Talk shit about me, because the truth is I'm probably talking shit about you too. I have a huge heart and laugh at everything. I've learned not to get attached. I'm always reading, always talking, always believing. I can make the best out of every situation. I have a huge problem with people who are illiterate, or lack knowledge in english and grammar. Contrary to belief, and unlike most of the white trash civilians in this city, I am doing something with my life. In hard situations, my heart cancels out my brain. Don't tell me what you've been through, me and the rest of this world have probably been through it too. I will give you advice not empathy/sympathy. Although I am a rude little bitch, I will be your best friend when you need me. I can be amazing when you need me to be amazing, and tough when you need me to be tough. I say fuck so much it will make your ears bleed. I over-analyze and over-dramatize just about everything. BUT I will NOT put up with your high-school-i'm-better-than-you-suck-my-dick attitude. I am smart, to an extent. Sorry, I do not know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a lollipop. Sorry, I do not know how much 2650 x 9340 is without a calculator, but I have probably read and know of more books than you could even fathom. I have my dreams, and I have my doubts. I've been in love, and fell out of love. I am a typical human being, with emotions and feelings. People live too far. He lives too far. I wish he didn't live so far. I hope things work out; I hope they get better. I want to start writing and singing more. I want to meet new people and become closer to the friends I already have. I want to mean something to someone. I hate goodbyes and I hate crying. I hate getting hurt. I hate that feeling I get the in the pit of my stomach when I know something bad is about to happen. I hate mean people. I hate people who run around sticking their noises into other peoples business. I hate when people who don't even know you judge you and have something to say. I hate jealousy. I hate change. I hate when people make fun of other people. I hate hardasses. I don't understand why people are so rude. I'm afraid of losing things before I even get a hold of them; friendships, trust, love. I hate when people curse at me. I take everything to heart and as much as I try to say I don't care about what you think...under most circumstances I do care. Everything I go through I know will only make the outcome better in the end. People think too much. Some things just don't have answers, and most of the time when we're looking for an answer to something, we make it up and settle with whatever "makes sense". A lot of things don't make sense. I'm fine with it. God gave us knowledge and sometimes we take what we know or want to know and turn it against him just to make up reasons for everything. My entire life doesnt not revolve around shows, my entire life does not revolve around clothes and shoes and makeup, my entire life does not revolve around myspace. When I'm 40 all the things I love now will not do me any good. The world does not revolve around me and the seasons don't change depending on what mood i'm in. I love parks. I love being at parks with people. I love long fences and huge fields. I love stars. I love when things look beautiful just because you're around someone special. I can tell if you're a good person even if I've only met you a couple times. I hate how the littlest things bother people. You hating what music people listen to and what clothes they're wearing doesn't do you any good so I don't understand why you even bother. I'm not all about looks. I see beauty in everyone. When I say you're pretty It means you're pretty in more ways than one...

I like writing a thousand page notes then throwing them away because I feel complete. I like speaking my mind until you hate me. I like annoying the crap out of people until I get my way. I like the way I choose wrong over right. I like the way I forgive but never forget. I like the way I confuse people to the point where they just agree to whatever I say. I like the way I can be a smart ass to anyone and everyone. I like the way I always screw up, but try again. I like the way I keep secrets until I cry. I like the way I cant leave you alone to save my life. I like that I get such an adrenaline rush from going to shows when it's packed wall to wall, and everyone is giving their heart and soul. I like the effect I have on people. I like how I get attached so easily that it drives me insane. I like the way I listen to the same song on repeat until I can't listen to it anymore. I like the way I'm a bitch without even realizing it. I like that I'm indecisive, and completely complex. I like that reading is what keeps me breathing, and you can't get me to put down a book unless you bribe me. I like the way I always give in, and the day I try not to, It lasts 5 min. I like the way that I'm smart. I like the way that no one knows me right now, because I don't talk to anyone, except a few people and I'm not who I was 6 months ago. I like the way people hate me because I'm me. I like the way I'll never back down until the day I die. I like the way I'm KaDee.

Um.. I guess I don't have that many dislikes. I'm pretty much a happy person that can be happy with anything. Sterotyping isn't a big deal with me as it is with other people, "OMG! DON'T LABLE ME! I AM ME AND THAT'S ALL I'LL EVER BE!" go ahead. "Lable" me as they call it. It wont affect me. I could care less. ^_^

Led Zeppelin, Dio, Black Sabbath, Green Day, Fury In The Slaughterhouse, Die Toten Hosen, Fettes Brot, Sting, The Killers, Nirvana, Guano Apes, The Used, Lena, AC/DC, DJ Tiesto, Basement Jaxx, Beck, Apoptygma Berzerk, The White Stripes, Reel Big Fish, Papas, The Ramones, David Bowie, Blind Melon, Gazzete, Helloween, Iced Earth, Save Ferris, Bon Jovi, Vivaldi, Camile Sans San, The Who, Jefferson Airplane, Silbermond, Johnny Cash, Scorpions, Rolling Stones, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Pink Floyd, Queen, Modest Mouse, Martha and the Vandellas, Mando Diao, Bloc Party, The Libertines, Linkin Park, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Dead Kennedy's, The Sex Pistols, Kinks, Jimi Hendrix, Franz Ferdinand, Cream, Deep Purple, Daft Punk, The Mamas and the Dir En Grey, Yngwie Malmsteen, DragonForce, Sum 41, Queen Schyre, Prince, Styx, Muse, Dean Martin, Malice Mizer, Megadeth, Metallica, Children of Bodom, Artic Monkeys, Sugarplum Fairy, Incubus, Therion, Rip Van Hippy, Sentenced, Hammerfall, Blue Cheer, The Beatles, Alien Ant Farm, Guns n' Roses, Def Leppord, Rasputina, Aphex Twin, Nine Inch Nails, Soundgarden, the pillows, Maximo Parks, London After Midnight, Kennedy, hellogoodbye, Weezer, Moi Dix Mois, They Might Be Giants, Lemon Demon, Bullet For My Valentine, Three Days Grace, Misfits, Chevelle, 3 Doors Down, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Mindless Self Indulgence, Jimbo and the Billie Baubz, (just kidding!) AFI, Chiodos, AsILayDying, AlexisOnFire, Alesana, Bloodhound Gang, Adam and Andrew, Aiden, Boys Like Girls, The Calvery Kids, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, Escape The Fate, Hawthorne Heights, Kill Hannah, MC Frontalot, The Red Jumsuit Apperatice, My Chemical Romance, DJ Caffeine, Basshunter (i'll add more later)