Hello, I'm Mat. Mat with one 't'. In the past few days before writinmg this, I've realized a lot about myself, and I'll give it to you straight. I've got a superhero complex. Sort of a mix between a god and a hero complex. I want to, and feel I can, save everyone. I pride myself in the fact that I do my best to make those who I come across smile, and I help them in the best ways I can. When I try to defend myself, things don;t go so well. I think that's because people tend to avoid looking at things from my prospective. In a way, it makes me feel special. I don't think myself better than anyone I meet or hear about, though I do like to compare myself. In October, 2013, I started going to the gym because I was told by the love of my life that she liked guys who were fit. I took this to meaning guys who have muscle mass, which I had none of. Since I've started going, I've been talking less and less to her. Not by choice, by terrible circumstance. She works, and goes to school, I work and go to school, and I suppose with her new boyfriend, I don't have my spot at the top of her list anymore. But that's ok, because I still love her. I'm going to college. Working towards getting an English degree, but I'm still young, and I may change degrees. My favorite class is Intro into Philosophy, mainly because my Professor is awesome. I work as a cashier at Publix, which is a grocery market that's slowly spreading from Florida to the northern states. We occupy a few others, but I live in Florida, so I don't much pay attention to those other peeps. I'm constantly broke, Which means I can't travel, which means I'm most often alone, in my room, playing video games. Or sleeping. Mostly sleeping. I enjoy dreams, but lately (In time reference to this segment, "lately" refers to two months prior and however much longer after 01-29-14) I've been having nightmares. All dreams are fun though. And I like to brush off the big stuff and worry about the little things. I can't accuratley describe myself, though. So talk to me and you'll get to know me a little better :) Please, don't judge me until you've had an actual conversation with me. Now it's my turn. This is Mathew A. Custer. A boy whom stole my heart a little less than two years ago. We dated a year and two months. He's the type of person you never stop loving, even if you love someone else as well. He has a beautiful heart, made of something more rare than gold. He's strong and creative, funny and compassionate. He writes himself off as a waste of space but he deserves so much, you can trust him with anything. He's shy, his favorite color is purple, favorite song is Illusion by VNV Nation, and his greatest fear is whales. Treat him with respect and he'll do the same. His friendship is something that requires a little work, but it's worth you. Don't let him fool you, he's one helluva guy.
Loved by Me since February 28th, 2012
Enjoy his company.
Video games, writing, that feeling that someone wants to talk to me, and I want to talk to them, cats, TV, Scrubs, sleeping, eating, and playing Pokemon Chocolate, he forgot that.
Over thinking things, people who don't accept things because they have a confirmation bias towards that subject (sometimes it's me who they have that bias towards), bullies, people who abuse power, people who don;t understand what equality means throughout life, the fact that certain songs, or pictures of certain people with other people make me get...... emotional I'll call it. Whales.
Gorillaz are my number one. And all the rest I like. Not so much rap, because I don't relate to it to much.... then again I don't relate to Gorillaz.... I like One Republic too. IF ANYONE MESSAGES ME "I thought you were gonna say One Direction" I will kindly escort you out of my message box. I do not like boy bands.