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Be sure to speak to me, before you place judgement based on a bunch of pictures or text on a page. I believe I'm an empath. I am a very caring and understanding person. I listen to people. Have a question? ask. It takes me a while to completely trust a person. i don't feel comfortable around most people, so if i play shy or something it's not because i don't like you, i just may not know you. I must say that i practically owe my life to My Friends. they have helped and saved me so many times in more ways than anyone will ever know and/or realize.Quite simply, i love them, erm, most of them in different ways. I may seem small and quiet but mess with the people i care about and you're in for a heck of a surprise. i can have one hell of a temper if you push the right buttons and along with the temper i can be down right stubborn.. i must admit i am a bit thick headed at times :D, but who isn't? I would love advice as to how to make my layout better, if anyone wants to offer me some help, let me know. i'm willing to take any kind of advice or criticisim. thank you. If you rate me, i will know. I tend to try to rate back those who rate me it just seems fair to me, just so you all know. however, be aware, that that doesn't guarentee you a 10 just because you rated me a 10.
As for pictures, most of my pics are viewable by friends only for varying reasons. if you wish to see me, try getting to know me first. if i know you, if i like you, i if i trust you, then you'll probably get a friend accept and you'll get to see me. but trust me, you're not missing much. Quotes
"Its always sunny after the rain"-Dalton (posted by request)
"The truth is we hide because we want to be found, we walk away to see who will follow, we cry to see who will wipe away the tears, and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them." -Stolen from, This person(?)
"it doesn't matter what you can't do. it's what you CAN do that makes the difference" -me
"Not all those who wander are lost" -JRR Tolkien
No-one can change the world, even if for themselves alone, with hate. Only with love can one make a difference.
-Darkly_Gifted
"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."
-Vipin Sharma
"Make me strong, not to be superior to my brother,but to be able to fight my greatest enemy,Myself"
-Chief Dan George.
"there is nothing wrong with asking for help. The people with true strength ask for help when they need it. - Orionoe (Damnedsoul89 Jun 04, 2006)
"Many people believing something doesn't make it true but worse still it is inflicted on those who know better..."
-Azaethel
"may a past that's dark with crimes bring revenge in future times. Fear and guilt here begun, let them break you one by one" -Morga, The Sight, by David Clement-Davies
"A day without learning something new is a day wasted.
-SpikeJonez
"Drunken actions are sober thoughts"
-Cammie
"Never tell me that i can't and won't, because i can and i might." -said by me [don't mess with me :)]
"It's Always Darkest Before Dawn" -i forget who originally said it(oops)
"A heart looks like two question marks. why is that? is love suppose to be confusing?"
-a thought
"Teach with kindness and respect, not force and intimidation. It works better"
-me
"One needs not to like a person to respect them"
-A friend of mine
"I don't keep track, I just keep hope" -how many times I SI.
- fakes
- liars
- cheaters
- ignorance
- arrogance
- negativity
- yelling, "voice raising"
- "the guilt trip"
- people who want instant gratification
- grapefruit
- being cold/cold weather
- people who think they can do whatever to whoever regardless of age,gender,relationship,etc..
- people in general
- crowds and small spaces
- people who try to "cage" and control me
- my body, not because i think it's ugly..it just feels like it's a giant obstacle that is stopping me from being who or what i really am and doing what i really want to do
i listen to mostly (but not only) hardcore rock/metal, "punk", "emo" type music but my favorite are things like (in alphabetical order): 3 DAYS GRACE, 3 doors down, 12 stones, AFI, Anberlin, blessed union of souls,blue october, BARLOWGIRL, BREAKING BENJAMIN, bryan adams, bush, CASCADA, chevelle, cold, crazy town, crossfade, damage plan, Dark lotus, Default, DISTURBED, DROWNING POOL, eve 6, EVANESCENCE, everclear, evans blue, , fall out boy, finger eleven, FLYLEAF, GODSMACK, green day, guns 'n' roses, hed pe, hoobastank, ICP, Imogen heap, kelly clarkson, koRn, LACUNA COIL, linkin park, LIFEHOUSE, matchbox 20, metallica, Michelle Branch, mudvayne, my chemical romance, nickelback, nine inch nails, nirvana, orgy, Panic! at the disco, papa roach, PARAMORE, Pink, powerman 5000, RA, rage against the machine, rob zombie, saliva, Secondhand serenade, seether, shania twain,shinedown, slipknot, smile empty soul, staind, stone sour, sublime, system of a down,the used, The Veronicas, TAPROOT, TOOL, trapt, Vertical Horizon, check out my bands profile for more..i will be adding to this list as i think of them....
