About Me
It is unbelievably hard to tell anyone about myself because I am constantly changing. My likes and dislikes all change depending on the day, my mood, and what I happen to be interested in at that very moment. I am constantly questioning my beliefs and analyzing myself as well as others around me in order to fine tune and improve upon myself.
Here are a few things I can tell you.
I'm opinionated, stubborn, laid back, and nocturnal. I'm full of contradictions and I lose things often. I'm slightly clumsy, quite forgetful, and never on time.
I have an amazing boyfriend of five years, who never ceases to entertain, enlighten, amuse, amaze, and fascinate me. I have no idea where I would be today without him, and that's just how I like it. There aren't any words in any language that can accurately describe how much I love him.
I'm a junior in college, currently double majoring in Anthropology and Studio Art, photography to be specific. I have many hopes and I'm quite the dreamer, but unfortunately, my motivation only comes in short bursts. I procrastinate from doing just about everything and it often gets me in trouble.
I'm interested in so many things and I love to learn. I am unbelievably indecisive, so it is not surprising to say that I had some problems when it came time to choose my major. I debated on Philosophy, Psychology, Religious Studies, Astronomy, Anthropology, and Art, or any combination of two. I settled on Anthropology because humanity is extremely fascinating and I can tie any of my other interests in with it. I chose studio art because I've been doing art, painting, drawing, and other crafts, ever since I can remember. Art is one of the very few things that comes naturally to me. I love the creative process and I love seeing all of the wonderful things that people, all over the world, have the ability to create.
I love drugs. I am interested in everything about them; the effects on the body, how they produce that effect, and the various experiences you have while on the drugs. Their ability to open your eyes, relax you, and make you think outside of the box is just awesome. My favorites are analgesics like Oxycodone [Percocet and Oxycontin] and Hyrocodone [Vicodin and Lorcet], benzodiazapines like Lorazepam [Ativan], and MDMA [Ecstasy].
If you haven't noticed yet, I'm quite the Liberal. And I'm not too very religious. My religious beliefs lay anywhere in between Atheist, Agnostic, Humanist, and Existentialist beliefs. They can pretty much be summed up with these quotes:
"Some of you know that I am neither Christian, nor Jewish, nor Buddhist, nor a conventionally religious person of any sort. I am a humanist, which means, in part, that I have tried to behave decently without any expectations of rewards or punishments after I'm dead."- Kurt Vonnegut
"Religion must die for mankind to survive."- Bill Maher
“I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours.” — Stephen F. Roberts, Like Rolling Uphill
I enjoy intelligent conversations, controversial subjects, and debates very much. If you'd like to know more about my beliefs, or would just like to talk, message me, but please refrain from telling me how sexy I am, calling me cute, or just saying hi, or hello, or whatever. I can seriously care less about how attractive you think I am. I might respond to be polite, but if I don't believe that you can contribute to an actual conversation, you probably won't hear back from me.
I believe we can all learn a lot from crayons. Some of them are sharp, some of them are pretty, some are bright, but others... are not. All are different colors, yet they all get along in the same box. I hate any form of discrimination. It's bullshit and has no purpose. We are all the same, for the most part. All equal. If you think different, you probably need to be stabbed in the eye with a rusty spork.
" Most people rely on rules and authorities to tell them what to do, what to value, and how to live. The people who eventually learn to create their lives anew will represent a new stage in human transformation." -Friedrich Nietzsche
Break out of the "norm", be unique, help society Evolve.
I'm jealous of the guy who threw his shoes at George Bush. I would love to have had that opportunity.
Although, if I had that opportunity, I wouldn't have missed.
