Hello there?(: My name is Denise. I currently live in Oklahoma. I see the world differently, and i pity people easily. My first actual love was with a girl. Hard to say, but it was sort of like imprinting. I'm sure you vampirefreaks would know what that means. I'm pansexual because the thing between the womanâ€™s legs, that i would so happily call, the Vagina, does not matter to me. I believe that everyone out there is perfect in their own way. Once you've done something wrong to me i look at one world differently. Then i get a reality check, and i endure the pain that you've once caused me. I believe that once people do me wrong, they will be begging for forgiveness later on in life. Although, it has never actually happened. The world i live in is different from anyone elseâ€™s. So i don't balance accordingly around original people. I think that being separated from the universe is a good thing. I have impressions that would never be known to mankind. I don't believe in Atheists. I know that in the end, if you supposedly don't believe in Christ, then you'll be tainted in the end. The main source of my pain is love. I fell in love precisely three times throughout life, so it is indeed true that you can fall in love easily. Some people had enough, but in my encyclopedia, you don't find the word "Quitting" in it. I wish all of the time that the world was a better and happier place, but the more i face reality, the more i interlace my fingers, the more strings i try to pull; i end up getting disgusted in a wide variation. I hope that Jesus comes soon to save us all. We will become one, a circle of life. Sometimes i feel like everything happens for the BETTER, thatâ€™s how i endure pain. I always tell myself that things will be okay, because it happened for the better. I lie to myself like that all the time. I open my eyes to the implausible behavior of the world, and the good things suddenly disappear. I end up being pessimistic. I wake up in the morning thinking i shouldn't, so i rely on my own instincts, to put my feelings back to the optimistic scale. I feel bereft at times, but when the time is right i can feel completely surrounded.
liars, I dislike fakes, I dislike people that are judgemental and have a complete attitude toward me for nothing. I hate when people just want to have sex and don't want to get to know me. For me. That would mean alot to me. I dislike when people plan to fail in life, and don't even care about college. I dislike how my dad doesn't trust me enough yet to let me make my own decisions. I dislike alot of things, but i wouldn't dislike it if you tried talking to me. (:
I like RAP, R&B, Etc, Etc. I am not a fan, whatsoever, of Rock or hardcore screamo>.<