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Sex: male
Age: 16
Location: Marshmellow Land, , United Kingdom

Member since: June 14, 2005
Account: Free Account

Orientation: Bisexual
Status: In an open relationship
Occupation: medical student

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Latest Journal Entry: a rant for the masses May 27, 2008, 06:33am

Contacting Me

About Me

~~~~~~~~~~ A poem by Kirstilla ~~~~~~~

My one and only Hinairusu.

With soft brown hair,
And hazle eyes,
Hinairusu is his name,
And poetry is his game.

With a tall, slender figure,
That looks like a bean pole,
He stands out in the crowd,
Well above the rest.

His hearts just as warm,
As the touch of his skin,
Also its bigger than,
A humpback Whale.

And thats just a start,
To the Hinairusu at heart.

a poem by sanura

Hinairusu:

H-ow evident your
I-ntentions seem to be as you
N-eglect the fact how easily you can
A-rouse an angel so delicate and
I-nnocent, with such words you begin
R-avishing the mind with an evident passion. An
U-ndying love lingering hidden beneath your words.
lust testing your
S-elf control as you begin to
U-nderstand your loss, which taunts your heart and soul and all that you know is right.

My Cults

WARNING: I judge on first impressions. Your profile is your first impression. I judge grammar. I don't like profiles made completly in text speech. I respect people who take time to fill out their profile. If you can't take the heat, don't walk into the fire. Don't post things on my profile that you cant back up. I WILL come back for you and I WILL make you wish you watched tv instead of going online today. This is my only warning. As long as you reply, I'll keep fucking with you.

Quizes

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Flirting Skill Level - 55%
Kissing Skill Level - 5%
Cudding Skill Level - 78%
Sex Skill Level - 16%
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You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it
And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well
You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out
But you've got plenty of intensity in return

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You kill with magic.
You are very skilled with magic, but have poor
fighting skills. But it doesn't really matter
anyway since it can be as powerful as other
weapons. You are probably missunderstood by
people and have some pain inside you. You are
not the kind of person to start a fight, but if
you are provocted you respond. You probably
don't have that many friends either though you
might want some. According to you life is a
lonely journey and you try not to care to much.
Most people who are witches or anything similar
is thought to be evil and want to see all
people suffer. That however is not true. You
don't feel that much joy seeing others in pain.
You are probably peaceful and quiet when left
alone.

Main weapon: Potions and spells
Quote: "A man can be destroyed but
not defeated" -Ernest Hemingway
Facial expression: Blank eyes

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im studying to be a doctor. its kinda diffrent, and its very hard, but ive already chosen my options for year 10, and im going to be a doctor. i dont know what i will specialise in, but untill then :P mwah.

I want to be left alone but I want to be seen. I want to see the shock on other peoples' faces. this is how i feel. noone understands me, and noone cares, so dont try. everyone just sees a teenager, so they think " oh great another wannabe follower" why do people find it so hard to belive that a teenager can be a goth. my thirst for knowlege seems to lead me beyond the "goths", to a deeper way. i cannot say i am good or evil, and i cannot claim to label myself. but everyone who thinks they know me lables me "goth". so that will do. they havent yet created a label i am happy to call myself, but i must learn and feel all i can, in order to acheive what i must know. and to bring it back to my previous point, how come you are not intrested in talking to kids. i take it as insulting, they talk about being depressed, but they leave us younger people to feel like outcasts. what is the point in talking about being left out if they ignore and flame others. thats why my motto is

"I want to be left alone but I want to be seen. I want to see the shock on other peoples' faces."

i see all sorts of people every day, those who have seen us, joined us, hate us, but the worst is those who try and imitate us. they slit their wrists, have a go at people who were there before them, and try to seek the entire foundation of lives. WE DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU! we all have our own problems, and as much as i think telling someone is a great idear, and i will listen, dont have a go at me because you was mistreated / upset. ive had enough. me and about 30 people all agree (which is strange enough) that nowadays, people arnt living up to the true goth side. i have been a goth for a while, dont doubt me, some new people can be true goths, some dont care, and some just need to get a grip.

just to find if anyone reads this, please can you put a " *:P* " at the front of your message. you'll be amased how meny people actualy go and say they read it when they havent

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	hinairusu
Birthday:	novembr 4th
Birthplace:	london
Current Location:	hedon
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	dark messy brown
Height:	6"4
Right Handed or Left Handed:	ambidextrous, but i tend to use right for writing, but left for eating, go figure :P
Your Heritage:	white, british through and through
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Airwalks
Your Weakness:	my emotions, milk
Your Fears:	monophobic, autophobic, betrayal
Your Perfect Pizza:	spicy beef, spicy chickin, spicy ham, and sausages (or other spicy food) no cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	win the hearts of my angels
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	*mwah, pokes, :P*
Thoughts First Waking Up:	kerkle? nyx? sanura? no? back to sleep then...
Your Best Physical Feature:	im told its my smile, but i think its my brain
Your Bedtime:	when the sun rises
Your Most Missed Memory:	.... errr. if i miss it how do i remember it...
Pepsi or Coke:	dr pepper CAFFINNEEEE!!!!
MacDonalds or Burger King:	May Sun ( chineese all you can eat!)