Quotes
"I love the magnificant exuberance of a young beast of prey that plays gracefully; and as it plays, dismembers."- Friedrich Nietzsche
"Break the sort of boundries of what is "normal" - or what is considered "normal". You've got to step outside of that. Break the routine and not be afraid to try new things. We close ourselves off and we live in these little worlds that are comfortable and safe. It's routine, boring, and filled with fear and guilt and it's no good. It's not good for you."- Johnny Depp
"Well, it could be worse man. A woman could cut off your penis while you're sleeping and toss it out the window of a moving car."- Tyler Durden -Fight Club
"Human aggression is instinctual. Humans have not evolved any ritualized aggression-inhibiting mechanisms to ensure the survival of the species. For this reason man is considered a very dangerous animal."- Konrad Lorenz
"The Antichrist isn't just me, or just one person. It's all of us, a collective state of mind that America needs to have awakened in them. I want to wake it in them. Americans need to realize that they don't have to believe in something just because they've been told it all their lives. You can't have someone who's never had sex or or drugs telling you it's wrong. Only through experience can you determine your own morality. Humanity isn't about constantly having to seek forgiveness for being human; humanity is leading a guiltless existance as an individual. That is Armageddon, because, to Christianity, if you forsake the idea of God and believe in yourself, the world is over."- Marilyn Manson
"There is no real genius without a mixture of madness."-Aristotle
"Believe in nothing. No matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense."- Buddha
"I didn't fail, I found 2,000 ways how not to make a lightbulb."- Thomas Edison
"Find out what's really there. I never say be like me, I say be like you and make a difference."- Marilyn Manson
"We risk sanity for moments of temporary Enlightenment."- Human Traffic
"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me."- Hunter S. Thompson
"All propaganda has to be popular and has to accommodate itself to the comprehension of the least intelligent of those whom it seeks to reach."- Adolf Hitler
"There would be nothing to frighten you if you refused to be afraid."- Gahndi
"Religion must die for mankind to survive"- Bill Maher
"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world." -Albert Einstein
"Three can keep a secret, if two of them are dead."- Benjamin Franklin
"Education is an admirable thing."- Oscar Wilde
"A man may learn wisdom even from a foe."- Aristophanes
"An opressive government is more to be feared than a tiger."- Confucius
"Penser, c'est voir. To think is to see."- Balzac
"I can resist everything except temptation."- Oscar Wilde
">There�s no shame in starting something but failing to finish." -Adam Savage
"It is older men who declare war but it is the youth who must fight and die."- Herbert Hoover
"There is only one good, knowledge, and one evil, ignorance." -Socrates
"To do a common thing uncommonly well, brings success."- John Heinz
Yes, the ketchup guy. lol.
"A good scientist will tell you that being wrong can be just as interesting as being right." -Adam Savage
"So long as there are men there will be wars."-Albert Einstein
"War does not determine who is right, only who is left."- Bertrand Russell
"The possibility of physical and mental collapse is now very real. No sympathy for the Devil, keep that in mind. Buy the ticket, take the ride."- Raoul Duke -Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
"Half of writing history is hiding the truth."- Mel -Serenity
"Generosity is one of the qualities of the people of Paradise."
Painted on a DISH found in East Iran
"I'm grateful that I have two middle fingers, I only wish I had more."-Marilyn Manson
"We're terrible animals. I think that the Earth's immune system is trying to get rid of us, as well it should." -Kurt Vonnegut
"Today we must abandon competition and secure cooperation. This must be the central fact in all our considerations of international affairs; otherwise we face certain disaster. Past thinking and methods did not prevent world wars. Future thinking must prevent wars." -Albert Einstein
"Some of you know that I am neither Christian, nor Jewish, nor Buddhist, nor a conventionally religious person of any sort. I am a humanist, which means, in part, that I have tried to behave decently without any expectations of rewards or punishments after I'm dead."- Kurt Vonnegut
About a belief or lack of belief in an afterlife.
"Most people rely on rules and authorities to tell them what to do, what to value, and how to live. The people who eventually learn to create their lives anew will represent a new stage in human transformation." - Friedrich Nietzsche
"The unexamined life is not worth living for a human being." -Socrates
"Freedom of speach isn't something somebody else gives you. That's something you give to yourself." -Kurt Vonnegut
"The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has it's own reason for existing." -Albert Einstein
"When a person can no longer laugh at himself, it is time for others to laugh at him."-Thomas Szasz -The Second Sin
"America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between." -Oscar Wilde
"There is nothing more dreadful than imagination without taste." -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
"When they discover the center of the universe, a lot of people will be disappointed to discover they are not it." -Bernard Bailey
"Never offend people with style when you can offend them with substance." -Sam Brown
"Sometimes, even a failed experiment can be a good learning experience." -Adam Savage
"Realize deeply that the present moment is all you ever have." -Eckhart Tolle
"The best way to convince a fool that he is wrong is to let him have his own way." -Josh Billings
"Freedom of the press is limited to those who own one." -A. J. Liebling
"Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something." -Plato
"How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live." -Henry David Thoreau
"The length of a film should be directly related to the endurance of the human bladder." -Alfred Hitchcock
"Let us so live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry." -Mark Twain
"Suburbia is where the developer bulldozes out the trees, then names the streets after them." -Bill Vaughan
"It is impossible to defeat an ignorant man in argument." -William G. McAdoo
"Sometimes you go down a path, and it�s not the right one, so you have to start all over again. It�s like throwing money into a bad poker hand. You have to know when to stop." -Adam Savage
"Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward." -Kurt Vonnegut
"Times have not become more violent. They have just become more televised." -Marilyn Manson
"Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know." -Ernest Hemingway
"I am free of all prejudice. I hate everyone equally. " -W.C. Fields
"The best feelings are the ones that have no words to describe them." -Michelle Hammersly
�Nowadays, people know the price of everything, and the value of nothing.� -Oscar Wilde
"The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest fear is fear of the unknown." -H.P. Lovecraft
"The ability to make children cry at the grocery store I like better than fame." -Marilyn Manson
"I like screwing it up twice and still doing it better than the guy who did it once." -Adam Savage
"You can memorize how to do something, but unless you internalize the information, it�s just a pile of data sitting on a table. Hands-on experience is what allows you to make it part of your brain; it brings that data to life." -Jamie Hyneman
"If something is in me which can be called religious then it is the unbounded admiration for the structure of the world so far as our science can reveal it." - Albert Einstein
"Blind faith can lead you to fall off many a cliff." -Cornell West
Loves
--Ryan
--Anthropology
--Art (photography, painting, drawing, and glass blowing)
--Video games
--Philosophy
--Psychology
--Reading
--Intelligent conversations
--Drugs (Oxycodone, Hydrocodone, and MDMA)
--Controversial subjects (Ask me about my views on abortion, drugs, euthenasia, war, and religion.)
