wouldnt be fucking their own heads up.... stick with honesty.
If your sleeping about it aint love you feel for the poor guy/gal ya cheating on.If you loved em you'd not do somethin like that to them

Ooooo! Trivial annoyance ( just cause I do infact realise how much of a downer my profile can be)
I hate food thats been left (even in the fridge/freezer) for more then 2days.I'm always gettin in trouble for throwin food out cause it wasnt fresh.I'm very picky about what I eat .... suprised I'm fat Im very much a compulsive obsessive about it all, it isnt fear of food posioning or anythin... but the thought of eating old food makes me sick....easier to avoid it ^_^

I hate how ya can smoke handrolled cigs for like 10year and not a single nicotine stain...yet ya smoke real cigs for 2 month n ya fingers turn yellow

and this ones a biggy I HATE people who look down on smokers.
If you drive and hate smokers seriously think about it.... we're killin ourselves sure , but we're just making sure we do it before your car fumes do it for us.
With the rate of fuel emmissions we breathe in daily, and increasing NO ONE has a right to bitch about smokers being in their proximity.I'd rather smoke n kill myself then drive about everywhere n kill off the rest of humanity.

Adema , As I Lay Dying , After Forever , Anata , Annihalator , Anathame, Atreyu , Angel Corpse , Arch Enemy , Atomic Opera , Azrael's Bane , A Life Once Lost , Akercocke , Apoptygma Berzerk , Abandon , AKO , Alexisonfire , A Bloody Massacre,Anemic , Ash , All American Rejects , Arch Enemy ,And All Hope Fails, Alice Cooper , Apocolyptica , Anthrax , Angra , Avenged Sevenfold , Auf De Mer , Annal Nakarath , AFI , Atomic Opera , A Perfect Circle , Anthrax , Billy Idol , Blood Red Angel , Bayside , Bleeding Through , Ben Folds Five , Billy Talent , Bad Religion , Badly Drawn Boy , Beecher , Beyond All Reason , Break The Silence , Breaking Benjamin , Bonnie Tyler , Brides Of Destruction , Black Label Society , Black Sabbath , Blood Has Been Shed , Blue October , Collective Soul ,Cradle Of Filth , Concrete Blonde , Chevelle , Curl Up And Die , Cold , Children Of Bodom , Crossfade ,Creed ,Cave In , Choking Victim , Cult Of Luna , Combichrist , Disturbed , Drowning Pool , Dissector & Rabid , Death Angel , Dream Evil ,Dead Poets , Decapitated , Devil Sold His Soul , Dry Kill Logic , Deicide , Dismember , Devildriver , Distorted Reality , Disiplin , Endo , Emery , Engerica , Everytime I Die , Eve 6 , Finch , Fallen Angel , Finger Eleven , Faith No More , Further Seems Forever , Fuel , Fear Before The March Of Flames , Five Iron Frenzy , Frantic Bleep , Godsmack , God Forbid ,Grave Digger , Glassjaw , Hypocrisy , Himsa , He Is Legend , Head-on , Hate Eternal , Hidden In Plain View , Hiding Place , Iron Maiden , Iced Earth , Ill Nino , InMe , Inkubus Sukkubus Jimmy Eat World , Jack Off Jill , Kidneythieves , Kittie , King Crimson , Lacuna Coil , Lamb Of God , London After Midnight , Lost Prophets , Lost Soul , Leftsidebrain , Lunaris , Locus Of Control , Mudvayne , Morbid Angel , My Dying Bride , My Ruin , Most Precious Blood , Man Must Die, Minus , Mnemic , Minor Threat , Monster Magnet , Mortiis , Motley Crue , Massacration , Mindly Rotten , My Chemical Romance , Michael Barnes , Necrophagia , Negative Creed , Nightwish , Nine Days To No One , Norther , Obituary , Opeth , Papa Roach , Poison , Poison The Well , Primal Fear , Project 86 , Puddle Of Mudd , Panic!At The Disco , Reliant K , Rage Against The Machines , Rise Against , Rachel Stamp , Rancid , Razorwire , Red Tape , Refused , Reflux , Requiem For A Dream , Razed In Black , Seether , Switchblade Symphony , Story Of The Year , Saves The Day , Sense Field , Senses Fail , Shattersphere , Skinny Puppy , Skinlab , Soil , Soulfly , Septula , Smashing Pumpkins , Society 1 , Still Remains , Strata , Sublime , System Of A Down , Suicide Machines , Smile Empty Soul , Suffocation , Sisters Of Mercy , Sevendust , Shadow Keep , Scary Kids Scaring Kids , Trapt , The Butterfly Effect , Trivium , Tool , The Agony Scene , Trapping The Vein , Taking Back Sunday , The Agony Scene , The Bronx , The Beautiful Mistake ,The Fray , The Dillenger Escape plan , The Early November, The Feeling ,The Kooks , The Haunted , Twisted Sister , Twin Zero , The Bleed , The Birthday Masacre , Theatres Des Vampires , Theater Of Tragedy , Trapt , Tool, Underoath , With Broken Wings , Wolverine , Watch Them Die ,Yellow Card , Zebrahead , Zeromancer , 3 Doors Down , 36 Crazyfists , 30 Seconds To Mars , 10 Years

As you can probably tell,music is a big part of my life.I have difficulty expressing certain emotions,whether it's to other people,or just sorting the feelings out in my own head. Music is my way of doing this.Everything I listen to holds meaning,it reflects my feelings and thoughts at that moment in time.All one ever as to do to understand me,to know what I'm feeling,what I'm thinking,is to listen to the music I have playing at that time.

This is also why i'll never have a favorite band,so dont ask it hurts my head tryin to decide.I may listen to one band more than others for a week or so,but this is only as that is the band which music reflects my thoughts the most.

"Torn apart at the seams as my dreams turn to tears.Run away find a safe place to hide, it's the best place to be when you're failing life" - Bullet For My Valentine

"Is it wrong to try when hope is gone? Am I? And so at the end we'll see how many wrongs to right...this silence, this suffering.Too many wrongs to right" - The Butterfly Effect

"I need time.My heart is numb,has no feeling.So while I'm still healing just try and have a little patience" - Take That (lame I know)

"Im planning my release.Tonight I'll speak the words I never thought I'd ever have to say to you.Hope it stings you so deeply, for a moment you may see me and I'll leave you there all alone.One more thing that you should know ,I'm never coming home" - Crossfade

"I've had enough,cant take it.This welcome has gone and ive waited long enough to make it,and if your so strong you may aswell just do it alone...and I want you gone" - All American Rejects

"there's too much anger inside me,there's too much scarring when i bleed,there's too much therapy i need, there is no god that i have seen.You try to help,you listen well. You cannot change the way i see." - Smile Empty Soul

"Screaming for some healing.Never felt so empty,and I'm telling you,it's slowly killing me.Bleeding for some meaning, I need to know theres something more to living than this horrible disease" - Smile Empty Soul

"She takes the pills to fall asleep and dreams that she's invisible.Tormented dreams she stays awake,recalls when she was capable" - Jack Off Jill

"Desperate, I will crawl.Waiting for so long.No love, there is no love.Die for anyone.What have I become" - Breaking Benjamin

These are my products of boredom.When I have nothing better to do I try to better myself.The results arent great but the intentions are in the right place.

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