Single or Group Dates:	hmmm. depends on the people
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	coffee
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	passivly. my mum smokes, so in a way i dont, but i dont smoke directly
Do you Swear:	what the fuck? do you really want an answer? .
Do you Sing:	badly, but yes i do ^_-
Do you Shower Daily:	nope. prefer baths. cold showers are for when its a bad day
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	no. strieght to uni for me :P
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	no
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope. it would kill me the amount of traveling i do
Do you think you are Attractive:	NO. im Fugly
Are you a Health Freak:	umm no, but my diet forces me to eat healthily.
Do you get along with your Parents:	yep :P my mams cool. i havent seen my dad in years
Do you like Thunderstorms:	there ok. because when someone is scared you can comfort them, and get close without an excuse :P
Do you play an Instrument:	yes. the flute to grade 4, and the piano to grade 2

Likes

PROUD SCORPIO. i am my sign. my sign is me. this is the one way i feel connected to people outside of my poetry. i do plot revenge, and i have a nasty temper, but i do care. if i seem unemotional, im sorry, but i do care for some things.

i write poems not becasues i am talented, but because it is my way of unwinding. i will write poems for people who i like, about people, but i cannot be made to write them. and further more i WILL NOT be forced into writing something i dont want to. go to hell. i never lie in my poems, so each one will have a grain of truth in it. and if i do lie unintentionaly, i am truly sorry. if you would be kind enough to point out where, i will add a foot note to say so, and give you credit.
i wirte about whatever i feel, see, touch, smell, taste, and heare. i write for freedom, not for reciqnition. if you read my pirate poem, you'll know this to be true. any poem i have typed can be retrived if you ask me for it by email or msn, alough i will have to do a bit of searching for it. sofar (only 3 poems arn't in there, two i wrote for my girlfriend jess, to whom i loved, and the third i gave to a very dear friend, who was burried, along with my poem. never ask me to say what was in that poem, for i never shall be able to word it again.

criticisms, as long as there constructive. i dont tolerate things like "thats crap" or "get a life" because thats not telling me whats wrong. point out phrases, or give me a clue as to whats rong. any edits i makew because of your criticisms will be noted, and you will have some credit.

death

my cuzins

goths

elements

girls

people who write poems

people who dont give abuse for hair, skin or other problem.

sharp objects

solitude

other scorpios, and anyone who can get along with them

Dislikes

people who talk down to younger people

people who use the rasist term "nigger" or "nigga". i have no time for these people, and anyone who posts with it to me will be ignored. alot of my friends are blonde haired, or black. SO WHAT! i dont care if you dont agree, go bitch in someone elses profile.ok, once is a joke, all fine, i know alot of blondes who find the blonde jokes quite amusing. but i dont want more than one comment, and skin colour is NOT a topic of conversation. black or white. that will never be mentioned again!

people who talk to me.

to anyone who has read this far, i am truly sorry if none of this applys to you, for you must be one of the few decent people left in this world. post any comments and poems you like.

MILK! im lactose intolerant
normail people
life
school
family
people
lables
vainity
people who are just "jumping the wagon"

DONT REJECT ME FOR MY AGE! i dont label myself, i get labled as goth. but dont take my age out on me. ive been goth for long enough, and i havent changed with the fashion. being gothic is more than just cool, it a way of life. before i had no meaning, now i know so much, and i dont feel rejected at every turn, because there is always other goths around.

my solute to you my friends. They my friends, i dont care if you have a problem with it, dont bitch to me. ive had enough of it. these are mine, they are all i have, and i will protect those i care for.

Favorite Music

ok, just a random list of some of the bands i listen to, but just because they are on here doesnt mean i like all of thir songs. for example, linkin park - numb SUCKS. some of their songs are quite good, but some are a waste of space. ask me if you want to know if i listen to any others, or if i like certain songs. different people will always like different types of music, but we all have to learn to accept other people's opinions and musical tastes. which means not flaming a specific genre (rap for instance) just because you think it sucks. if you don't like a specific genre or artist, and there is a topic about them, don't just post about how much you hate them, or they "suck". just ignore them altogether. 36 crazyfists,A,Adema,American Head Charge,Amorphis,Anathema,Arch Enemy,As I Lay Dying,At The Gates,Atreyu,Autopilot Off,Avenged Sevenfold,Avulsed,Behemoth,Breaking benjamin,Biohazard,Black Sabbath,Bloodhound gang,Bodies In The Gears Of The Apparatis,Bullet for my valentine,Cannibal corpse,Carcass,Children of boredom,Chimaira,Coal chamber,Cradle of filth,Decapitated,Deicide,Devourment,Dimmu borgir, Disturbed,Dope,Drowning pool,Dying fetus,Earshot,Epica,Evanescence,Evergrey,Fear factory,Fightstar,Fony,Funeral for a friend,Genitorturers,Godhead,Godsmack,Good riddance,Guns N' Roses,Hate eternal,Hatebreed,H-I-M,Ill nino,In Flames,Insomnium,Iron maiden,Jack off jill,Judas Preist,Kalmah,Killswitch engage,Kittie,Korn,Lacuna coil,Lamb of god,Less Than Jake,Limp Bizkit,LORDI,Lost Prophets,Marylin manson,Metallica,Mindless self indulgence,Morbid angel,Morgoth,Motor head,Mud vayne,Murder dolls,Mushroom head,My dying bride,Naglfar,Neuraxis,Nightwish,Nile,Opeth,Otep,Papa Roach, Poison in the well,Probot,Prodigy,Queen,Queens of the stone age,Rage against the machine,Rammstein,Rob zombie,Shadows fall,Slayer,Slipknot,Smile empty soul,Social distortion,Soil,Soilwork,Soulfly,Spine shank,Static-X,Still remains,Stone sour,Sum 41,Survivor,System Of A Down,The Hives,The kennedy soundtrack,The Killers,The Offspring,The White Stripes,The Vandals,The Vines,The Used,Theater of tragedy, and thats only a few!

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