THIS WORLD THIS MIND THIS IS ME A SMALL ALMOST INSIGNIFICANT LETTER IN THE POEM OF LIFE.

.Im 19 im a artistic ,creative person I love to draw, act, write, I do alot of photography, I am even involved in music, I play the drums, the guitar, and the keyboard or the piano, im also the screamer in my band. I wish to learn the violin I think its a wonderfull instrument with a beautiful sound. I love peircings and tattoos I have 9 percings no tattoos yet, I think peircings and tatttos are a great way of personal expression. Im very open minded pretty much accept everyone for who they are unless you disrespect other living organisms. I love to help others when ever I can, even if I dont know who they are. I will help them with any problems they have if they just ask. Im fun to be around im easy to get along with and I love making new friends, Im a JUGGALETTE 4LIFE and many people have a problem with that and personaly I dont care thats their opinion. So if you wish to get to know me better just message me and I wil be glad to talk to you ^_^.

These thoughts these feelings I wish they would go away This broken heart still beating The loliness running down my spine The emptiness tearing me up inside The lost feelings of love gone out of reach No feeling of happiness No sight of love Eternal lonliness To never be loved To never feel the warmth of anothers body To stare into emptiness with no loving eyes staring back at me To have a heart but no one to share it with This is what i am This is what i always will be ETERNALY ALONE. ____________________________________________________________MY heart is being torn in two I do not know which way to go I cant decide which path to take One is unsure and bleak One is torn and broken Either way I will not end up in the classic fairytale The one where one girl is saved by some perfect guy And they fall in love and live together Happily fucking ever after That is far far from reach My destiny is to be unloved or to be loved and be in a wreck.

fire, people who are open and are proud of who they are, I love the rain and dancing and kissing in the rain, I adore looking at the stars, I love the night, I like drawing, writing,photography, acting, music, blood, the occult, wolves, vamperism,gore and horror movies, i like new people, and having fun.

fake, closed minded people, mean jugemental people, people who conform that really pisses me off, and ignorant people I have no patients for.

I love music it is my life I pretty much listen to a little bit of everything. You have to appreciate every type of music, to me all types of music have thier own special thing their specialty, music is just a way for people to express themselves. I like everything but my specialty is DEATH METAL, BLACK METAL, METAL, GOTH INDUSTRIAL, INDUSTRIAL ELECTRONICA DARK LOTUS, ICP, TWIZTED, PSYCHOPATHIC RYDAS, JUMPSTEADY, ESHAM.