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darianDISASTER
female, 14
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cambridge, Ontario
Canada

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Latest Journal Entry: Attention   May 16, 2008, 09:46pm
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Im Darian I'm 13 years old and single. I get bored alot and I like to hang out with friends. I found vampirefreaks through my friends and joined so meh.My favourite colours would have to be purple,silver and black and my favourite word is slippery cuz it's a really funny word (i discovered this when my social worker told me to stay away from "slippery people", lol). I don't have a long story to tell , i am split between houses and I live with my grandma. I'll talk to u if u talk to me cuz i don't care but if all u want to say is dumb shit then don't talk to me cuz I really don't wanna deal with any more of that shit than I already have to, and I don't want to be friends with people who are all talk so if u don't like me don't bother than cuz I really don't care. I'm open minded and I try almost everything once. Music is a big part of my life as I like to listen to it as well as sing,play and write lyrics.I love animals alot and I can't stand animal cruelty.I won't be rude or mean to you unless you start with me.I write alot of thing that I just happen to think of and I'm pretty random but that basically describe the people I hang out with too. I always do challenges or dares cuz I don't like being told I can't do something or that I shouldn't do it. I have alot of friends but I only have really tight bonds with a few of them.My good friends are kool people and I would help them no matter what. I usually trust people as I think everyone should be given a chance but if they do something to me it's a little hard to gain my trust back, unless I think you deserve it.I'll stick up for my friends and family no matter what and I've been like that for along time some people say it's none of my buisness but I think if u don't want me to say anything than don't say stuff in front of me, or not at all for that matter.Since I was little my whole family has all had huge expectations,I have good grades(yah im kinda smart but you'd never guess if u got to know me!) and I have to take on many responsibilities but it's like that's not enough ,they expect me to do everything and I have to take on many things and do them well thats why I love my friends cuz they don't expect that crap from me and they don't care what grades I get, I think if I didn't have friends I would have gone crazy by now from my whole life and all the shit I've gone through.I had a guy I liked up intill a while back we were really close and we were always together but then he moved, I still chat with him on msn but I moved on, I guess I'll always kinda like him cuz we were inseperable for a while but I think it's more of the way you like a friend and I'm fine with that but I'll always wish for him to come back so we can hang out again.I'll rate people if I feel like it sometimes so don't say stuff like I'll rate you if you rate me. If your just gonna come and bitch at me do it somewhere else cuz I don't really care and I don't want to listen to you.Sometimes I wanna run away and not come back but there are a few people who keep me tied back here so that i can't leave, who knows where i'd be or what i'd be doing without them.I like meeting new people so feel free to talk to me and ill reply but be warned sometimes i can be really random. Everyone alwys says that I'm a happy person because I've gotten good at faking it and last year they thought I was a goody goody cuz I just stoped caring about stuff for awhile (and somehow they got quiet goody goody from that) the way I act in school seems makes everyone think I have a good life even when they know nothing about me because I'm tired of dealing with two faced teachers asking me about my feelings so they can report to my gramma, I started showing a bit of the real me again in school this year and all I got was stupid comments like "You weren't like this last year" from people I don't know or give a shit about so I guess I just hate school.



People who are two faced bother me so don't talk to me if your like that.I don't like pervs either.I don't like jerks or backstabbers if u dont like someone say it to their face.I don't like people who are cruel to animals and I don't like people who put people down to feel good or to seem better than others.I don't like liars specially the kinda messed up ppl who believe their own lies,cuz I deal with someone like that on a daily basis. country music bothers me and I don't like really preppy people.I hate hospitals I've had a lot of ba expieriences there and they bother me.I hate it when someone goes on sites to randomly trash people or say it's a stupid site, cuz if u don't like the site or the people then just don't go to it cuz they don't need that crap.People who find it neccesary to fight or bring up stupid past things in public,they should just save that shit for home cuz no one needs to hear it.I hate hospitals cuz I have had some really bad expieriences at them, and a lot of people I loved die.I dislike people who are stuck up cuz they really bug me to the point that I can't stand being around them. I really hate people who tell you your friends and just turn around and act like bitches




My favorite thing is listening to music and I like hanging out.I like going on the computer and chatting online.tv is oka and i like to read a bit depends if the story is interesting. I already mentioned listening to music but I love play guitar and I sometimes write lyrics.I like to play games, doesn't really matter what games though I just like playing. I love to just hang out and go places with friends and I like just walking around.I like going to the mall and just walking around and sometimed doing shopping, but basically just walknig around and hanging out,I love doing things with my friends and just hanging with them. I love to do hair it's one of my favorite things I want to be a hairdresser. ^_^



Bullet for my valentine, Linkin park, Goood Charlotte, Green Day, HIM, Aidan. AFI, Avril Lavigne, Chris Brown, Three days grace, Systems of a down, Billy talent, Fall out boy, Sum41, T-Pain, Marilyn Manson, Paramore, Jeffree Star, My chemical romance, I like alot of this stuff but the only music that really bugs me is country.
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Some random stuff:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So I say thank you for all the scars, And all of the guilt and pain. Because every tear I've never cried, Has sealed your fucking fate. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Did you think I was that stupid, Or are you just too blind to see. That every time you try you will fail, Because there is no destroying me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to get away from it all, So what can I do. When every single time I fall, I keep crawling back to you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am myself,no one but me. I'm very far,from what you want me to be. so don't ask me to change, you know i wont. So if your gonna try it,just Stop and don't. you can whip me and chain me, beat me too. but nothing can stop me, from loving you. So if you hate, the way I act, I'm not gonna change, but I'll still watch you from the back. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love you so much, that my chest starts to hurt. And yet still you treat me, like nothing but dirt, You step on me you beat me, untill I'm full of pains. Then why is it that I still cannot,escape your brutal chains. For all the scars you've created, and all the tears I shed. I don't expect you to repay me,I just hope you will soon be dead. Because then I could go on with my life, and truly be free. To live on and stop suffering, and truly be me. No one can erase the pain I've suffered, or the tears I've cried. But still I can be thankful,that till now I haven't died. I may continue to live on, under his brutal commands. As he lays his scars upon my life, with his own cruel hands. I did not wish to walk down this path, or to stop here on the way. Yet still some cruel twist of fate, has brought me to this day. You can say I'm messed up, fucked up in the head. But as you may soon be able to tell, that's already been said. He made me skitsofrenic,he's the reason I started to drink. He is what created the person,I see in the mirror over the bathroom sink. In the not so ditant future, for everyone to see. I will have stopped this torment, and created a whole new me. I'm going through this battle, all on my VERY own. I could have someone help me, by just picking up the phone. But for now I sit here silent, Because I am a fool. This all I can do, for I am still his tool. He shows people that he cares for me,but anyone can see. That he is doing this for himself, he has no love for me. So I silently hate him, for I can barely fight back. So in the future maybe I'll gain, all the courage that I lack. So this is the end of what I'm saying, please take it into your hearts. That if you think this could happen to you, stop it befor it starts. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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