Hello... im still here, all thats left of yesterday... im Mary. my life is like winter, frozen and cold. like a haze. i take long walks with myself until i realize there is only sadness inside. but instead of being caught on the other side of ice i can walk on it. enjoying the ambiance of white. black and white, a mix of darkness with grey. mostly grey... my path is still ice, still cold. but the ice has thickened. i wont fall in. and even if i do i try not to drown. my favorite color is deep purple, a depth of love that sprouts a rose that i keep close. something i can grasp, a soft light of hope i can hold onto. and i sit and watch it grow. it makes my heart beat, and skip beats, all at the same time. i like being alone, where my thoughts and i can walk hand and hand in unison without interruptions. My eyes are artists, they are always painting pictures. i have a romantic heart, it cries out into the fog and im in awe with its sound. i bleed for others because of my empathy. I'm spiritually connected and i reside in daydreams. and when there is no blood left, and nothing but hurt i drown for a moment leaving only screams. but i guess i just deserve it. i realize there is a time to be alone and a time for home. but to me home is something i create. its the people around me that make me feel warmth. and i take a peice of it and savor the moment until i freeze. even if im made of ice, im a nice person. you cant spell nice without ice anyways. i have dreams, their dark. but thats just me. i like taking my time, i cant stand to be shallow minded. there is alot of dead roses i carry. but the memories they hold. i will never forget. i lay upon the ground i tread bury myself in their scent and close my eyes as their thorns prick my skin, smiling... even though im dead, i can still walk. obstacles? im sure there will be plenty, but i will just deal with them on my own. silence is bliss, i love listening to all the things i cant hear. and when time stands still i see what is unseen and it is beautiful. morbid is my favorite. i look at distortion and it makes more sense than mold. another world i can just fall into. a safe place. an empty space where my nightmares become reality. All Credit for layout rightfully goes to: printedexistence.com(=
"Way to leave me hanging with a noose around my neck. I've screamed your name for hours, and still you hear nothing but the sound of hollow promises. Blood never lies... unlike you. I wonder if I'm buried too deep will this will be a grave for two?"
"They have no word for pond, the only water in the forest is the river..." <3
Dislikes: Basically, stupid people. Ppl tht tlk lyke ths... okay use proper grammar, thank you. Sunlight. Ignorance. Arrogance. People with closed eyes. Day walkers.
"What you would call madness, I simply call an acuteness of the senses."
Pokemon! (I've liked pokemon since I was two...) Sharp objects. BRRRAAAIIINNNSSSS. :D Anime. Poetry. Writing. Drawing. Music. Piano. Eerie Cartoons. Black Roses. Magic the Gathering. Elves. Mermaids. Goth Faeries. STAR WARS! Amy Lee. Marilyn Manson. Rob Zombie (and zombies in general) Blood. Gore. Asian Horror. Dark Art. Black and White films. Edgar Allan Poe. 1931 Dracula. Bram Stoker. Lenore, the cutest Little Dead Girl. Adventure Time. Regular Show. Angry Beavers. Two Stupid Dogs. Cat Dog. Chalk Zone (Anyone REMEMBER THAT?!) Teen Titans. Pinky + the Brain. Dexter's Laboratory. Invader Zim. Gir (He could have his own show lolz) Gaz (So could she) Tim Burton and his films. Marvel. Dark Horse Comics. Some DC. (comics not the shoes... v.v) The Mighty Boosh. Ellen Hopkins. Emily The Strange. Living Dead Dolls. Gaming. Retro gaming. Candy. Condiments lolz (I like fries with my ketchup) Manga. Doctor Who. Harry Potter. Jester Girls. Kieli. Alice in Wonderland. Tales from the Crypt. Addams Family. V for Vendetta. Rain. Mythology. The Avengers. Iron Man. Warhammer. World of Warcraft. Donnie Darko. Frank the Rabbit :D! Transformers. Cosplaying. Conventions. Lindsey Stirling. <3 Vincent Price. (To me he is immortal.) annnndd burning stuff.... among other things...
Music: Evanescence. Lindsey Stirling. Shiv-R. SANTA HATES YOU. Emilie Autumn. Yiruma. Gaming Soundtracks. Hatsune Miku + The VOCALOIDS. :P Marilyn Manson. Rob Zombie. The Birthday Massacre. Enter Shikari. Hopes Die Last. Psychostick. Deadmau5. Atreyu. Asphyxia. The Dark. Acid Bats. Christian Death. Aiden. As I Lay Dying. Disturbed. Zombie Girl. Nightwish. Otep. Arch Enemy. HIM. Funeral for a Friend. Madina Lake. Sum41. Cannibal Corpse. Bauhaus. Ghost of Lamora. Attack! Attack! Paramore(Old Stuff.) Exist Trace. Jesus on Extasy MAXIMUM THE HORMONE. Avenged Sevenfold. Misfits. Cradle of Filth. Korn. Lonely Island. The Human Abstract. Lacuna Coil. Within Temptation. Hawthorne Heights.(Old Stuff.) From First tO Last. (Old Stuff.) Escape the Fate. Gregory and the Hawk. (This band is very special to me.) Bring me the Horizon. I Killed the Prom Queen. I Am Ghost. D.R.U.G.S. (Destroy Rebuild Until god Shows) Rise Against. Skillet. Bullet for my Valentine. Motionless In White. The Word Alive. Woe Is Me. Tenacious D. Blessthefall. Linkin Park. Spineshank. S3RL. Scary Kids Scaring Kids. and more...