Breath No More, by Evanescence I've been looking in the mirror for so long That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side All the little pieces falling shatter Shards of me too sharp to put back together Too small to matter But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces If I try to touch her and I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no more Take a breath as I try to draw from my spirit's well Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child Oh lie to me Convince me that I've been sick forever And all of this will make sense when I get better But I know the difference Between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder Which of us do you love? So I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no - Bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe I breathe I breathe no more
Within Temptation, All I Need - I�m dying to catch my breath Oh why don�t I ever learn? I�ve lost all my trust, though I�ve surely tried to turn it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don�t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don�t tear me down You�ve opened the door now, don�t let it close I�m here on the edge again I wish I could let it go I know that I�m only one step away from turning it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don�t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don�t tear it down, what�s left of me Make my heart a better place I tried many times but nothing was real Make it fade away, don�t break me down I want to believe that this is for real Save me from my fear Don�t tear me down Don�t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Don�t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don�t tear it down, what�s left of me Make my heart a better place Make my heart a better place
What have you done, by Within Temptation f/Keith Caputo Would you mind if I hurt you? Understand that I need to Wish that I had other choices than to harm the one I love What have you done now! I know I�d better stop trying You know that there�s no denying I won�t show mercy on you now I know, should stop believing I know, there�s no retrieving It�s over now, what have you done? What have you done now! I, I�ve been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away... oh (What have you done now!) Why, why does fate make us suffer? There�s a curse between us, between me and you What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done now! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done now! Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to? Cause you have turned into my worst enemy You carry hate that I don�t feel It�s over now What you done? What have you done now! I, I�ve been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away... oh (What have you done now!) Why, why does fate make us suffer? There�s a curse between us, between me and you What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done now! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done! What have you done now! What have you done now, What have you done?... I will not fall, won�t let it go We will be free when it ends I, I�ve been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away... oh (What have you done now!) Why, why does fate make us suffer There�s a curse between us, between me and you I, I�ve been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away... oh (What have you done now!) Why, why does fate make us suffer There�s a curse between us, between me and you
Farther Away, by Evanescence I took their smiles and I made them mine I sold my soul just to hide the light And now I see what I really am A thief, a whore, and a liar I run to you And run away from this hell Call out your name Giving up, giving in I see you there Still you are Farther away I�m numb to you Numb and deaf and blind You give me all but the reason why I reach but I feel only air at night Not you, not love, just nothing I run to you And run away from this hell Call out your name Giving up, giving in I see you there Still you are Farther away Don�t leave me here By myself I can't breathe I run to you And run away from this hell Call out your name Giving up, giving in I see you there Still you are Farther away I run to you And run away from this hell Call out your name Giving up, giving in I see you there Still you are Farther away Farther away Farther away Farther away Farther away Farther away
Sanctuary, by Hikaru Utada [ ] = backwards [I need more affection than you know] In you and I, there's a new land Angels in Flight [I need more affection than you know] My Sanctuary, my Sanctuary yeah Where fears and lies melt away Music in time [I need more affection than you know] What's left of me, what's left of me now I watch you, fast asleep All I fear means nothing In you and I there's a new land Angels in flight [I need more affection than you know] My Sanctuary, my Sanctuary yeah Where fears and lies melt away Music in time [I need more affection than you know] What's left of me, what's left of me [So many ups and downs] My heart's a battleground [I need true emotions] [I need more affection than you know] [I need true emotions] You show me how to see That nothing is whole and Nothing is broken In you and I there's a new land Angels in flight [I need more affection than you know] My Sanctuary, my Sanctuary yeah Where fears and lies melt away Music in time [I need more affection than you know] What's left of me, what's let of me now My fears and our lies Melt away [I need more affection than you know]
Whispers In The Dark, by Skillet Despite the lies that you're making Your love is mine for the taking My love is Just waiting To turn your tears to roses I will be the one that's gonna hold you I will be the one that you run to My love is A burning, consuming fire Chorus: No You'll never be alone When darkness comes I'll light the night with stars Hear my whispers in the dark No You'll never be alone When darkness comes you know I'm never far Hear my whispers in the dark You feel so lonely and ragged You lay here broken and naked My love is Just waiting To clothe you in crimson roses I will be the one that's gonna find you I will be the one that's gonna guide you My love is A burning, consuming fire
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