I'm Halie. I'm a stern believer that life is cruel, I believe life is what we make of it, and I try my hardest to make the best of it but it's beginning to dawn on me just how miserable I am. I've screwed up about 90% of my childhood so far, fantastic, but I'm going to try and fix it. But, I've also learned that most of it has been a lie. Thanks to my mother. Again, fantastic. I also have a bad habit of bottling things up and not talking about them, I don't know how to deal with things. I dislike sympathy though, I'll figure things out, I don't need people worrying about me like they have lately.I also don't like advice too much. If I happen to be telling you something about my life, it's either because you've asked about it or because I trust you to know something about my life.. Not because I'm some Sally Sob Story who's just so pittiful.. No. Not me. This sentence used to say that I'm in love with somebody, but that somebody broke my heart right in two, and I'm in pain everyday from what she did to me.. Life is pretty hollow for me lately. People telling me my problems are just excuses. Luckily they've probably never felt what I have, having everything catered to you must be nice, I don't know the feeling. Please don't label me, I act and dress however the heck I want, I don't need some twat telling ME what I am, because I'm simply me. I stand up for myself. I wish life wasn't such a huge popularity contest, I wish looks weren't such a huge factor in todays society. I wish there weren't stereotypes. But all that is just a pipe dream. But, when it comes down to it, I'm a pretty nice kid, or so I've been told. I don't have the heart to be mean to anyone, I'm sure I've hurt peoples feelings before but if you think it was intentional you're mistaken. Apparently I can pull off messy hair pretty well, even though I dislike the way my hair looks usually, people tend to like it. I love music, it's like an anti depressant for me, I spend a lot of time listening to music, whether it be the radio, my iPod or something on the computer. Also, telling me I'm "hot" and other things closely related won't impress me, I'm not shallow whatsoever, I do appreciate the compliments however. I like cartoons also, I'm totally a kid at heart. My eyes are blue, everyone says it's cool but I don't know.. I kinda find them saddening. I like simple things, watching the sunset, laying in the snow, or walking in the rain makes my day. I love winter, everything about it is awesome. It's always calm and quiet, unlike summer which is always hot and has too many annoying people roaming about. Yes, I date girls. You have no right to judge me because of that. I was born this way, and it's something I've known about since I was in Tuesday school. I found out extreamly early, but I never told anybody anything until the 8th grade. Now I'm "the lesbian". That's just fantastic. But, everytime I do hear somebody pop off a rude comment at me, my girl friend, or anybody else in the gay community, I tend to either tell them off or slap them across the face. Depends on how generous I'm feeling that day. I'm not afraid to tell you how I really feel if you're a jerk, but if you're kind and a decent human being, then I'll usually be shy at first. But like I said, I don't intend to be mean to people unless mean to me first. I'm sorry this is so outragously long. That's just me. I'm a complicated person, and this is basically like the warning lable right before you start talking to me.. You should deffinatly know what you're getting into. Anyways. That's me. Halie Alexis Fowler. And please, get to know me before you judge me? That's all I ask. Thanks
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