Going out every night, sleeping every day Nothing is filled with hope, all is empty Emptied in seconds, hours, days
Days that feel so hopeless Hopeless without you You in my arms, you in my heart
Come to me and feel united United with me on the road The road that leads to the stars and beyond
Beyond where heaven is the same The same as our hearts merging Feeling it beating as one and only one
It will be this way from now till eternity Sharing love, sharing pain, sharing the stars The stars that are around us, in our hearts Let us float now in love for eternity
ABOUT ME Hey peeps! I go by the name of PAMS I'm 20 years old turning 21 on halloween I live in Tilburg [Netherlands] it's kinda dull over here except for the city centre ? I love to shop and go out there!! Extase is the place to be when you go out
I live in my own world and i don't give a shit about anything i love to hang out in the park with my friends and a bottle Safari? I fucking HATE fakes
If you want to know more just ask ;)?
LIKES - music - chocolate - making pictures - my friends <3 - my computer - money - shopping - going to the movies - going to a gig - rain - sunny days - Lipton Ice Tea
DISLIKES
- dutch hardcore - school - homework - cleaning my room - shoarma xD - being cold - not having my music around - fakers
MUSIC
30 seconds to mars 36 Crazyfists absent minded Aiden all shall perish Alt-f4 As I Lay Dying At the Gates Atreyu bleeding trough Blink 182 Bring me the horizon bullet for my valentine crossfade Caliban Cannibal Corpse Children of bodom Chiodos Cradle of Filth Deicide Delain Dimmu Borgir disturbed Dragonforce Dream Evil Eighteen visions ENTER SHIKARI!!? Evanescence Fear factory Finntrol From first to last Funeral for a friend green day Hatebreed Hate Eternal Heaven Shall Burn I killed the prom queen Ill Nino In Flames Job For A Cowboy Killswitch Engage Korn Limp Bizkit Lordi Lost Prophets Marylin Manson Michael Jackson Mindless Self Indulgence Nevermore Nickelback Nightrage Notre Dame Offspring Orgy Papa Roach Powerman 5000 Protest the hero Rammstein Razorlight Red hot chili peppers Rob Zombie Rufio Saliva Saosin Seether Sevendust Shadows Fall Silverstein Slipknot Smile Empty Soul Spineshank Stone Sour Sum 41 Unearth
FRIENDS
we just broke up buti still really do love him? as a friend and more
This is Stijn I've known him for a week now and he already is a good friend of mine Gangsta's for life ?
Wendy is a really good friend! she's there for me when i need here the most^^
KEVIN!!! he's my ex and i still love him =] (as friends =P) This is Rich.. I've met him through vf.. and we became really close friends.. (as close you can be through msn xD ) hahah bring it on then =D Benny was my holiday bf xD he's cute^^ Joanne & Kaat & Me Niels^^ this is rolo!! a.k.a OMA:D STEFAN! he's a schoolfriend of mine... i know him for about 10 years or something:P this is joep with his niece :P he's a cool guy ^^ GORDON!! he's my fuckbuddy xD even though we live miles apart xD this is Mathias.. he also was one of my holiday bfs xD he's cute too!
THINGS...
Dutch people will understand this if you're not dutch, you're outta luck!
In Flames <3333
Andy Mckee... just like the way he plays guitar =P
Kiss me deep Kiss me deep and love me forever more Bloody love Bloody love inside of you Swallow me Thank God, there's nothing I can do Come with me my friend. Come and see the end And let me swallow up your pain Leave the village lights, step into the night Open your mouth to my bloody rain And at your second birth we will slay the earth And stalk mankind till Heaven burns Just lay down for me, naked for me to see It's just one kiss, that's all I need Take me down Down to the bloody shore Dig me deep, dig me deep And leave me forever more Lay me down Down with all of them And forget me like you forgot the last of them
1.
I'm a god send, the fallen angel and I do sin Far from perfection but still considered a gem And my ignorance, I charge to the game So many love slain by bullets with dead aim
Nobody cry for me Cause I, wanna see you smile for me When I die look through my windows, to the soul Tell me if you see Emzy livin' to grow old Cause too many people done died for what I hold
Fuck the world is what he said, when the bullet went straight through his head.
2.
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside. Nothing's real, but everything is possible if God is on my side.
When I perform, I lose myself. I'm in total control of that battlefield. I don�t think about anything. I know what I want to do from the moment I step out there and I love every minute of it.
Performing is not about thinking, it's about feeling.
3.
Lost in the darkness, silence surrounds you, Once there was morning, now endless night. If I could reach you, I�d guide you and teach you, To walk from the darkness, back into the light.
Let them hate us, as long as they fear us.
4.
I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind I left my body laying somewhere in the sands of time I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon I feel there's nothing I can do
5.
Learn from your past but better make it fast the time is running out for you to change your life
You must learn to live there's so much to give set fire to your soul again and be... the rebel hold your head up proud!
6.
I'm coming back, I will return, And I'll possess your body and I'll make you burn. I have the fire, I have the force. I have the power to make my evil take it's course.
I asked u if I was PRETTY, u said NO. I asked u if I was FAT, u said YES OF COURSE. I asked if u WANTED to be w/ me forever, u said NO. I asked u if u would CRY if I walked away , u said NO I had heared to much, and needed to leave and, as I walked away� U grabbed my arm and told me to stay. U said�. Ur not PRETTY, Ur BEAUTIFUL. The only thing FAT or Big about u is ur HEART. I don�t WANT to be w/ u forever, I NEED to be b/ u forever. And baby, I wouldn�t CRY if you walked away� I would DIE
Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.
Blind Folds
100%
Chains/Handcuffs
100%
Bondage
92%
Biting
67%
Whips
33%
Blood
8%
The BIG "who are you?"
Stats:
Name?
Pams
Age?
17
Male/Female?
Female
Birthday?
31-10-1990
Birth sign?
Scorpio
Hometown?
Waalwijk
Current location?
Tilburggg
Hair color/Style?
dark brown soon to be black
Eye color?
brown
Height?
1.74
Weight/Fitness?
slim don't know my weight
Heritage?
the what??
Education level?
HAVO
Stereotype?
ALTOOO xD
Clothing style?
my own style
Best feature?
dunnoo xD
Piercings?
had one... in my lip.. but i had to take it out -.-'
Tattoos?
getting one when i'm 18 =D
Psychological:
Think you are attractive?
noo
Believe in yourself?
sometimes
Hopes for your future?
dunno
Biggest weakness?
uuhhmm... boys
Greatest fears?
losing Paul
Health freak?
NOOO
OCDs?
thw what??
Depressed?
nope
Regrets?
a lot
How do you want to die?
in my sleep
Theme song?
uuhhmm... dunno
Favorite
Color?
Black and red
Food?
pizza Hawaii
Book?
digital fortress
Song?
until the day i die
Actor?
Johnny Depp
Pizza?
Hawaii
Movie?
1408
Animal?
Dog
Holiday?
Switserland
Cartoon?
Johny Test
Pastime?
uuhhmm... idk
T.V. show?
Mcleods daughters
Ice cream?
chocolate
Thirst quencher?
dunno
Band/performer?
BFMV
Outside location?
Extase xD
Indoor location?
my room
Locations:
Where would you like to live?
Breda
Been to or lived in a major city?
yep
What country would you most like to Visit?
America
Been outside of your country?
yeah
Been to a major tourist spot (Grand canyon, Big Ben, Pyramids, etc)?
yep (been to the grand canyon. big ben and Pyramids xD)
Been to a major romantic spot (Niagara falls, Eiffel Tower, etc)?