--Web design
--Photo manipulation
--Education
--Vampires
--Body modifications
--Astronomy
--Quotes
--Music
--Movies
--Film making
--Bright colors
--Glow sticks
--Glitter
--Cooking
--Sleeping
--Procrastination
--Browsing the internet
--Warheads
Dislikes
--UVA and UVB rays
--Hot weather
--Closed-minded people
--Ignorance and stupidity
--People who lack common sense
--Discrimination
--Organized religion (I know this fits under the category of ignorance and stupidity, but I believe that it needed to be specified.)
--Spiders and other bugs
--People who type like idiots
--Lack of education
--Talking on the telephone
--People who can't laugh at themselves
--Animal abuse
--Concrete urbanization
--Most Country and Emo/ Screamo music
--Trends
--Predictable movies
--Wasteful people
--People who complain, but do nothing to try to improve their situation.
--Sleep. It really is a waste of time. Imagine the things we could accomplish if we didn't need sleep.
--Procrastination. I do it way too often, and it normally results with me rushing to finish something before the deadline.
--People who don't realize that taxes are for our own good.
--Disrespectful people
--Birthers and teabaggers. Lmfao.
Oh, and down with the fascists. lol.
Friends (In alphabetical order. :p)
Music
--Children of Bodom
--The Doors
--Marilyn Manson
--Nine Inch Nails
--Skazi
--Lady Gaga
--Green Day
--Apocalyptica
--Amanda Palmer
--The Dresden Dolls
--John Lennon
--The Kinks
--Lady Soverign
--Benni Bennassi
--Danny Elfman
--Mozart
--Bethoven
--Symphony X
--Dream Theater
--Placebo
--Nightwish
--Infected Mushroom
--Led Zeppelin
--Black Sabbath
--KMFDM
--The Darkness
--Type O' Negative
--The Sex Pistols
--The Birthday Massacre
--Shiny Toy Guns
--The Rasmus
Movies
--V for Vendetta
--Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
--Religulous
--Fight Club
--The Matrix
--Cowboy Bebop The Movie
--Milk
--Pirates of the Caribbean 1, 2, and 3
--Juno
--American History X
--Public Enemies
--Secret Window
--Blow
--Sleepy Hallow
--The Butterfly Effect
--The Illusionist
--Thumbsucker
--Where the Buffalo Roam
--Mirrormask
--Hard Candy
--Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 1, 2, and 3
--Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
--Sweeney Todd the Demon Barber of Fleet Street
--Akira
--Bad Santa
--Sicko
--Bowling for Colombine
--The Life of David Gale
--Reservoir Dogs
--Betlejuice
--Monty Python's Holy Grail
--Batman Forever
--Batman Returns
--Alice in Wonderland
--Velvet Goldmine
--Ever After
--Powder
--Orange County
--Ed Wood
--The Crow
--Edward Scissorhands
--Click
--The Blues Brothers
--Pulp Fiction
--A Knight's Tale
--Freeway
--Troy
--Velvet Goldmine
Television
--Futurama
--Taboo
--Mythbusters
--Time Warp
--Real Time with Bill Maher
--Roseanne
--Cowboy Bebop
--Dollhouse
--Ahh! Real Monsters
--Rocko's Modern Life
--Cities of the Underground
--Firefly
--Naked Science
--Dirty Jobs
--The Colbert Report
--The Daily Show with John Stewart
--Good Eats with Alton Brown
--Family Guy
--The Simpsons
--The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
--The Nanny
Books
--Needful Things
--American Gods
--Neverwhere
--Slaughterhouse Five
--The Picture of Dorian Gray
--Hocus Pocus
--Misery
--Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
--Ishmael
--To Kill a Mockingbird
--The Outsiders
--The Great Gatsby
--The Long Hard Road Out of Hell
--No One Here Gets Out Alive
--The Adventures of Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass
--The Curse of Lono
--Frankenstein
--Dracula
--The Pit and the Pendulum
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