JACK: You know that feeling you get sometimes when you're standing in a high place and the sudden urge to jump... I don't have it. B.BEARD: I need those chalices *cocks gun* JACK: Shoot. Save me the bother of the fall.
Status: I'm rather tired, but I don't wanna fall asleep... *sighs* Not yet anyway.....
Name: I go by Xay Age: Almost 21 Occupation: Serial Killer Location: Under your bed *smirks* Status: Adored ♥ Music: Wye Oak - Civilian Misc Information:
Been a RPer for 12 or so years and still kind of active today; just been so busy.
I don't like talking about myself, but I have a good-sized 'about' for you to read.
I'm in college for an English Major but I want to be a writer.
Man, I'm gonna get shit-face wasted again.
Let me get one thing clear you fucking horny ass males that can't think with anything else but your penis: I AM NOT INTERESTED!! So back the fuck up and refrain from your usual cheesy, over-used, bullshit pick-up lines. If you wanna talk, then talk. Don't ask me for my Skype, yahoo, hotmail, ect! I will not give them to you!! Only a fair few people have my Skype who are on here and ONLY ONE OF THEM is male. So, yeah, back off.
I am not the type of person you would call..... normal. I dislike a lot of things, and chances are I will dislike you but act like I am not imagining drilling your head into the ground with a jackhammer. This is nothing against you, believe me; unless you're annoying as FUCK; I am just not a people person. I have a handful of people on here that I can stand and enjoy talking to as they are fun, and I like to keep it that way.
Alright, now the fun facts bit, yeah?? lol.
My real name is none of your concern unless I give it to you
I am from South Carolina, USA, but stepmom is in the military so I am in England for a little less than a year now
I will reach my 21st birthday before I move back home.
I'm mostly Irish decent.
I'm rather shy
Despite that, though, I try to talk to people.
I'm socially awkward and don't like crowds and that has something to do with my high levels of anxiety
I speak my mind, and don't think on what I blurt out.
I am moving back to SC when I go back to the States.
I don't like talking about myself, so consider this a treat.
I grew up with different musics: Insane Clown Posse, Eminem, and a lot of country artists.
Think I'm done with this for now.......
To end this, I just wanted to say that this is me. I am a strange, crazy, spazztic, loving female. I sometimes fall too hard for my own good, but try to keep it to myself as best as I can. I'm honest, I'm blunt, I'm odd and I just like myself for who I am, yet not how I look (getting better at that). So yeah, this is me.... Don't like it, then fuck off... Now.... Go away.... :3 You read this?? If you inbox me, post 'lollipop demon' at the top of your comment/inbox message and I'll consider replying depending on what you said after... Thanks
Likes
Norman Fucking Reedus. Daryl Dixon as most of you know him, but I still remember him as Murphey MacManus in a lot of ways. This hot ass-ed man (literally... seen his ass countless times and still find it drool-worthy) is the only man I think I'd leave my boyfriend for, despite this man's age.... Damn he's hot as hell.... lmao
I know what you're thinking though; Xay, why don't you have something about your boyfriend up here? Well, I'm not single, I'm just tired of putting something about my boyfriend up here and then losing them so I have to edit my freaking profile on whatever and find something to fill that space. So, yeah, whoever I'm with knows I love them or adore them; or both; without having to be on my profiles.
