Ok I guess I will play along and pretend anyone actually cares what I have to say. Here goes... I'm not one to hang around people who arent genuine and honest. You know - real people. I dont care to waste my time on people who are afraid to be true to who they are and what they believe in. I love people who speak their mind and arent afraid of what other people think of them. I think the state of the music scene today is sad. Its no longer about the music and belief system. Sadly, most kids are only into getting a mohawk or dressing up in black clothes and stupid make up to get a reaction from those around them. Its not about the latest fashion line at Hot Topic - its about the music and who you are. Its about living your life genuinely - not so you can fit into some cliche from MTV. I guess that is part of growing older and finding out who you truly are within. You find out that most people are just not who you thought they were. You become selective of your friends. It is sad to see what has happened not only music but to society over the past ten years. The scene used to be full of real genuine people and enjoyable. Today - its confused and muttled. Its full of confused kids - and not the angst filled kind who make good music either. I guess every generation goes through that. It used to be disco - now its emo. I never thought I would be walking through the mall or a store and think - what the hell are those kids thinking. Yet I find myself doing just that. It's just not about the music anymore. But hey - who am I to judge anyone? To each his own I guess.
Likes
To start with my personal stuff - I am married. I have been for eight years. He is my world, my light, my life. I cant wait to get old and wrinkly with him. So I am not on this site looking for anything but friends. We have a beautiful daughter names Isabella (3 yrs old) and our latest addition - Sophia. She is almost 6 months old now. They are my entire soul. I never knew you could love something so tiny so much. They are my life. I never understood when parents said that what exactly they meant until I had her. Now - I would never go back to life before. Even though the freedom and nights hanging out at bars was fun - it is nothing compared to them. When you have kids you will understand, until then I will just be another one of those people who talk about their kids. So if that annoys you - move on. I have also always been strangely fascinated with beautiful people. Society worships them as icons and I find them fascinating. Probably some side effect of growing up in America where everything is God but God, where Christianity died a long time ago. I also have a obsessive fascination with serial killers and the disturbed mind - which led me to a BA in Psychology a few years back. Going to be a forensic psychologist as soon as I can afford grad school, which seems further and further away with kids now. Also enjoy going to local shows, there are lots of good venues in Cincy with an ok group of kids. Love body modification and getting ink done. I love writing poetry. I have a huge collection of horror movies that I watch as often as possible. I love all movies though - some favorites include Labyrinth, Legend, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Breakfast Club, Lost Boys, Stand By Me, Cry Baby... too many to list! Love anime and manga as well. Love animals (yeah I know very Miss America). I used to love going out and drinking as much beer as possible, but cant now. I used to love going to bars and people watching. I love experimenting with make up and getting all dressed up like a girl. I am a child of the 80's and will always love it. I LOVE ice cold beer. Nothing is better on a hot day - hell a cold day for that matter. I love 5 hour energey - I might be addicted. I love my dogs - Kali and Buddha and my cat - Azriel. Overall, I am pretty boring. I spend most nights with my husband and babies just hanging out watching movies and chillin'. Its not much of a life to some people but it suits me just fine.
Dislikes
Ok so here goes a social tirade. Most of humanity makes me sick. The ignorance that has run rampid in this country is astonishing. From general society to celebrities, gluttony and average American greed, to the insanity of reality television. Its no wonder the rest of the world hates us. Fuck - if I hear one more stupid 18 year blonde girl on MTV or some other reality show complaining how hard their life is....try living in a tent city in Haiti or as little more than a slave because you are a woman in countless other countries. Shut up - you live in one of the only countries where your bleached blonde ass can complain like that and not get acid thrown in your face. I could go on forever here - if you want to know just ask me.
I dont like most people. Not because I am a bitch, just because I find most people are not in it to be your friend but rather to find a way to use you or get something from you. I dont like spiders. I dont like it when I run out of beer. I dont like summer - I hate being hot and sweaty. I dont like cigarettes - they are stinky. To each his own - just my opinion. I dont like really stupid gothic people that have tons of useless information and think its cool to tell you all the time. I dont like little gothic kids who think it is cool to stare at you in the mall like they are scary, you are at the mall and your Mom is probably waiting to take you back to your suburban house - not scary. In fact - I dont like most kids today - I wont go into that here though - way too long. I don't like people who pretend to be something they are not. (Just be yourself and love who you are - good or bad!) I dont like people who think they are elite - you are not. You are just another human being on this Earth trying to make something of yourself and survive without completely losing your soul or mind. No silly web page makes you better than anyone. No matter how cool your make up is. Strip it off and what do you have over anyone? I dont like people who make fun of other people - it stays with them forever. If you dont belive me - think of a time when you when you were embarrased because someone made fun of you. See - you have one don't you. Hurts doesn't it. Finally- I hate warm beer most of all.
Favorite Music
Mostly old school stuff - love NIN, Skinny Puppy, Android Lust, Sister Machine Gun, Sheep on Drugs, KMFDM, Sisters of Mercy, Front 242, Hansel and Gretyl, Bauhaus, Ministry, Meat Beat Manifesto, Pigface,Pop Will Eat Itself, Tricky, Poe, Tori Amos, The Cure, Traci Lords, Gravity Kills, the Dresden Dolls, the Killers, Jakolope, Johhny Hollow, Jack off Jill, Marilyn Manson, Rob/White Zombie, VooDoo, GWAR, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Morrisey, Siouxee and the Banshees, Boy George and the Culture Club, Electric Hellfire Club, Lords of Acid, Thrill Kill Cult, Switchblade Symphony, Genitortures, and David Bowie. Also love ATB, DJ Rap, DJ Sasha, Paul Oakenfold, Dune, Digweed, AK1200, etc. Love Blood for Blood, Thumb, Hatebreed, Zao, Convergence, Integrity,System of a Down, Sublime, Bob Marley, Social Distortion, Rancid, Ramones, Transplants, Sex Pistols, The Exploited, Black Flag, Anti-Flag, Face to Face, Bad Religion, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies, Goldfinger, Bad Brains, Skankin Pickle, Descendents, Pennywise, NOFX, etc. Listen to lots of different stuff - all the way to Lil Wayne. I think its impossible to list everything here.
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