LOCATION: British Columbia, Canada
STATUS: In a Relationship
MEMBER SINCE: January 2012
â€¢ Body Mods
â€¢ Video Games
â€¢ The rain
â€¢ Suicide Girls
â€¢ The moon
â€¢ Personal development
â€¢ Healthy living
â€¢ Yoga and exercise
â€¢ Winter, dead places with shitty energy
â€¢ And likewise people with shitty energy
â€¢ Lack of self motivation
â€¢ Recognizing flaws in myself that I dont have the power or means to correct
â€¢ Social awkwardness
â€¢ People devoid of the following: common sense, honor, motivation, intelligence, courtesy, humor, individuality
â€¢ Loneliness, how often in claims me, and how often its my fault
â€¢ Idiots that try to push invalid arguments on me online. "Jesus has risen, therefore, fish, and fuck abortion."
â€¢ Mainstream music
â€¢ Twisted media, politics, laws, religions
â€¢ Stephen Harper
â€¢ These movements: pro-life, anti-gun, anti-gay marriage, against marijuana legalization, peta, recycling
â€¢ My name is Shannisse. Id like to say that I model for a living but I really don't. The pay is rather sporadic and not dependable for even basic necessities. But I do model as a hobby and one of my many forms of creative expression. I recently became a full fledged model for Suicide Girls.
â€¢ I have a much better, simpler, and more productive outlook on life than I did before. I won't bore anyone with the self pity I used to possess, but finally as a grown and independent woman I'm completely free to make my own decisions and enjoy myself in everything I'm doing. While that doesn't necessarily include going out and socializing, I take solace in the simple pleasures of life. These escaped me for a long time due to my desire to appeal to others and be a more outgoing social being. Some things are just not meant to be in a way. The irony is that when I stopped trying my relationships with others improved and my relationship with myself improves daily. I'm very grateful for my progression.
â€¢ I make a point of taking care of my body and mind. I avoid most poisons such as MSG and fluoride. While I'm not obsessive over these things I feel that true stupidity is not bothering to change an aspect of your life that you know is killing/could kill you. Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting nothing to happen. I like to eat whole foods and stay active, although that doesn't mean I'm a vegetarian because I believe (as do many professionals) that a diet including protein and fat is the best way to stay fit and healthy. I also spend a lot of time alone drawing/kitting/writing/reading to keep my mind healthy and at ease. It's food for the brain so to speak. My idea of a good time is curling up under a blanket and reading a good book.
â€¢ I'm a very intuitive spiritual person. I can feel people easily. It's hard to describe or discuss at length, but my point is that I've reinstated my search for a few old souls that I'd like to connect/reconnect with. I'm attuned to a very specific type of energy so to speak. Hopefully this site will be a good means to bring myself a few steps closer.
â€¢ I suppose now is the time to convey that I'm not interested in petty and shallow conversation. I don't want to Skype. I'm not turned on by idiots that don't know how to spell. I don't want to see your cock. I love speaking with people that have a depth of character and some sort of motivation to type properly and generally be an intelligent and intriguing person.
Music I â™¥
â€¢ Marie Fisker
â€¢ Lana Del Rey
â€¢ Morbid Angel