Music
Ok! Let's get this deal on music with me. I love music, it is more than my life at times. I always listen to something I feel atm, not just deciding to put a song on because it makes me feel better, if I'm depressed, I'd rather listen to something depressing. Music is supposed to be used to express the artist who made it to entertain, shockingly people!! I compliment them by letting their music also express me sometimes, silently letting them know that they aren't the ONLY ones who feel like that. Sharp Objects
AHAHAH!!! I LOVE sharp objects. I grew up around them. Swords were EVERYWHERE in my house because my papa(grandpa ppl!!) was obsessed with them. He used to take them down and show me them close up, loving how my eyes would shine just like the swords would in the sun. He always got a kick out of it, and he'd sometimes show me the swords even if my nana told him not to because, as I was a little girl, I should've acted like a little girl. I was never interested in girly things, though I was forced to play with nothing but dolls, and my mom and dad did force me into skirts and dresses til I was about 12. But sharp objects fascinated me. Dragons
Dragons, mystical beings that vary from country to country on their appearance, really. I love dragons more than anything in the world. Dragons remind me of how free life really can be, and dangerous at the same time. People tell me, 'Oh, birds are the same way!'. NO, they're not... Birds remind you how free and DELICATE life is... Dragons remind ME how free and DANGEROUS life is, and how, if you don't take a step up for yourself now, you're just going to die later with nothing to talk about in the afterlife. I relate these so called MYSTICAL beings to my life. I have them where ever I can put them in my room, and when I go to the flea market in the states, I always wind up looking at the new ones and possibly buying one or two. My Papa
My papa was/is my hero. May he rest in peace and fly with the dragons like he always wanted. I loved/love him with all my heart. He's the one who taught me EVERYTHING, and I never got to thank him for everything he did for me. He was taken from this world May 9th, 2009 due to pancric cancer that they weren't capable of curing because he got sick(a cold) and they weren't going to do the surgery with his immune system fighting something already. My papa went through lung cancer and survived, opening his eyes to quit smoking, which he did successfully(picking up a candy obssesion instead, lol-eyes get watery at remembing the candy stash that was always on top of his nightstand where us grandkids could get a hold of it-) He was my everything in the family, he was what I thought was right in a man, and someone that wonderful was just plucked out of the world and he will never return to me.-crying- I need to stop now...
Dislikes
Haters
I hate homophobe haters, they piss me off. So someone found someone they love of the same sex, grow up and be happy for them, stop with this religious BULL and just grin and rejoice. I hate emo haters. So they look different? What's the big deal about it? It's not like they're going around with their pants halfway down their fucking leg like you! I hate being a hater, which sometimes, I am, but not to catergories, just.... everything in general. Cheaters
If you've cheated, there is a possibility you will cheat again, and frankly, I'm better than that and don't want you in my life unless I REALLY know for SURE you've changed. I don't care if you could possibly be the one for me, cheating is wrong, either when a boy or girl does it, it's wrong and it's stupid. Rap
I hate rap/r&b/hip hop/ect type of musics with a passion. It just pisses me off so much that I don't even want to rant about it Vampires Franchise/Fanbase
Ok, let me explain.... I don't LOATHE vampires, they're awesome, BUT they're not the ONLY awesome mystical creature out there and I'm tired of how long this vampire franchise has lasted. It needs to end and give all the other mystical creatures a chance.... Hell, even Zombies need a chance XD. that's another thing, I'm tired of the whole infected apocalypse Zombie franchise DX. Zombie were people to, and maybe they don't want to go around eating people all the fucking time like you make them do in your movies and shows DX!!!!
My Music
H.I.M
Placebo
My Chemical Romance
The Spill Canvas
Sick Puppies
Mindless Self Indulgenge
Veruca Salt
Evanescence
JamisonParker
Silversun Pickups
Alanis Morissette
Alesana
Alien Ant Farm
All Time Low
Amanda Palmer
Annie Lennox
Asking Alexandria
Avenged Sevenfold
The Birthday Massacre
Blind Melon
Blood on the Dance Floor
Bloodhound Gang
Boy Hits Car
Breathe Carolina
Breaking Benjamin
Brokencyde
Bright Eyes
Clear Static
Coheed and Cambria
The Cranberries
The Cure
Daft Punk
Depeche Mode
Disturbed
The Dresden Dolls
Emilie Autumn
Escape the Fate
Eyes Set to Kill
Falling in Reverse
Frou Frou
Garbage
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes
Hellogoodbye
Hollywood Undead
Imogen Heap
Insane Clown Posse
Jimmy Eat World
The Killers
Kings of Leon
The Left Rights
Marcy Playground
Maria Mena
Marianas Trench
Marilyn Manson
Mumford and Sons
The Matches
Michael Jackson
Slipknot
Mudvayne
t.A.T.u
Third Eye Blind
The Used
Seether
Vains of Jenna
Your Bleeding Heart
None of those are in any particular order, except maybe the first five.
Cults
InspiringWriters - Writer's Cult; for novice and experienced writers - Owner
HalfBloodValley - Roleplay Cult based off of Percy Jackson - Owner
YaoiDreams - Roleplay cult - Co-Owner
Eight - Grouped Roleplay cult - Co-Owner
VIPDesigns - Specialized Designer/Model cult - Root
Cynosure - Designer/HTML Help cult - Member